Thursday, January 31, 2008
okay since more than two people ask me to wait for tomorrow, then i will. let's see if he's still in this manner. ya know, ignoring part. ahh idk. if only he text me that he wanna go sch with me tomorrow, ahkay, i miss him already. i just wished his text appears surprisingly, but it doesnt:/ ah whatever it is.
PE lesson was holy shit just now. we ran outside school, chibai laa, we were three quarter done when i started to slow down and talk to tasha. then we walk the whole way to finishing line, lols! so yeah, got two hugs from nabilah baby, cause i somehow missed her idk why, cause she was not feeling well yesterday and seh dint came for school. and yeah, another one missed so much, FARRAH. ahhh, bila mau jumpa lagi ? lepak i mean.
art school NAFA was kinda hyper but im not. know what ? im sleepy thats why . lols. mata steam siah. got alot of vouchers kindaf tickets. im done im done. mommy's nagging byebye.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
hello.
jealousy sucks. im unreasonable, i already told you. okay forget about it. i just want your accompanion that's all nothing more.
so yeh, i pulled myself out of bed today, cus i had not enough of sleep . idk why, thiking of not gg to sch, cause my throat doesnt feels right, idk why its feel different. ya know, the type of telan air ludah pun pedih? haha . go out from house, norman text me ask to meetup. so yes, fetch him as per normal. ahh , look at him already can make my day, cause he make me smile in the morning. he planned to go late together today, but i dont want. but i really wna go DC seh. havent tried before:/ then norman was like *holds my forhead* you fever uh ? siao ah wanna go dc ? " lols. tasha'a abit attitude today, dont wna walk with us, i was pissed off with her just now pffft. by recess she's okay already from the last three days mood. -,- so yeh, tmr art students will be gg art sch, idk where. chem period miinus one period! omg, its a big deal for me okay ! had bubble tea with my bestgirls: farihin and tasha and that's it. im gone.
and he thinks im jealoused he walks back home with someone. :/
well, i am, if you really know me well. i pretended the laugh just now. bye bye.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happy im happayeeeee!
except for the fact that tasha's been emo-ing today, i wont tell about what, cause yeh, people will spread around like how reporters do, ya know what i mean . she cried for like three times today in class, she dint even had the cheek to look at my face and tell me the reason. i hv never had been tired to console you , love. cause i know how you feels.
so yeh, had breakfast at mcdonalds with farihin and syafiq cs tasha failed to come along. fetch norman at his block and go sch with him. thanks for the badge.:D norman's an irritating ass. he's bored in class during lessons and called me for no reason i tell you. just giving miss calls. alahai, attract attention lah . lols. talking about hp, i had a msg from jaja just now during geog lesoons. ya know, i was rushing to lock the keypad, then i not accidentally open the music player and yes, the song YOUR CALL played through loudly. thank god it was mr sanjay, if not my hp will be conficated from now on ahhh . so yeh, walk back home with norman , cause my remed started late , he insist on sending me home, but i know he's tired so yeah, you me a hug bestie(: kay, im done.
Monday, January 28, 2008
shit lah shit , know what ? ive been trying to tell this to myself, and to tasha too. well, this must be stupid. cause ive been trying to tell myself " uh maya, let's try to let go of the feelings, cause you wont get him . dont like him cause its so damn it impossible. " . ive been trying to get advices from certain people. azira asked me not to give up, stay with him, wait for him . huda asked me to give it up cause no use, he's waiting for someone. of course huda's advice bring me down but jyeah, i know its a honest advice. thanks babies. tasha too asked me to wait, and wait. just like what she's doing . ahh i just thinks im pathetic. but my pathetic isnt that worse, i dont go tell him eh i like youuuuuu, please be w me. ahkay whatever it is.
school was normal, mr jay lim praise me for my art preps, okay thanks. he says im improving when malek says my drawing's isnt nice. just because he got to take o's for art. pffft.
maya: eh tak lawar lah eagle kau, mulut dier cacat.
malek:asal kau kaypo ? btw asal kau masok art? sumer drawings kau tk lawar jer.
maya: diam lah, kau fikir orang sumer masok art draw lawar uh nie ?
malek*nods head*
maya: haaah. *turns back to drawing.
malek: ah merajuk ah tu, dier kacau orang boleh, orang kacau dier tk boleh.
farihin and me heed to causeway for my munchy doughnuts cause tasha buih kita! hmpft! jyeah, bought 3 and heed to kfc with syaqeel, ariff, syafiq, mus and farihin. mus tk senonoh lah siakk. lols. i was playing syafiq's psp when walking back to sch. then kinda tersandung. thank god only syafiq sees it, the others are at the front. and he was like " okok, aku tak nampak aper aper. " *giggles* hahahahaa. siak uh ! ok best, done bye.
school was normal, mr jay lim praise me for my art preps, okay thanks. he says im improving when malek says my drawing's isnt nice. just because he got to take o's for art. pffft.
maya: eh tak lawar lah eagle kau, mulut dier cacat.
malek:asal kau kaypo ? btw asal kau masok art? sumer drawings kau tk lawar jer.
maya: diam lah, kau fikir orang sumer masok art draw lawar uh nie ?
malek*nods head*
maya: haaah. *turns back to drawing.
malek: ah merajuk ah tu, dier kacau orang boleh, orang kacau dier tk boleh.
farihin and me heed to causeway for my munchy doughnuts cause tasha buih kita! hmpft! jyeah, bought 3 and heed to kfc with syaqeel, ariff, syafiq, mus and farihin. mus tk senonoh lah siakk. lols. i was playing syafiq's psp when walking back to sch. then kinda tersandung. thank god only syafiq sees it, the others are at the front. and he was like " okok, aku tak nampak aper aper. " *giggles* hahahahaa. siak uh ! ok best, done bye.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
tuition was boredom today, eventhough tasha just join the same place of tuition w me. cause it lasts for 2 1/2 hours today, as we had alot to revise, alah maths getting tougher. i was having my badbad running nose and i can't stop sneezing. after tuition, we got back to my place, and clean it up as im in a rush to go tuition before tt and all my spaghetti things were all over the kitchen. tasha swept the house, and i do the others. thanks baby . we packed and heed off to the lib to do our art, ard like 4.30pm we go off, back to house. i was feeling hungry so i brought beancurd and eclairs home, the eclairs at polar was delicious i tell you, one is never enough !
so yeaaaaaaaaa, i just hope things will get better. the littlest things you do, it stays as memories, even is it meant nothing to you. it really do mean alot to me. hais! how i wish it will happen one day . but i know it wont, i bet it wont. :/ i doesnt even knows whether its like or love. but im sure do know i want you to be mineeee ah whatever it wont come true. bye lah bye.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
heyho to the mary oh . :D
today got that god damn boring flag day. ya know, the donate thang. ohmyyy , i had to force myself to get myself out of bed. norman dint attend so i had to go sch alone till i meet tasha beside sch. tasha's eyebag was terrible i tell you. cause i suspected she cried all night. pffft. and yeah, go school, took the tabung and merepek stuffs and went off to causeway. only yan, nabilah, syafiq, farihin and tasha with me. tasha and me brought big breakfast. the others only eat ice cream. so yeah, went to jurong and chill. we dint even do the donation thang. bought chocolate fudge, and so the others too and we chill at the ice skating place. watch people doing their stunts, okay best. that place was soo cold. so yeah, we were late into sending those tabungs at sch but surprisingly we dint get scolded,they thought we get many donations, but i put in only 1 bucks lols!
screwscrew love, it came again. i liked him, again. i need someone badly to give me advices. and jyea people, i cant text tt much cs my msg over limit alr omg bye lah.
Friday, January 25, 2008
HELLO !
ive got nothing to talk about school and lessons. only that teacher got my permanent seat changed. i mean, the one who sitting beside me is always kristy. and fcuking god damn, i already get along with her, she teach me and stuffs liddat. then teacher go changeher place with wanting, chibai la, all my classmates say she got BO, okay sort of, they say she dint bath eiwwwwl okay dah .
i told jaz i wont be performing for gamelan today cause ada hal. acctually aqil's gg back tmr and today is the last day i can meet him, and also the first day and first time meet him lols. padahal rapat in msn. HAHA. thennn , tasha and aqil meet up first and they walkwalk ard cwp, ard like 2.45 i meet em under my block. then go norman's block to fetch him. ala ala, vip uh you ? ass. haha, he was late and we were late for our movie for like 20 minutes. walk to cwp and proceed to but the movie tix. so on and so forth, the sitting was like these: NORMAN . MAYA . TASHA . AQIL . haha best, i couldnt even concentrate on the movie cause norman make such a lot of noise. i eat popcorn, kana scold. i text people, kana scold. i cover my eyes, kana scold. lols. cause i was scared durh. aqil lagie terok! lols. haha. norman was busy texting someone, when i snatch his hp away and keep in my bag lols, serve you right :p ahhhhahaha ! overall, dont watch VANISHED okay. its not nice, its boring and its a common horror movie . so yeah, norman went off to his baosheng's chalet and aqil went off to: home durh . while me and tasha proceed to fushan to lepak. and yeah, i'll miss you, aqil. meet soon, if god's willing :D byeeeee.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
congrats to those saper-saper-yang-pass-o levels okayyyyy !! maya kaypo go watch the o level results going on just now. boring lah, of course. but i accompany tasha baby. cause mathin was there to take the o level results. i was extremely bored so i ajak tasha go home. walk halfway, mathin wanna meet her. meet mathin up, and he showed tasha his results slip, okay idk about it and idc anywhos. get my oreo crush as usual, till that kakak knows what i wanna buy alr. :] tasha brought blurberry ice, burger and fried. we shared everything like couple gitu ;] hoho, done that like many times alrd. so yeah, talk and talk.
about tmr's plan, its confirmed. aqil, if you cancelled, i'll hate you ! grrrrrrr. >.< cause i semangat already wanna watch movie, ive done research all . (: hoho, i wanna watch vanished! if aqil and tasha dont want go, i go with norman lah ! haha, lols! if only teacher let michelle on my place, to do the gamelan performance thang, i'll be glad. aqil's gna go back tmr. ): bohoooo. ahh doa doa lah iyer! geeeez, hope everything goes out on plan. will be conferencing with aqil and tasha tonight. :] byebye. ilovejajababy.:D
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
HELLO SEKALIANS!
im fucking sleepy now, but i manage to open my eyes wide , cs computer have been having my full attention on it. haha, okay merepek to the merepekkkkk! let's start with today's school stories. maths was okayokay, cs idk why cikgu mata belolok aka mdm haslina change my seat. i wasnt even talking ! pfffft, kay whateverr it is, i sat with malek, and norman was behind. he bet with me on the maths test. okay, he won. he scored ard 17/25, while i got 14. hah, just one marks or two , wanna act tough. hoho, we have been gg to school together, and he's such an arse lah okay. but we cant get use to each other yet, still have silent moments between us so yeaaaa. social studies lessons, and english too was the best. english, cs i sat with yan, nabilah and mus. they were super kecoh. srsly, ilovemus okay. he kept scribbling on my hands "I LOVE MUS." okay, like three of em ? lols. talking shit siak, wanna gaduh if my bra colour was white, but im saying it was pink. LOL. aku love mus tau .:D
so yeahhhhh, i dint go to the full dress rehearsal for gamelan cs i need to finish off my art and im having tuitions. art , i just do it half way, not until halfway i guess, and tmr i got to show what i got to mr jay lim. omg laaa, im so damn tired now. im just chatting with aqil, jaja baby and tyqa.(: and im gg bath and starting on my art after this. hope i can finish it by today. and yeah, me, tasha baby gonna be meeting up aqil bestie this friday if its still on plan. go watch movie or whatever. im searching for a partner, i asked norman but he's not sure. cs he's scared he leftout cs he's the only chineses durhh. okay, im off. BYEEEEEE !
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
hellohellohello !
today was damn damn fun lah okay, i swearrr!
lessons go on as usual, english was the most boring-est ! everybody aint listening. bloody mr joseph tan.
i only thinks he's good in teaching PE lessons, not english lesson duh.
mr sanjay was so cool as to let us out 10minutes earlier, well, its still time though. time is precious.:D
get back home, and played the comp for while cs i dint get online ytd.
and i had loads of comments to reply.
so yeah , ard like 1 hour later i got ready for gamelan .
had to go, cs there's performance this friday damn.
okay whatever it is.
mus text me to go cwp cs azira wna meet me up.
so yeah , i missed her. nabilah accompany me to meet em/
i thought only mus, nurul, shahfiq and azira's there.
thank god nabilah followed me.
cause when we reach banquet, there's jani, alep, fee, haz, azira, mus, shahfiq, nurul.
omg sey, seriously, i was like, omg nabilah
asal banyak orang? haha.
shahfiq and nurul goes meet kid and leave us.
we go civic and lepak there. srsly, first time lepak there.
got aircon smre, then made alot of noise.
jani's idea to lepak there. haha. alep and jani was the BADOTS.
srsly, i was laughing until my jaws are tired.
jani especially, keep imitating the songs, and made all of us laugh.
dance around like crazy omg.
we sit there like for 1 hour and look at jani's craps.
omg that irwansyah. haha he looks like irwansyah though.
then, we dismiss at causewaypoint outside area.
shake hands and hug, left me, nabilah and jani.
jani goes back with nabilah. HOHO.
soooo yeah, im tired and im sleepaye. good night.
im finishing off my hwks and gna sleep.
byeee asses!
byeee asses!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
i just realised its more than two weeks i havent updated, ahhh who cares btw.
no one reads, HAHA, okay i know there's one, jaja.:D
awwwwww thanks for dropping by okay darl ! meet me soon okay !
okay yes, i did go to the gig ytd, kindaf fun, i got hugs from the people who owed me one,
like shahfiq, kid, sofea, azira all.:D
i dint get to join sofea all, sorry:/ imyall.
jani, okay his face like irwansyah haha, yeah right lah, ask us to go in the crowd and skank.
i dint, cause i was shy, nabilah and yan skank together, leave me alone.
mus goes with his friends all.
got this one guy siak beside me, he was skanking alone, then his siku knock my head.
fuck laaaaa, it hurts but i say nvm to him. pfffft-_________-"!
i miss kass, but she wasnt there. baru nak belikan candy floss! HAHA.
we went back ard 10.30 and i rch home ard 11 plus, everybody's asleep, so yeah,
i got off from nags. im off, byeee:D
no one reads, HAHA, okay i know there's one, jaja.:D
awwwwww thanks for dropping by okay darl ! meet me soon okay !
okay yes, i did go to the gig ytd, kindaf fun, i got hugs from the people who owed me one,
like shahfiq, kid, sofea, azira all.:D
i dint get to join sofea all, sorry:/ imyall.
jani, okay his face like irwansyah haha, yeah right lah, ask us to go in the crowd and skank.
i dint, cause i was shy, nabilah and yan skank together, leave me alone.
mus goes with his friends all.
got this one guy siak beside me, he was skanking alone, then his siku knock my head.
fuck laaaaa, it hurts but i say nvm to him. pfffft-_________-"!
i miss kass, but she wasnt there. baru nak belikan candy floss! HAHA.
we went back ard 10.30 and i rch home ard 11 plus, everybody's asleep, so yeah,
i got off from nags. im off, byeee:D
Friday, January 4, 2008
hello babis.
arghhhhh, shit man you. stop blaming me, you fucking ass shit. you want me to copy paste the convo i had with aisyah ? she dint accept you because she dont wanna be in a relationship, not because of me ! omg man , i hate you to the core. (maya, thanks for ruining my life. what "bestfriend " are you like this ? omgomgomg, recognise these? cause you sure do! fuck you. see yourself from outside. see yourself lah cb ! you forget your old friends when you had new one. serious shit, you dint even contact yr skater friends, whc you start off with-___-
you get to know new girls, and you neglected me, and yr friends.
wtf siaaaaa, HAHA. go and find out about what others talk about you behind your backs. fucking asshole. if you get aisyah , then aku wish kau last long lah eyh , i dont fucking care, seriously. stop blaming me, she dint accept you , not because of me, im not the fault ! im seriously mad now, just because of you.
tak lain dan tak bukan, shahfiq.
thanks "bestfriend". you ruin everything.
fyi, i love aisyah , i never had hated her. i never wanna ruin her feelings.
i love her more than you, so yeah . STOP ACTING LIKE SHIT. byebye.
you wont see me anymore. this is the last update about you. i had enough.
believe me, im just sad for awhile.
im singing and dancing to songs, sumpah. byeeeeeeeeeeee:D
Thursday, January 3, 2008
hello .
today was okok uhk ! lols, brought my new bag ^^ same as farihin. HAHAHA, lols. then, had our house meetings, the for sports day . me and farihin and tasha go for green. cause orange, idk. haha. then need to perform gamelan . i swear i already forget the notes! -____-, i was trembling like crazy when all the sec ones face up to gamelan . i was like ahhhhhh, bila nak habis ? i got a little bit of mistakes. stella and diana help me out in remebering my notes. thanks.
and yeah, im sleepy, good afternoon.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
okay, hello again .
let's start w a conversations between me and tasha. ily. and yeah, i told ya she's my twin mind set.
Maya:Baby, tmr 7.10 at yr block okay. Imy.
Tasha:okay, yoy dont sound good to me, anything up?
Maya: how the hell did you know ?
Tasha: i somehow sense it, srsly what's up ?
Maya: shahfiq): he likes aisyah. aisyah likes feeq. now aisyah dah tk suka feeq.
Tasha:so you're worried that aisyah might go off with shahfiq lah ni, cs it seems to me, tt you love shahfiq but you keep tt feeling to yourself, right?
Maya:yea, i told shahfiq already , he ask me to wait for him. then nowwww. idk ,nabilah pun suruh lupakan cs mana tahu dia tk leh forget aisyah ?
Tasha:geez, to me he's worth the wait uh, cs tt kind of human are rare to find , so setia. he surely will be able to forget aisyah , you try to be closer to him and pay more attention to him, im pretty sure he'd tend to appreciate you more, darling.
Maya: and how did you know he's the setia type ? hais, kite dah jrg contact , that day i text him i say go ahead with sya,since dah tk suka feeq):
Tasha: alah its new year , so why rmb the past? tell you what, you ignore shahfiq f awhile till he came back searching for you. if he came back to you, he's meant to be yours. if not, then he'll never be yours.
Maya: thats what im thinking too, but i feel weird . ahh idk laa, forget love.
Tasha: yeah fget love, youve got your girls anrd you to listen to your sorrows, count yourself lucky. girls dont always need a man.
today was the first day of school. and i swear i miss all of my schoolmates and my classmates like hell.
one bad thing is that i get caught for my highlighted hair,
i thot it was not obvious. -____-
so yeah, i did have fun today . i got to know FUCKING ROS FADILAH dint teach us malay again. and that was the greatest new i ever had, i swear ! i hate that teacher to the core!
we'll get gerek teachers for lessons, so yeah, tmr it will be.
but i'll be performing gamelan for the sec ones. so yeah, gerekkk sikit lessons.(:
heed bugis wit syafiq and farihin . bought the same bag with farihin at topshop.
cs i wanted to buy a bagpack but she asked me to buy tt thang if i love her:D
and yea, bought it and a white skinnies and heed herren after that .
syafiq and farihin bought bagpacks whc cost like 70bucks each.farihin bought 2 bags altogether. lols. so yea, i had fun today. (:
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
hello.
ive just came back from countdown , its already 5am. yesterday was great lah bodooo.
okay first, meet kak fynnie up, take ezlink card, eat kfc.
then paii cancelled plan. the current plan is to celebrate countdown with yus and paii.
but then its impossible im gg with yus alone. so yeah, next plan up.
suriany text me up in the afteroon asking me wna tag along w her and fee to countdown,
so yeah i say yes. farrah called me up after tt ask to accompany her buy this book at town.
meet her up, as idk where to go since kak fynnie hv to go home.
changed plan and go to vivo. take a walk and yea bought starbucks.
farrah reccomended me this mocha thing, sedap. lols. then, took picts and meet syafiq.
we were sitting and this listening to those rehearsing for the countdown party.
then this drummer from the band by the definition whatever not, idk the name ask if we got tix.
he gave us two tix. baik gilaaaa siaaaa. we were so damn excited.
but forgotten about syafiq. lols.we manage to get syafiq's tix from ms mas, their form teacher.
so yeaa, its like the first time im tt sporting jumping and dancing along-.-
cause ash was so hot, i wanna be supportive:D
ahhhhh ashhhhhhhhh ! sumpah aku pekik cm org gila. syafiq was the one inspired me to jump along .-.- so yea, meet jaz up. and we terpaksa tinggalkn farrah cus she wanted too see taufiq.
i saw shah iskandar siak ! w his girlf. alfarahizah ! gah! they were also watching that countdown thing.
so yeah, meet dee, fee, and tt one guy up, idk the name.
fee and dee go back cause drunk matters. -.- and yea, we go esplanade ands sit at padang and watch fireworks. ok done, i had fun.
*credits to farihin , cause she lends me her dress.*