I cant help it. I've promised myself not to let my feelings out in blog. But i cant find other else. Letting it out to fasha doesnt seems to satisfy me. No use crying cause i think im gna be stronger than the days before this. Life's isnt fair. We cant get what we wanted, of course. Well, for some yeap. So , be lucky yea.

Sweet talker motherfucker nbcb go suck dicks.
And yeah, those people who i told you about this crush. Im straight okey, im straight. I dont wna have sins. Those gays, bi, les, omg. Im not one.

Okay, lets start anew. I wna forget things, i wna forget everything. Omg, give me fucking support. Cause im not so sure myself, to forget him or not. I tried, but i fucking cant get him out of my mind. I swear. I dont tell lies here. I treid, for two days. But i miss his voice, i miss him, i miss everything about him. I told myself, more than once, not to text him, not to text him. But i just cant lie to my heart isnt it? I texted him, i told him im bored. The reason? I wanted him to ask me to call him up. Cause i freaking miss his fucking voice. So yeah, talk. Ive fallen for him YET people have been advising me not to be so serious with him. Omg, im so sorry. I just cant resist the feelings . How to, idk . Im so sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings or whatsoever. Im sorry. What i know is that i love you. But i just realise it, you're not my type. You're an outgoing, you goes out with many girls. Well, but i dont. You may say you love me more than you love them yesterday. But today , it seems wrong. Other girl's name appear at your personal message, ive change my mind. Then what should i do now ? Just watch ? No way sey. Im trying to forget. Give me your support , friends. Bye.

I cant help it. I've promised myself not to let my feelings out in blog. But i cant find other else. Letting it out to fasha doesnt seems to satisfy me. No use crying cause i think im gna be stronger than the days before this. Life's isnt fair. We cant get what we wanted, of course. Well, for some yeap. So , be lucky yea.

Sweet talker motherfucker nbcb go suck dicks.
And yeah, those people who i told you about this crush. Im straight okey, im straight. I dont wna have sins. Those gays, bi, les, omg. Im not one.

Okay, lets start anew. I wna forget things, i wna forget everything. Omg, give me fucking support. Cause im not so sure myself, to forget him or not. I tried, but i fucking cant get him out of my mind. I swear. I dont tell lies here. I treid, for two days. But i miss his voice, i miss him, i miss everything about him. I told myself, more than once, not to text him, not to text him. But i just cant lie to my heart isnt it? I texted him, i told him im bored. The reason? I wanted him to ask me to call him up. Cause i freaking miss his fucking voice. So yeah, talk. Ive fallen for him YET people have been advising me not to be so serious with him. Omg, im so sorry. I just cant resist the feelings . How to, idk . Im so sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings or whatsoever. Im sorry. What i know is that i love you. But i just realise it, you're not my type. You're an outgoing, you goes out with many girls. Well, but i dont. You may say you love me more than you love them yesterday. But today , it seems wrong. Other girl's name appear at your personal message, ive change my mind. Then what should i do now ? Just watch ? No way sey. Im trying to forget. Give me your support , friends. Bye.

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.