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Thursday, November 29, 2007


afiq, please. stop tagging me that way.
its as if you want me to live feeling guilty. but who hurt who ?
you or me ? dont make it as im the one who asked for that damn break up ,man !
and now, im fine. ! as you can see.
i have girlfriends, i have boyfriends ard.
who totally cared about me, i feel more treasured. omg, when will this ends?
im not even planning to get attached for the mean time's sake.
omg, im just soooo pissed off.
horoscope for today ;
Your heart has been sending you in the right direction, but now it's time for you to let your gray matter weigh in on the current situation. It's not that emotions aren't important elements in your life -- they are. But right now, you need to think more logically than emotionally. Make a list of pros and cons, research all of your options, and give yourself plenty of time to make the right move. If you go from your gut exclusively, you could end up making a mistake.
aww maybe thats right. i have to use my brain. (:
thats it, i believe in horoscopes for the first time.





hello.
i knw this pict sucks, ok thanks. haha.
aie was behind. ^ ^ talking , thats why i joined them and leave him alone. -.-
shahfiq ^ ^ forever and ever bestie. (:

okay , sorry syafiq cause i dint text you right after i hang up the fone with aie ytd.
cause i was freakingly sleepy right after tt. it was 4 plus i supposed.
kay, im sorry i haven not being talking to you lately.
cus when you called, its either im sleeping or im talking with aie. so sorry !:x

today was fun .
i woke up at 1.30 exact, just to know shahfiq meet all the others up already.
aie text me saying he just woke up too. blaming me for letting him sleep late ytd!
cb! haha, you're the one who called me. babeh . hah . bobal sampai tertido siah nie anak.

farihin accompany me to amk awhile to take my things from kak fini. we bought snow ice and we're off.
she was soooo addicted to that snow ice, cause its her first time tasting it. haha .
neh , i alrd said my reccomends all sedap2. :D

thennnnn , met hamzah and syafiq at 846, get to know shahfiq all at northplaza. -.-
go thereeee, and pffftt, aie embarrased wna meet me, i embarrased wna meet him . lols .
semua salam me already siah . shahfiq, mus, izrul, fadzly, azhari , nurul and dee. aie aja havent.
then mus was like carrying me siakkkk . lols. okay we brought bubble tea and tt time onwards me and aie talktalk. (:
haha, sheesh. he looks fierce with his piercings. if tk ada kan more better.
shahfiq and mus come my house cus mus wna lend my usb.
so sorry , i gave you two milo aja. haha tu pun tk sempurna. lols.
then lepaklepak till 9 plus.
aie was mad at me cus i dint entertain him. but i was mad at him cus he go and calls someone . when im talking.
haha lols. walk aie halfway home, till civic. pujuk him like gila siah at civic.
seriously, berlalu siah 20minutes. then he ask for hug. awwwwwkay , i want tt hug again.
he says my hug lain dari yg lain . apa yang lain ?! lols.
that boy gila siah . hug me then drag me wna bring me home. -.- haha kay,met parents up and ate at banquet.

the peoples just now are loved. <3>
p/s: dee say wna rogol me ! tk rogol pun.
alaaa, malu malu kucing pulak deknie.(:



Monday, November 26, 2007



well, things gone normal, back to normal i mean.
i sit&rot at home. plan was cancel cus mama dont wana give money buy bubble tea,
and im FULLY BROKE. after the survivor thang with aji.
we brought chipsmore, a big bottle of milk and ice latte at mcd.
omg, i spent alot. 20bucks mom gave me, hilanggggg terus !

things made me stressed up every now and then.
i ever thought of mia-ing. not gg online . not getting attention, but i just feel like it.
i wna knows if tht someone cared. but no he dont.
so thennnnn, life's as per normal. get it ?
LIFE IS NORMAL. IM HAPPY.
oh, maybe you should too.
i cant wait for school, will be buying books this week.
first time going without mom. farihin says books aint that many, she can go alone.
ouhkay, maybe i'll buy tmrw. i wna go through books at home.
so onlineing wouldnt distract me. i cant text anymore cause bill melambong.
soo anything to find me, just call me.

your words are soo deadly weapons.
or maybe we are never meant to be together.
should i approach you and say quit flirting, i want you. quit everything&be with me.
and hey, i dont really cared about looks.

awww, that sounds retarded. oh yeah, no relationships for the moment i think.
cause relationships=quarrels. im tired. uber tired.
im gone.
no more aie for the moment.



Friday, November 23, 2007


im away for like 2/3 days.
(:

tkecr.



Wednesday, November 21, 2007


im in the mood to post pictures and talk about single one of my love. (:
im sorry cause some of the pictures, i cant get them cause friendster mcm cb.
more to come up.
FARIHIN DEAREST
well, ive known this pretty for like almost 11 months already.
she's totally there when im in need, but yeah, she's totally honest about her opinions.
eventhough it hurts me pretty much.
i know she did that cause she wanted to see me happy.
she's never ever been satisfied with the kind of boyfriend i got.
cause she's there when im quarreling with boyfriend.
she blames me for not choosing correctly.
she's quite happy with her boyfriend now, and of course im happy for her.
we talked on the fone for like everyday, but not that everyday,
cause she's busy with her boyfriend now.
she told her boyfriend im her scandal. awwwwww. ^ ^hopes you two last long kay.

TASHA BABY
okay here's my baby here.
i love this picture of hers, macam wna bite off her cheeks somehow. haah.
this lady here, we have been like 9months together. ;D
she's my twin mindset, cause she knows my mindset.
she's a great listener. she got many scandals, like a thousands of them.
and im jealous. she's currently happy with the life she's in,
the life she had with aqil. im happy to see her happy.
we can go crazy at times, im laughing always when im with her.
baby, you know who to find when you need someone kay .

AZRI BROTHER.
first thing first, he's the coolest person ive ever met.
he's a bestfriend of mine for like already for 15years. according to my age.
he knows i love him, eventhough we dont meet quite often.
we lives seperately and we only came to each other's house like every 2 weeks.
kay now im gna say this, imy.
im sorry about the quarrels we had.
i think you're right dude, im not mature in handling relationships.
AIE
ive already known this cool guy for like 1 week plus.
bt yeah, we havent met each other yet, soon yeah . ^ ^
he's my favourite cousin . (:
we talk on the fone for like hours and he's disgusting yaw.
mind me, disgusting not horny.
he says he loves to drink blood, eiwl gitu.
he says he loves me,awwwwwwww.
;D
RARA HUSBAND
okay ive known her for like already one or two months.
she's getting her psle results yaw, so yeah. goodluck syg .
i love my husband alot.
cause she sweet talk me when we were chatting. awwww.
hope to meet you up again soon okay rara syg !
ilyvvvvvvvvvvvvm !
HUDA RIA
okay, this girl gave great advices.
cause i just broke up with boyfriend and stuffs.
she's the one im holding on my words to. be single yaw,
more fun lah kan ? no problems at all.
all this puppy love ehk ? kay, thats what she said, not me.
hahaha, but she got alot of ex, more than me.
cause know why?
she's cute as ever! ;D
SHAHFIQ
okay,this human made me hyper all the way.
he 's my bestie and that's that.
kamu jealous kamu nyer pasal. (: i know he loves me.
and i love him too. ;D
i'll find him whenevr im sad. okay, happy too.
cause we love to get happy together.
sad songs also can make us happy lah kan shahfiq ?
lest sing out loud ! ;D
wil be meeting you up soon kay. last long w kas. ^ ^
FARRAH
just one thing, imfa.
i miss farrah alot. kay, we'll be getting out tuition together at mid dec,
so can spent time together again.
after tuition, go buy waffle eventhough its late night already. (:
imy.
NABILAH
its been long i never go out with her, cause she's busy with peformance and stuffs.
and when she ajak go out, im not free. haha, sorry babe.
will be catching up with you, lepak again !
watch ghost cds ! ;D
imy.

ADILA

lastly, this cute lil girl.i love her, and i love her.she's one of my cyber friends. and yeah, we do catch up with stuffs related to each other.i love adila. ^ ^




Monday, November 19, 2007





today was awesome. superly awesome. i just wish tasha could join us, but she's lazy, i know her exact reason. farihin decided to go to the xmas tree at the mall and take pictures. of course, my first reaction was EHH TAK MAU LAHHHHH. i agreed to take pictures for her, but for me its a nono. mana mau letak muka dokkkk ! uhm there's one i did upload up there ^ ^

we window-ed shopping, walked around the mall. went back to her crib and chill. we decided to prank shahfiq. farihin was laughing all the way while talking to shahfiq saying " hello shahfiq, boleh kenal kenal tk? nie farrah." HAHAHAHAHA. when the exact thing is tt shahfiq already have her number. macam belo, i know ! then shahfiq was like approaching me in msn say " sudah lah korang. stop prank calls" you know what farihin did? she cannot tahan laughing then put the phone in the room and pass it to me&ran go to the living room. haha, kekek siak!

i walk back home alone since farihin doesnt want to send me.
alot of things ran through my mind. im sorry, if i wrote this down and it kinda hurt anyone's feelings. im sorry, i need to release everything out.
i just think guys in my life, makes me stressout like crazy. of course every relationship got its quarrels. its not that i cant stand it,but i do have feelings yo. please do spare a thought for me when you said those things. a smth that your friend said in msn did goes into my head,but it doesnt seems to satisfy me enough i swear. we quarreled and you called like there's nothing happening. i prolly knows you love me.
i cant deny it that im more hating myself to loving myself after all this .
of course, ily. your names are all over my diary.
but neh, it dont seems so like it. it doesnt go my way, or your way.
i kept envying people's rs. farihin's expecially.
talk things out and say whatever that each other dislikes.
but i dont think i can talk things out with mine.
he will totally blow off and told me off with bad words.
i only said that he's sarcastic and i dont really semm to like his attitude,
i thought he was gg to understand, but no. he get angry instead.


honestly, i just need someone to understand. and yeah, its almost a week i dint meet my boyf. and i dont think i wna meet him.
idk why, dont ask me. its always me who have to get along with his friends.i dont seem to get use. i mean, im not your "super get along with your friends" girl.i already said this when we decided to patch up. i cant, get use to it. im sorry, let me breathe the freedom, for just like how many days.

boybestfriends.
its just that im losing some of them, one by one.
im tired, im damn beat. i dont wna console anybody.
let me be alone. i just wna be with my girlfriends.
im depending on tmrw , cheer me up, make me laugh,
thats all i ever wanted.
im sorry.

mus: im sorry, i hope we could be like the old times.
aie: you have changed. go and do whatever you want.
haleem: thanks for the advice.

i know this is a pretty long update. but yeah, i just need to relase some things off.
im really sorry, if ive hurt anybody.
my hp's spoilt and i cant contact anyone, but in case the hp work out, then idk.
bye.



Sunday, November 18, 2007


EH I GOT ONE ACHIEVEMENT !!
I KILLED A COCKROACH YESTERDAY ! OK BESTTTTTTT !
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
BYE !



Friday, November 16, 2007


hello bloggers.
lets talk about pretty yesterday. i went out with my old friends; shahirah&amirah.
i woke up ard 2pm cause im sleepy and i cant even open my eyes wide. mommy had her off day ytd. so jyea, i woke up late cause i was otf with cousin raf till 4 plus or 5.
uhm yeah, met them up. the first thing they say when they met is
"eh maya, kurus eh kau, maam cicak. muka kau bersih ajerr. " lols. idk for what.
we walk around causeway&bazaar.
we heed down to fushan, brought bubble tea&snacks.
and we camwhored. one word to describe :chaotic.
haha, it was fun. so sad shimah cant join us because of her band.
picts will be downdowndown.

and yeah, lets talk about this pretty thing tht ive been thinking about.

i put this old pict, which we took last 2 years ago upupup at my cupboard.
and i throw ball at tht pict, just to see that ball hit at her face.
i felt satisfied as everrrrrrr. i vent my anger by throwing ball at it.
i felt tired myself. and gone to watch hindustan movie.
i was bored, stepf take away the plug for the comp not giving me the permisson to play the comp. i watch cd tull 4 plus and slept. i was not in the mood to talk to anyone so i dint ask anyone to call me. even syafiq called, and i dint pick up. sorry !
and jyea, paii woke me up today. ard 7 plus he called me and say dont sleep.
how dare you disturb my sleep. we talked about an hour and go online ard 8 am plus.
im done.
i love shahfiq bestie ! aie aie, idk.
cause i get to know smth about him, smth negative and i hate it.
lovehs : tasha, ain, farrah, fatin, farnana, shahfiq, paii, yus.:)
rambut aku gila !
shahirah.
shahirah, amirah.
i dont love taking picts standing cause im short.
we were bored.
shahirah
:D

my hair, spoils it. :D



Tuesday, November 13, 2007



our wedding day.
today is my wedding day with rara sayang.
haaa kay, she wanted 14 childrens, but i wanted only 4. haha, sweet lah rara.
uhm jyea, we chat and chat, she said he brought me this house at rosewood ?
^ ^ awwwwwwwww, ilysm ! : D


and yeah, thanks yurny, for renewing my tagboard.
thanks whoever for your opinions or whatever it is, i dont seem to care.
im gross or whatever, i still love my life yaw. i love everybody ard me.
i dont need people like you. god, leave me alone. thanks.


and jyea, im sorry tasha for the misunderstanding. ily. imy. ):
aieaie, thanks for cheering me up yo. <3
cheered me up by 99%. : D
hahahaa, macam macam.





Monday, November 12, 2007



woweewoweewowee.
hello, im bored. its almost 4am. haha, sorry.
ive being updating like every morning at this time.
cause im tired to online at nights, orrrrr sometimes i cant online.
i thought i wna go bugis today, some people agrees to accompany me,
but its my first time gg out with them if i go out just now. people like yurny, shahfiq.
uhm the ones who agrees lah. haha. but cancelled, im lazy.
i slept from 4pm to magrib. mom's shoutings serupa tauzan itu woke me up.

so jyea, afiq told me he's angry cause he's being turn down twice by me to go out with him.
at last he give up. im sick, no offence.
my flu bug starts. im sorry.


first, i talked to syafiq. that ass, hahaha. got loadsa topics, thats why i have fun talking to him.
second, afiq.
we talked for hours. my god, he's crazy as ever.
im tired of laughing. LOL. haha. then we agreed to put down cause he's schling tmr.
haaaaaaa, normal stuffs. both quarreled who's putting down.
hahaha ily.


oh maybe im gg bugis with mus. or maybe yurny . haha not sure.
byee:D



Sunday, November 11, 2007


hello.
its almost two and im updating here. lols.
and yea, tasha and her sis accompany me.
they came to my place cause tasha putting up songs in her mp3.
after so&so, we lepak& go get our bubble teas+cheese balls.
blame feeqah for reccomending it to me:D its nice!
mom's angry cause im too addicted to bubbletea already. :/

we talk&talk about everything. tasha's so excited about meeting aqil up cause he's back in sgapore. okay, big deal, for her yea.
im happy, to see her hyper tt way. thats the way girl!
went back home, stepf at last agrees to share money and rent somre shost cds.
kay, not alot, only one. we spent like HALF AN HOUR there, to pick just one cd.
at last, TAXI TONIGHT is the best one.
mom's home , and we watch together. the story was quite okay.
serammm tu seram but okay lah. i need some nails biting ghost stories.
nabilah told me about her shopping today.
i wna get the cardigans she told me ! 10bucks siak murah siols! :D i wantttt!

so yeah, lets see who's gonna accompany me to bugis to get the cardigans i wanted.
orrr yeah, tasha planning's a trip to the pool.
get the plans up fast yaw. i cant wait.
escape can wait, cause use alot of money. mid dec kay! :D

i had a talk with my stepfather, here it is.
at last he approve on me having relationships, unless idk how to takecr of myself. :D
stepfather: cik salim tahu kau dah besar tau. sebab tu cik salim nak cakap gini. kau ada apa apa masalah tentang lelaki tk ? yelah, dah ada matair sume.

maya : *stares* hha mana ada masalah. cik salim dont worry lah ! be happy !

stepfather: be happy otak! jangan malu kalau nak tanya pape pasal cik salim tahu adik dah besar.

maya: haha okay, pape adik tanye okay ! skg, cik salim dont worry. adik tgh happy.

stepfather: happyhappy, tu yang susah tu. happy , tak tahu apa lelaki boleh buat kat kau. apa yang kau lemah.

maya : haha, tk de lah. adik tahu jaga diri adek baik baikkkkkk.

stepfather: jangan sekali sekali coteng arang kat muka keluarga eh. tgk2 skg banyak budak2 mengandung. jangan kau jadi mcm drg.

maya: dont worry ehk ! : D

im done!



Wednesday, November 7, 2007


hello.
i know i had no plans today so i woke up late, at twelve plus.
sorry peoples, when im asleep, i intend to ignore the texts.
i wana sleep sey, then people kept msging. ignore aja lah.
people call me, i put my mobile phone at the floor, cause the vibrations freaking me out. i dont want my sleep to be disturbed. :]
so yeahh, nabilah text me up ard 12 plus, im stil sleeping by then.
and i replied at one plus. she's bored&ajak go dome.
i cant go out, so i ask her go my house.
we planned to rent some cds, and watch at my place. so yeah, we go northplaza and rented "bangku kosong." this malay ghost story.
we picked the right dvd&it totally freaks us out.
you wna know the exact story, go rentrentrent.
im reccomending the story to my parents, i think they's gg to watch today night.
but im not quite sure, cause they said we are gg to the beach overnight there today.
i dont wna go, but stepf forced me to, cause no one's home.
as if im not use to it.-.- im trying to contact azri to overnight at my place, so i had a accompanion, but he's not home. oomfg.

so yeah, im cant wait for the escape outing.
farihin, tasha, i miss you two.
i wana go out like ytd. : D
afiq, i miss you too. sorry i dint went in studio just now eventhough we are outside.(: hahkay, bye!

nak tahu muka belo mcm mana ? nie dia ! :D
stop taking picts, you ass! :D

a pet lover it is.
longkang ! haa.
was otf wif with farihin :D

im tall ! :D
random.
dia childish, aku takkkkk.;D




Tuesday, November 6, 2007


hello.
okay how should i start updating ?
everyday was super great. cause there's pretty people who brightens up my life like every moment of it.
today, i met baby up, tasha i mean. noooo, wrong.
she met me up, cause farihin last minute wana follow us go carik kerja at town.
so , tasha came my house&we waited for farihin to call up.
we went out like almost three pm. took the mrt, and we went orchard.
ask the TANGS shop, and they say they need 16&above.
okay. malu lah, underage i know. thennn, we go find some coffeshops.
its hard to find cofeeshops at orchard, remember? at last we found one.
they both had mee soto&i had mee rebus.
sedap tu sedap but not as sedap as my mom's mee rebus.
she masak, i can tambah tiga kali siakkkkkk. :DD i already say im a big eater. haha.
so yea, here's the picts. :D







Monday, November 5, 2007


im sorry.
tasha, im sorry i woke up late.
im sorry cause my body aches all over.
i have not get enough rest and i feel like wanting to sleep again.
im sorry, our plans for today cancelled.
just because i wana sleep&get some rest.

so, im not qute sure about today's plan.
i wna go out but im lazy to get ready.
i update cause im bored.
&im waiting for nabilah's text just to confirm if we are gg lepak-ing anot.
afiq asked me to go dome, but honestly, im not use to it.
i felt leftout. not only me, nabilah too. im sorry.
and somore im hungry for bubble tea, if there's no one accompaniying me,
alone it is.

or so maybe we'll be gg dome.
just me, nabilah&feeqah. but the plan's unsure yet.
tmrw will be a date with tasha baby. because today's cancelled.
im done.



Saturday, November 3, 2007


hello bloggers.
suprisingly, today i had fun. <3