Monday, December 24, 2007
hello.
let's cry together jom. shahfiq's in a bad mood, well yea me too. know what i will do when im down? i hear sad songs, that can make me cry. i watch romantic sad movies. love is cinta, my heart etc. i just dk why. i followed my heart too much. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, why lovelife's getting bad? CAUSE I DONT FUCKING TRY TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. right? hais, i cant think now.
well,let me tell you this.
i loved you all along, but you dont seem to know.
i love you more than a bestfriend. that's it.
but you go to another girl&im there, listening to you.
"i'll love her forever." thats what you say. my feelings, its.. idk.
i wna be heartless, i dnt wna have a heart. bye.
Monday, December 24, 2007
hello.
let's cry together jom. shahfiq's in a bad mood, well yea me too. know what i will do when im down? i hear sad songs, that can make me cry. i watch romantic sad movies. love is cinta, my heart etc. i just dk why. i followed my heart too much. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, why lovelife's getting bad? CAUSE I DONT FUCKING TRY TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. right? hais, i cant think now.
well,let me tell you this.
i loved you all along, but you dont seem to know.
i love you more than a bestfriend. that's it.
but you go to another girl&im there, listening to you.
"i'll love her forever." thats what you say. my feelings, its.. idk.
i wna be heartless, i dnt wna have a heart. bye.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.