Friday, December 14, 2007
im sorry, aie.you know ily, but neh, we couldnt make it. make it the best for us, we couldnt had our ways fixed. i just can't follow out with your ways. i cant . im sorry. i told aqilbestie about this. okay, he's a great listener after all. shahfiqbestie is out, idk why dont ask. he's been mising for quite some time , idk where he is, he seems to forget me. so yeah, aqil listen to me and gave great advices. awww, i need hugs. thanks alot, i owe you one bestie! wooooo. but neh, im still sad about aie. D:i will be lying if i say i dont love him . <3
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all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.