okay, thats it. the pictures for two days ago. i kinda feel lazy to update my blog, so yeah.
friendster's keeping me busy, replying comments. i dint even reply sometimes. lols. the picture's size too big, thats what makes me lazy to upload picts here.
if not, me and farihin took ard like 30picts.

so yeaaaaa, new update yaw.im gonna wait for you! :D so yeaaaaa, most people know already.
ilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyily! ok best ! ok sudah laaa.

so yeah, results for ite are out lah kan ? good luck to those. lols.ajie was so frustrated with the ite web thang cause mcm cb.lols. alright , i wanna masok ite simei oi! lols. as if! its sooo damn far siakkkk .pffft. aji out already. tak sampai 3minutes, imhim already lols. macam sunyi gitu . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

im gona get myschool bag tmr maybe. is not, using the last year's bag sheeshhhh !
stop it siak, im gna beg like gila at mom. im excited to go to sch. (:

hello.

let's cry together jom. shahfiq's in a bad mood, well yea me too. know what i will do when im down? i hear sad songs, that can make me cry. i watch romantic sad movies. love is cinta, my heart etc. i just dk why. i followed my heart too much. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, why lovelife's getting bad? CAUSE I DONT FUCKING TRY TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. right? hais, i cant think now.

well,let me tell you this.
i loved you all along, but you dont seem to know.
i love you more than a bestfriend. that's it.
but you go to another girl&im there, listening to you.
"i'll love her forever." thats what you say. my feelings, its.. idk.
i wna be heartless, i dnt wna have a heart. bye.

okay hello.

this was yesterday's picts. me, tasha, dee &fee go catch a movie at first. dee treat me, and yeah, i thank you for tt baby!:D next time my turn okay! uhm yeah, catch alvin and the chipmunks. they plan to catch the movie sex and the what aper entah, idk. haha, okay all except for me lols. cause i know its nc16. esp dee siakkk! lololol. alvin and the chipmunks was great, sooooo funny siak, okay and cute. till i fell like having chipmunks instead of childrens lol.

fee go home cause she had a baby to jaga,i mean baby sitting laa. we proceed to esplanade just to chill and camwhore. but we ended up camwhore awhile only. termet shahfiq, mus, elfie, paii, yus __,__,__. idk who. haha. we slm and go ahead with ourselves. we sat at the rooftop and take picts. i met sofea yeay! a friendster friend of mine, okay she's pretty.:D lol. ard 8 plus aie met us up and talk for awhile. gave a hug and he goes lepak with his friends. aie nyer hug keterlaluan, terlalu ketat siak. lols. then take the mrt go back home, since dee's begging. tasha gave me a hug and we go seperate ways.

reach home, there's no one. mommy and dad balik after like 15mins i reach home. do some tea for them and ard 10 plus im in bed. i golek like crazy till my tshirt gone ronyok gila lol. i cant believe i lied there for like 4 hours till 2am. but 1 and a half hours i played the game at my hp. geram siak , until i dint meanang im not giving up. then online awhile and chat with abg, imy. then paii called me up till 6.10 and i i slept till 3 plus pm. LOL. im done, byebye.

hello.

selamat hari raaya haji to everyone.
i dint get to see the kambing being korban cause i woke up at 2. i was otf with dee till 3 plus ytd, so i woke up late. so yea, bath and quickly dress myself up into a simple kebaya and black jeans.
we were the first family to come, so it was quite bored, i only watch the tv.
im craving for chocolates so i decided to go to the shop nearby.
thinking of meeting aie up so text him up, coincidence our blockes were so nearby. brought chocolates and met him upp. was such a hard time trying to find him cause we kept going the opposite way; like aie was leading to place a but i was at place b. but when im gg to place a, he goes to place b, get me?
nvmmm, we sat and talk for like half an hour. i feel akward meeting him up with my kebaya, lol.
he send me back to my relative's place and we hugged. okay, a long and a warm hug. i love it.
its better than the last time. but i wanted a more longer one, nyeahaha.
i love his scent. i told you i love smelling people's perfume.^^

get back and yea watch tv again. this is the first time i camwhored with a baby, hurhur.
farrah wahidah, i love her.:D

Hello.

Thanks to ricca for changing my layout for me. My comp's a nuisance, can't be able to change skin myself. Today wasn't that great, i just online-ed at home. House's a little bit quiet cause brother went home already. He only slept here for like one short day. And that's it. We cook spaghetti, the same old thing yesterday ard 3am. Haha, everytime he came here, spaghetti is a must lah kan? Ok, i love azri alot.<3>

First time, i had fun chatting with afiq hamster. Okay, we chatted , because of my hyper-ness , i forget about my past. About what happen i mean. Im like sooo hyper because ive forgotten about aie. I mean, not forget him, forget the feelings i had for him. Like at last, ive decided im gna be single for awhile. Because relationship matters sucks. And yea, i respected fasha's and azri's relationship. They are not in any relationship, friends but treated each other like couples. I wanted to be that way, so there's no serious relationship quarrels. Im done.

Labels: another crazy day with tasha .

hello people.

okay, i just realise my blog dah sunyi sepi gila to the max to the max. well,maybe one or two tags have been gg on, but i want it to be like long ago. idk why, maybe i blog less recently ? well, i blog less recently cause there's less people who reads this blog. or somehow, they visit this blog and dint leave a tag. if my tagboard are not gg on, im gna delete this blog somehow. i dont find a reason why i should blog when no one visits this page. dont wna read then, i'll do my own private blog and just type whatever i want to, and nobody will reads it. so yeah.

the day at the hospital.
mus, syafiq, nabilah, yan and me visit tahsa up. we took a straight bus to NUH but we dk whc bustop to alight. we ask the bus driver and he said we are over 6 stops already. omg, all started blaming me siak. as if i know how to go there. =.=""" and yeah, took taxi, syafiq pays for it. and the rest forge out money for the fruits to give tasha love. goes to her ward and yeah, there she is. with a white face, sleeping. for the first time in my life, i saw her that weak. she doesnt talk to us, she only respond t our qn once in awhile.nurses come and go to remind her to take her medicines. we wanted to ask her to walk with us ard the hosp cause it will be bedsick if she stays there for the whole day but she refuse. seriously, its such a pain to see tasha that way. she vomitted blood once infront of us.

and yeah, she have been discharged. me, aqil, wannye and mus decided to visit her at her place. but aqil and wannye idk what happen to them. so yeah, im gna go with mus. tasha's craving for burger king and im gna accompany her. or maybe walk ard cwp ? so yeah, thats my plan for today.

aie's topic update.
uhm yeah, if only i can kill someone. but neh, i wouldnt. god makes him exist in my life, becaue of a reason idk what. so yeah, me and him just friends. well, we talk on the phone everyday after mid. but that doesnt mean im still in love with him right ?
i just realise ive got to find a replacement to move on. without a replcement, i cant, idk why.

tkecr dudes&dudettes.

im sorry, aie.
you know ily, but neh, we couldnt make it. make it the best for us, we couldnt had our ways fixed. i just can't follow out with your ways. i cant . im sorry. i told aqilbestie about this. okay, he's a great listener after all. shahfiqbestie is out, idk why dont ask. he's been mising for quite some time , idk where he is, he seems to forget me. so yeah, aqil listen to me and gave great advices. awww, i need hugs. thanks alot, i owe you one bestie! wooooo.
but neh, im still sad about aie. D:
i will be lying if i say i dont love him . <3

hello people.

i have not much to update. just that farihin will be going kl this friday ! gah ! omg!
im gonna miss her like hell, padahal two days aja. bahahaha.
soo, tmr will be a compulsory to meet her up.
know what ? she's all mine after syafiq go obs siaaaa. nyahaha.
kita share satu girl : D okay best !

so yeah, aie and me, just friends, not more.
we have patch things up but dint contact that much thats all.
okay, imy.

okay hello.
i went skafest ytd. quite okayokay luh, i was bored in the middle of lepak .
if it werent for dee, i dint go, seriously, im scared of being alone.
met mus first then met dee up. well, she was there quite early, haha. so sorry !:/
sooo, met shahfiq all up and proceed to esp. it was raining by then.
sunday was a boring one, cause its a closing ceremony for the skafest, and not many went to watch. i was stupid as to not to go ont he friday one. haiyah .
then, we lepak . okay i met aisyah and fifie! kay, both cute.; D
uhmyeah,then watch the ska thing with dee while eating popcorns.
suddnely kas and marxie came up to me, looking at the popcorn i hold.
lols, obviously i gave some to them. hha, buat org heart attack siah nie dua anak . haha.

lepakkkkk , i feel like sleeping i swear. dee talked and talked. : D
till we forgot to camwhore. aiyah, i wanna take picts with her. haha.
10.30 i proceed to marina steps and met azri. he's sleeping at my house.
he was with his friends by then. then met shahfiq , nurul, zul. talked while waiting for our bus.
nurul nak sgt jumpa azri. hahha. so yeah, shahfiq wanted a hug but i dint give, the bus is waiting by then :/ haha. lols.
kay gerek tapi boring.

today, fasha came my house , farihin too. since azzri at home.
kay, first time meet fasha. haha. we cook spaghetti and azri bikin milo sedap. haa.
and yeah, after that me and farihin go play in the rain again, at fushan.
kay best , im gone. byee; D

I cant help it. I've promised myself not to let my feelings out in blog. But i cant find other else. Letting it out to fasha doesnt seems to satisfy me. No use crying cause i think im gna be stronger than the days before this. Life's isnt fair. We cant get what we wanted, of course. Well, for some yeap. So , be lucky yea.

Sweet talker motherfucker nbcb go suck dicks.
And yeah, those people who i told you about this crush. Im straight okey, im straight. I dont wna have sins. Those gays, bi, les, omg. Im not one.

Okay, lets start anew. I wna forget things, i wna forget everything. Omg, give me fucking support. Cause im not so sure myself, to forget him or not. I tried, but i fucking cant get him out of my mind. I swear. I dont tell lies here. I treid, for two days. But i miss his voice, i miss him, i miss everything about him. I told myself, more than once, not to text him, not to text him. But i just cant lie to my heart isnt it? I texted him, i told him im bored. The reason? I wanted him to ask me to call him up. Cause i freaking miss his fucking voice. So yeah, talk. Ive fallen for him YET people have been advising me not to be so serious with him. Omg, im so sorry. I just cant resist the feelings . How to, idk . Im so sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings or whatsoever. Im sorry. What i know is that i love you. But i just realise it, you're not my type. You're an outgoing, you goes out with many girls. Well, but i dont. You may say you love me more than you love them yesterday. But today , it seems wrong. Other girl's name appear at your personal message, ive change my mind. Then what should i do now ? Just watch ? No way sey. Im trying to forget. Give me your support , friends. Bye.

hello.

these are yesterday's picts. nabilah, farihin, i can only get some of them.
cause comp stated that some picts are damaged whatever not.
i think, my comp's sot in the brain siaaaa. haha, or isit my phone ? okay whatever.
believe me or not, i told them i dont wna camwhored cause its my bad hair day.
seriously, my new fringe got longkangs siah. roflol . maybe i cut it too sikit or what idk.
i know im gonna make it more thick. as in, more bangs laaaa. aiyah.
im not sure in gg skafest today cause i havent get parents permission yet.
if im gg, im gonna go back with bro. if no then, im gna stay home.

i talked to aie yesterday. well,i was pretty bored.
seriusly bored i can go crazy, online for awhile but kay, bored.
i rather find someone to talk with. sooo i texted aie, knowing he's stil up.
called him and talked till 3 plus, cause he's sleeping while talking i guess, HAHA.
how i know ? cause he talk craps alot. his dirty talkings all dah terkeluar.
then mus calls me up and talk for a few minutes, cause i wna sleep.
ok done. bye!

okay hello.

i just realise i havent update my blog for like 1234 days siak .
ala, 4 days only lah kan, not 4 months. cause im out of ideas to update siak .
cause everyday is like boredom, esp when i go lepak with farihin and get our normal bubble tea stuffs. haha, as usual. we are addicted to it.
i just love that day when we played in the rain siah.
seriously, shouting and laughing in the rain, is the best cure.
cause i had my problems yo.
oh yeah, im gg lepak with mus, nabilah . i miss nabilah truck loads siah .
she had some problems at home i think, so wanted to chill out with me. so yeah, after updating, im gg .

okay i think i wna forget i knew a guy name aie.
of course i do ly. but yeah, the way you ask me to be yours, it doesnt came from your heart.
you werent serious. you werent.
and yeah, when the next day you online, there's alot and alot of girl's name on your pm.
wth siah, if you're serious with me, you should change what . hah, i dont think that will happen.
im done with you.

dee, im sorry for what had happen.
its supposed to be a joke . im really really really really sorry.
and yeah, i just knew i cried easily. seriously.
thts what i know about myself ytd. believe me dee, when im silent that time, i cried.
cause i dont wna lose you, really i dont.
deeyan, ily.

huda ria, i miss you damn fucking much.
i wna meet you lah ass. haha . and yeah, ive updated , happy darl? hurhurr.
okay set me a date, we go dating. hahaha. ok best !

shahfiq, relax kay.
im still here. (: ily. and yeah lastly, mus. thanks for accompanying me otf ytd and talk craps with me. minister, population sumer keluar siah ustaz nie.
and yeah, hope you get well soon yea ? (:

okay, cool. i wanted to make my entries long, haha . i talked about each person in my mind now siah. sorry, i got no ideas of updating .
and yeah, I MISS TASHA DAMN FUCKING MUCH. I SWEARRR.

okay, thats it. the pictures for two days ago. i kinda feel lazy to update my blog, so yeah.
friendster's keeping me busy, replying comments. i dint even reply sometimes. lols. the picture's size too big, thats what makes me lazy to upload picts here.
if not, me and farihin took ard like 30picts.

so yeaaaaa, new update yaw.im gonna wait for you! :D so yeaaaaa, most people know already.
ilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyily! ok best ! ok sudah laaa.

so yeah, results for ite are out lah kan ? good luck to those. lols.ajie was so frustrated with the ite web thang cause mcm cb.lols. alright , i wanna masok ite simei oi! lols. as if! its sooo damn far siakkkk .pffft. aji out already. tak sampai 3minutes, imhim already lols. macam sunyi gitu . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

im gona get myschool bag tmr maybe. is not, using the last year's bag sheeshhhh !
stop it siak, im gna beg like gila at mom. im excited to go to sch. (:

hello.

let's cry together jom. shahfiq's in a bad mood, well yea me too. know what i will do when im down? i hear sad songs, that can make me cry. i watch romantic sad movies. love is cinta, my heart etc. i just dk why. i followed my heart too much. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, why lovelife's getting bad? CAUSE I DONT FUCKING TRY TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. right? hais, i cant think now.

well,let me tell you this.
i loved you all along, but you dont seem to know.
i love you more than a bestfriend. that's it.
but you go to another girl&im there, listening to you.
"i'll love her forever." thats what you say. my feelings, its.. idk.
i wna be heartless, i dnt wna have a heart. bye.

okay hello.

this was yesterday's picts. me, tasha, dee &fee go catch a movie at first. dee treat me, and yeah, i thank you for tt baby!:D next time my turn okay! uhm yeah, catch alvin and the chipmunks. they plan to catch the movie sex and the what aper entah, idk. haha, okay all except for me lols. cause i know its nc16. esp dee siakkk! lololol. alvin and the chipmunks was great, sooooo funny siak, okay and cute. till i fell like having chipmunks instead of childrens lol.

fee go home cause she had a baby to jaga,i mean baby sitting laa. we proceed to esplanade just to chill and camwhore. but we ended up camwhore awhile only. termet shahfiq, mus, elfie, paii, yus __,__,__. idk who. haha. we slm and go ahead with ourselves. we sat at the rooftop and take picts. i met sofea yeay! a friendster friend of mine, okay she's pretty.:D lol. ard 8 plus aie met us up and talk for awhile. gave a hug and he goes lepak with his friends. aie nyer hug keterlaluan, terlalu ketat siak. lols. then take the mrt go back home, since dee's begging. tasha gave me a hug and we go seperate ways.

reach home, there's no one. mommy and dad balik after like 15mins i reach home. do some tea for them and ard 10 plus im in bed. i golek like crazy till my tshirt gone ronyok gila lol. i cant believe i lied there for like 4 hours till 2am. but 1 and a half hours i played the game at my hp. geram siak , until i dint meanang im not giving up. then online awhile and chat with abg, imy. then paii called me up till 6.10 and i i slept till 3 plus pm. LOL. im done, byebye.

hello.

selamat hari raaya haji to everyone.
i dint get to see the kambing being korban cause i woke up at 2. i was otf with dee till 3 plus ytd, so i woke up late. so yea, bath and quickly dress myself up into a simple kebaya and black jeans.
we were the first family to come, so it was quite bored, i only watch the tv.
im craving for chocolates so i decided to go to the shop nearby.
thinking of meeting aie up so text him up, coincidence our blockes were so nearby. brought chocolates and met him upp. was such a hard time trying to find him cause we kept going the opposite way; like aie was leading to place a but i was at place b. but when im gg to place a, he goes to place b, get me?
nvmmm, we sat and talk for like half an hour. i feel akward meeting him up with my kebaya, lol.
he send me back to my relative's place and we hugged. okay, a long and a warm hug. i love it.
its better than the last time. but i wanted a more longer one, nyeahaha.
i love his scent. i told you i love smelling people's perfume.^^

get back and yea watch tv again. this is the first time i camwhored with a baby, hurhur.
farrah wahidah, i love her.:D

Hello.

Thanks to ricca for changing my layout for me. My comp's a nuisance, can't be able to change skin myself. Today wasn't that great, i just online-ed at home. House's a little bit quiet cause brother went home already. He only slept here for like one short day. And that's it. We cook spaghetti, the same old thing yesterday ard 3am. Haha, everytime he came here, spaghetti is a must lah kan? Ok, i love azri alot.<3>

First time, i had fun chatting with afiq hamster. Okay, we chatted , because of my hyper-ness , i forget about my past. About what happen i mean. Im like sooo hyper because ive forgotten about aie. I mean, not forget him, forget the feelings i had for him. Like at last, ive decided im gna be single for awhile. Because relationship matters sucks. And yea, i respected fasha's and azri's relationship. They are not in any relationship, friends but treated each other like couples. I wanted to be that way, so there's no serious relationship quarrels. Im done.

Labels: another crazy day with tasha .

hello people.

okay, i just realise my blog dah sunyi sepi gila to the max to the max. well,maybe one or two tags have been gg on, but i want it to be like long ago. idk why, maybe i blog less recently ? well, i blog less recently cause there's less people who reads this blog. or somehow, they visit this blog and dint leave a tag. if my tagboard are not gg on, im gna delete this blog somehow. i dont find a reason why i should blog when no one visits this page. dont wna read then, i'll do my own private blog and just type whatever i want to, and nobody will reads it. so yeah.

the day at the hospital.
mus, syafiq, nabilah, yan and me visit tahsa up. we took a straight bus to NUH but we dk whc bustop to alight. we ask the bus driver and he said we are over 6 stops already. omg, all started blaming me siak. as if i know how to go there. =.=""" and yeah, took taxi, syafiq pays for it. and the rest forge out money for the fruits to give tasha love. goes to her ward and yeah, there she is. with a white face, sleeping. for the first time in my life, i saw her that weak. she doesnt talk to us, she only respond t our qn once in awhile.nurses come and go to remind her to take her medicines. we wanted to ask her to walk with us ard the hosp cause it will be bedsick if she stays there for the whole day but she refuse. seriously, its such a pain to see tasha that way. she vomitted blood once infront of us.

and yeah, she have been discharged. me, aqil, wannye and mus decided to visit her at her place. but aqil and wannye idk what happen to them. so yeah, im gna go with mus. tasha's craving for burger king and im gna accompany her. or maybe walk ard cwp ? so yeah, thats my plan for today.

aie's topic update.
uhm yeah, if only i can kill someone. but neh, i wouldnt. god makes him exist in my life, becaue of a reason idk what. so yeah, me and him just friends. well, we talk on the phone everyday after mid. but that doesnt mean im still in love with him right ?
i just realise ive got to find a replacement to move on. without a replcement, i cant, idk why.

tkecr dudes&dudettes.

im sorry, aie.
you know ily, but neh, we couldnt make it. make it the best for us, we couldnt had our ways fixed. i just can't follow out with your ways. i cant . im sorry. i told aqilbestie about this. okay, he's a great listener after all. shahfiqbestie is out, idk why dont ask. he's been mising for quite some time , idk where he is, he seems to forget me. so yeah, aqil listen to me and gave great advices. awww, i need hugs. thanks alot, i owe you one bestie! wooooo.
but neh, im still sad about aie. D:
i will be lying if i say i dont love him . <3

hello people.

i have not much to update. just that farihin will be going kl this friday ! gah ! omg!
im gonna miss her like hell, padahal two days aja. bahahaha.
soo, tmr will be a compulsory to meet her up.
know what ? she's all mine after syafiq go obs siaaaa. nyahaha.
kita share satu girl : D okay best !

so yeah, aie and me, just friends, not more.
we have patch things up but dint contact that much thats all.
okay, imy.

okay hello.
i went skafest ytd. quite okayokay luh, i was bored in the middle of lepak .
if it werent for dee, i dint go, seriously, im scared of being alone.
met mus first then met dee up. well, she was there quite early, haha. so sorry !:/
sooo, met shahfiq all up and proceed to esp. it was raining by then.
sunday was a boring one, cause its a closing ceremony for the skafest, and not many went to watch. i was stupid as to not to go ont he friday one. haiyah .
then, we lepak . okay i met aisyah and fifie! kay, both cute.; D
uhmyeah,then watch the ska thing with dee while eating popcorns.
suddnely kas and marxie came up to me, looking at the popcorn i hold.
lols, obviously i gave some to them. hha, buat org heart attack siah nie dua anak . haha.

lepakkkkk , i feel like sleeping i swear. dee talked and talked. : D
till we forgot to camwhore. aiyah, i wanna take picts with her. haha.
10.30 i proceed to marina steps and met azri. he's sleeping at my house.
he was with his friends by then. then met shahfiq , nurul, zul. talked while waiting for our bus.
nurul nak sgt jumpa azri. hahha. so yeah, shahfiq wanted a hug but i dint give, the bus is waiting by then :/ haha. lols.
kay gerek tapi boring.

today, fasha came my house , farihin too. since azzri at home.
kay, first time meet fasha. haha. we cook spaghetti and azri bikin milo sedap. haa.
and yeah, after that me and farihin go play in the rain again, at fushan.
kay best , im gone. byee; D

I cant help it. I've promised myself not to let my feelings out in blog. But i cant find other else. Letting it out to fasha doesnt seems to satisfy me. No use crying cause i think im gna be stronger than the days before this. Life's isnt fair. We cant get what we wanted, of course. Well, for some yeap. So , be lucky yea.

Sweet talker motherfucker nbcb go suck dicks.
And yeah, those people who i told you about this crush. Im straight okey, im straight. I dont wna have sins. Those gays, bi, les, omg. Im not one.

Okay, lets start anew. I wna forget things, i wna forget everything. Omg, give me fucking support. Cause im not so sure myself, to forget him or not. I tried, but i fucking cant get him out of my mind. I swear. I dont tell lies here. I treid, for two days. But i miss his voice, i miss him, i miss everything about him. I told myself, more than once, not to text him, not to text him. But i just cant lie to my heart isnt it? I texted him, i told him im bored. The reason? I wanted him to ask me to call him up. Cause i freaking miss his fucking voice. So yeah, talk. Ive fallen for him YET people have been advising me not to be so serious with him. Omg, im so sorry. I just cant resist the feelings . How to, idk . Im so sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings or whatsoever. Im sorry. What i know is that i love you. But i just realise it, you're not my type. You're an outgoing, you goes out with many girls. Well, but i dont. You may say you love me more than you love them yesterday. But today , it seems wrong. Other girl's name appear at your personal message, ive change my mind. Then what should i do now ? Just watch ? No way sey. Im trying to forget. Give me your support , friends. Bye.

hello.

these are yesterday's picts. nabilah, farihin, i can only get some of them.
cause comp stated that some picts are damaged whatever not.
i think, my comp's sot in the brain siaaaa. haha, or isit my phone ? okay whatever.
believe me or not, i told them i dont wna camwhored cause its my bad hair day.
seriously, my new fringe got longkangs siah. roflol . maybe i cut it too sikit or what idk.
i know im gonna make it more thick. as in, more bangs laaaa. aiyah.
im not sure in gg skafest today cause i havent get parents permission yet.
if im gg, im gonna go back with bro. if no then, im gna stay home.

i talked to aie yesterday. well,i was pretty bored.
seriusly bored i can go crazy, online for awhile but kay, bored.
i rather find someone to talk with. sooo i texted aie, knowing he's stil up.
called him and talked till 3 plus, cause he's sleeping while talking i guess, HAHA.
how i know ? cause he talk craps alot. his dirty talkings all dah terkeluar.
then mus calls me up and talk for a few minutes, cause i wna sleep.
ok done. bye!

okay hello.

i just realise i havent update my blog for like 1234 days siak .
ala, 4 days only lah kan, not 4 months. cause im out of ideas to update siak .
cause everyday is like boredom, esp when i go lepak with farihin and get our normal bubble tea stuffs. haha, as usual. we are addicted to it.
i just love that day when we played in the rain siah.
seriously, shouting and laughing in the rain, is the best cure.
cause i had my problems yo.
oh yeah, im gg lepak with mus, nabilah . i miss nabilah truck loads siah .
she had some problems at home i think, so wanted to chill out with me. so yeah, after updating, im gg .

okay i think i wna forget i knew a guy name aie.
of course i do ly. but yeah, the way you ask me to be yours, it doesnt came from your heart.
you werent serious. you werent.
and yeah, when the next day you online, there's alot and alot of girl's name on your pm.
wth siah, if you're serious with me, you should change what . hah, i dont think that will happen.
im done with you.

dee, im sorry for what had happen.
its supposed to be a joke . im really really really really sorry.
and yeah, i just knew i cried easily. seriously.
thts what i know about myself ytd. believe me dee, when im silent that time, i cried.
cause i dont wna lose you, really i dont.
deeyan, ily.

huda ria, i miss you damn fucking much.
i wna meet you lah ass. haha . and yeah, ive updated , happy darl? hurhurr.
okay set me a date, we go dating. hahaha. ok best !

shahfiq, relax kay.
im still here. (: ily. and yeah lastly, mus. thanks for accompanying me otf ytd and talk craps with me. minister, population sumer keluar siah ustaz nie.
and yeah, hope you get well soon yea ? (:

okay, cool. i wanted to make my entries long, haha . i talked about each person in my mind now siah. sorry, i got no ideas of updating .
and yeah, I MISS TASHA DAMN FUCKING MUCH. I SWEARRR.

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.