Wednesday, February 27, 2008
YO SUP !
seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy, i feel like not going to school for tmr. like serious shit man ! because we have to one by one go out and do a 2minutes presentation about out hobbies and all, lmao. kiwek, i just wish mr joseph tan fell from the staircase or what. eh, i rarely curse so yeaa, i just dont wanna embarrass myself in front of the class. omg maaaaaan, how i wish mom ask me not to go to sch tmrw, let's see how it is. oh i'll be cabot-ing english class , but i dont like seh sitting at the sick bay alone -.- like seriously boring. english two period siaaak ! pffft, 1 hour 30minutes to go babe.
so jyeah, handphone have been silent these few days, silent as in no more guys texting, good or what. as in good lah, im saving my bill. sorry paii, i have not been picking up your calls, cause im always sleeping or busy when you called. imy bestfriend. love life? mmm, danial have been ignoring me since my latest update about him ? cause he thought im getting rid of him by saying i dont need a man or anything. haiyoh danial belo . im outta here, wanna play games with danialbelo, byeee.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
SUP YO!
can i say maths sucks now ? cause i failed it cause of answers needed to round off to 3 significant figures. holy shite, its like 50% of the paper that is needed to be rounded off the answers, wth siaaaaal. then my chem also fail, get 11/40 fcuk. ahh the ones i revise for , dint pass -.- haiz! idk ahhhh what will happen. afiq fiqsion promised me he wanna help me in my studies, i hold onto your words okay,idc.
by hook or by crook, i wanna watch the movie titled the leap years, a singapore love story next week. whatever it is, i wanna watch lah okay. haaaaaaaaaa, im off, bye !
Sunday, February 24, 2008
uhyehhhh, hello.
im updating cause of farihin's sake, so be appreciate okay babe. so yeh, let's talk about first things first.
friday-22nd of the month.
had chem papers, which seriously is damn difficult. dint appreciate seh, i first time revise chem at home, then come out a difficult type of chem papers, omg ehyy. uh yeh, then complain and complain, get home and changed. met farihin up at 3 then went off straight to far east to get our one and only fried mars bars. imagine you yourself going far away just to get some 4 chocolate small balls? mmm yeah, we upsize it so we get 8 each. it was damn it delicious i tell you, with the ice cream of course. went accompany farihin buy a hat ? a cap? idk what it is, but it suited her. that oh so nice and friendly sis gave her 3dollars discount cause she said she like my eyeliner? lols and she talked to me while farihin try on her hat, asking how to wear liquid eyeliner cause she's wearing the normal pencil one. and she told me the story of her going out with boyfriend, then all her eyeliner smudge, thats why she wanna get tips on how to wear liquid eyeliner from me. farihin, lol or whatttttt.
haha, then, went back home of course and take my things. meet mom at mrt station and went off to the hospital to visit stepdaddd.
saturday-23rd
met tasha up at 846 , and went to tuition, had our lunch after that at northplaza cause im craving for chicken fried rice? we were both damn hungry , and she could hear my stomach growling during tution -.- omg seh, we were quiet during eating cause both were hungreh. and yeh, proceed to lib and lent some books. had flavourburst ice cream at mcds, and yeh went straight home, get ready and went off to the hosp. im off, bye.
Friday, February 22, 2008
hello dudes&dudettes;
its already 1.30 am and im not even sleeping yet and ahhhhhh its friday tmr. last common paper of course. sucky sucky subject, the most i hate, chemistry. but neh, i understand it JUST A LITTLE BIT NOW. hmm, i slept at 6pm just now till 10pm. i asked mom to wake me up at 7.30 but she lemme sleep a few more hours. at 10 she woke me up, i swear i cant open my eyes. seriously, idk why i have been so tired lately. because of common test whc is held during after school i think. mmm yeah, then she asked me to revise for my chemistry at least when she knows there's no hope in chemistry for me. i only learn those fucking calculations, its so damn confusing. i get 5/20 for my class chem test. lol, cool or what ? cause i expected a 0, sumpah! then i was smiling when i took back the paper from cikgu belooo! eventhough i failed badly, i still had some marks with me(:
so yeh, aqil approached me to ask for a favour and i ask for a favour back, to call tasha cause its her birthday. tasha once told me tt was her wish. so yeh, i was quite happy aqil can co-operate, if not i couldnt see tasha's smiles and hear tasha's laughters today yo. so yeah, geog test was not so easy, cause i dint know the last question, i mistook geog for social studies-.- i replied the question with social studies. mm bodoh or what ? haha. i was so tired just now that even when the teacher has already collected my paper, i dint realise it. im still sleeping -.- im out, wish me luck for chem, a wish come true seh if i pass it. lols byee.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
hello ;
social studies common test was quite okay. idk eh, but the one teacher asked us to memorise, the essay, dint came out. instead, the ones i dint study for it came out. after my classmates get the question paper, the reaction mmm shock ? and complaining to each other ? haahaha, serious shit yaw! alah, i dont quite care lah, i use my common sense, if i dint get a just passed, then thats not my luck. im gonna do better next time.(:
yeh, seriously i dont know what's wrong with tasha. of course i know the reason duhhhhh, but then i dont understand the reason why she's ignoring us like this ? its not US who did wrong to her whatttttttttt, and plus its her birthday today, why the frowned face? idk if you read this blog or what , im just fucked upp. i do care for you but yeh, i dont expect this kindaf reaction and stuffs. im never tired to console you but yeh, life's just this one babe, appreaciate it. you have us, your girls to cheer you up. i miss the hyper tasha seriously.
Labels: come back., tasha
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
hello fuckers;
guess what ? i just realise i dont need a man? haha okay guy. neh, i dint quarrel with danial or something. its just that i feel likeeeee mmmm, i dont wanna have a guy? hahahaha ! i know its like a sudden gitu. yeh , so danial, idk about you. i know its bored being single ? i wont go find again ah kay, and yeh geeez, we are so gonna meet up soon, we'll see how it is okay.
mmm, yeah so tomorrow is tasha' birthday, me and farihin just brought her a smething, just a little something, cause we are broke ? hmm, hope she'll like it though, i know she's not gonna be happy as problems struck her. and yeh , speaking about problems, MY STEPDAD DAH BAIK LAH SIAAAAAAAAAAA! okay no, sedar already and im happy la siaaaaaaal ! wooowoowooooo ! okay malam malam hyper siak, lols. if he come back kan, mommy cakap nak buat doa selamat (: jesus, i'll appreciate my family from now on i guess? woowoowoo. haha mommy manja siah, now i know. she kept asking me to sleep with her. when i dont want, cause i love my room lah siah, eventhough its messy ^^ , but neh, i pity her cause she say she tak biase sleep alone, HAHA, and yeh, today the third day sleeping with her lols! okeh byeeee, im gonna wait for mommy to balik from hospital . :D
common test , i'll sure drop. seriously.
i got no time to study, haiz!
Monday, February 18, 2008
hello, first of all, maths common test terokkkkkkkk ! serious shit yo, i forget some of the formulas, i dont reeally know what was i thinking about ! ahhh fuck man, i wna take the maths paper again siaaaaaaaalaaa! english paper was quite okay but i get the wrong letter writing format, HAHA. semua aku lupe ahhhhhh! fuck lah, but at least danial called me when im otw back home, cause he knows i finish at 5. the first thing he ask is maths paper howwwww? haha, without hello ke ape ke. alahaiiiiiiiiiiiii, i did badly lah sey. haiz! and he blamed me for not revising yesterday. :D
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
ahahahaha. siak u
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
u gi letak nick g2
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
alahai
Mayaaaa ! says:
sal ?
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
tpi masih syg!
Mayaaaa ! says:
syg pun, sweet words for what lah kan .
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
ok2
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
dont believe me first until i prove u k
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
im thinkin of a way to mke u feel me
Mayaaaa ! says:
woooo, feel you kape. lols.
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
AHAHAHAHHA
Mayaaaa ! says:
suker?
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
u
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
sorri la
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
i tk tau u mara
*danial Syafiq* [RS][DWTM][HATE/MP] says:
k2
Mayaaaa ! says:
tk marah la sayanggg.
and so on goes. i love you lah siols. lols. im out , bye.:D
Sunday, February 17, 2008
geeeeeeeeeeeez, so much for being here all the time, tasha's changing, she'll never find me whenever she had problems. omg mannnnnnn, im tired of everything. serious shit. i know this sounded stupid but ive asked momma if i can donate my lungs to stepdad, but the answer is no. cause everything in my stepdad's body is destroyed. his face bengkak due to the tiarap then his face was like in the pillow, fuck doctor, stupid bodoh. idc , god, i never ask for anything more. i just want stepdad to go home and act normally, i dont mind he being irritating. no one's there to disturb me when he's gone. stepdad, please come back, ily. and yeh guess what ? step brother sucks, fuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, suck those girlsssssss's pussies after stepdad's gone! kanina lah, stepdad's in hospital, trying to fight for life, and there you are , enjoying yourself. of course i sided for you when momma told me in hspital just nowww.
momma:
abang sani smlm smlm tak jage cik salim tau, dier pergi jalan jalan instead dengan cik jai ngan abg leman.
maya :
dier keje lah agaknyer tu.
momma:
adik, dier tk keje lah, dier tinggalkan pak long sorang smlm kt hospital, kt visitor longue. asal diikkk, dier tk ubah ubah perangai, cik salim dah macam ginie nyer keadaan pun dier tk berubah. padahal bpk dier yang tgh sakit skg niee.
maya:
adik tak tahu uhhh.
i got home just now, and guess what? there's alot of girls at home. and also some guys. i got in my room without saying a thing to them, dint even gave my regards or anything. stepbrother knocks my room and pretended to ask me, how's stepdad. and at last ended the conversation with : " jangan bilang ibu tau." i dint tell momma not because im scared you shitty ass! but i dont want mom to worried, you sucks .
Saturday, February 16, 2008
anyone have any idea on how to make eyebags dissapear? cause i can't camwhore again due to my eyebags, i think. it looks absurd, seriously. so yeh, i slept at 3.30am ysterday. text danial only to realise that he's not home yet, from going skating. only crazy people like him go skate in the morning. i waited but eventually, i slept. he called at around 4.10am, of course i picked up, cause i told him to call me when he reached home already. so yeah, we talked for like 20 minutes or so. he gave me a goodnight kiss, and i gave him one too. awwwwwwww. put down &i went to sleep straight.
i woke up at 12.10 pm, not realising it has already pass tuition time, whc started at 12. i went straight to the toilet of course. tried calling tasha but she dint pick up, at last got to know she's not gg, when she text me at 11 plus asking whether i got any extra calculator. -.-
i go tuition alone, and i was dangggggg sleepy ! almost fell alseep when kak nazreen explained to me about maths things. but i kept rubbing my eyes hard to stay awake. 3 hours pass and here i am, home. im going hospital(sleeping there today) after this, updating and replying comments. but i'll be heading to the lib to lend some novels first. im out , bye.
Friday, February 15, 2008
okay yes, hello. at last, im finish with the modification of this blogskin. penat oiiiiiiiiii ! i modified alot of things. the ori one , looks like eiwl, with black and grey stripes as a background. then got this EIWL girl at the bottom right, but i like the arrangement of navigations, thats why i pick this skin and modified it. :D
sooooo yeah, let's talk about today. today was random, we dont have any lessons cause we visited this fort canning. merepek pepek sial. serious talking nyerrrr! like primary school outings, pffft, whatever it is, we just took alot of picts. i had a pair of big eyebags(all because of talking to danial), so i dont wish to upload all. but i havent get those picts from farihin's camera, cause i forget to bring my digicam's memory card, macam beloooo ! im tired due to all those walking arounds. the shoba trainer or what talk and talk, about what i also dk, im not even paying attention cause i was busy texting abs. someone you shouldnt know.:D we camwhored around instead of paying attention, haha. tasha bisu hari ini, idk wassup with her, she'll cool down sooner or later. cheer up!
i started knowing this guy danial syafiq which idk why, i trusted him already. just know him for how many hours at msn, i have given him my number, which i usually dint give out my number that soon to msn guys. it was two days ago. i was onlineing and i say brb to all the people im chatting and i off the comp. -.- haha. me and abang goes out to northplaza to buy some stuffs around midnight, cause momma's in hospital look out for stepdad. danial called me and ask me where am i. ok wow, baru kenal dah so concern eh danial !:D lols, okay. we have our late night calls as usual . but idk why he kept asking for my permission whenver he wanted to do something. HAIYOH ! geeeez, he's such a sweet thing lah eh.
but its just that, i feel like dissapointed cause i feel like using him to forget that guyyyy, the crush i had. the one i say im waiting for him, haiz! but yeh, i dont think i am, cause i realised its a waste of time. even if m waiting for him, i wont get him . serious shit, im sure of this, i know he cant return the feelings i had cause he love the girl he's been waiting for. so yeah, im gonna back off. its not that easy btw, but im trying my best. that song YOUR LOVE IS BLIND reminds me of him, cause the situation of the song is the same. but yeahhhh , take it slowly okay maya. im pysho-ing myself everytime. just to forget about him. im out, gonna sleep go visit stepdad after waking up&have a shower. i miss stepdad like for the first time :/ im so sorry for the sins ive made to you. the kurang ajar things and all, please come back. ive been praying for you, i swear. bye.
Monday, February 11, 2008
your love is blind- ramzi king & ash king .
i cant be able to put the song box here cause blogger carik pasal ngan aku ughh ! lols. the best way to hear the song is either by imeem or by nabilah's blog , go through my links.
idk if she have change her blog song or smth or what . so yeah, i find that song vvmeaningful.
cause the situations describes me well, as if im the on singing the song to him.
thanks so much nabilah for recommending me the song. appreaciate it.
the song was like asking him to give her up, move on.
take someone thc can appreacaite his love more whc can be ME or either SOMEONE ELSE. which is way more better. gogo hear yall. im outt. bye.
Saturday, February 9, 2008
hello, okay lets write up a short one .
about cny, my fam and my relatives overnight at east coast for four days. wednesday till saturday. well yeah, reach there at 10 plus, and grab their bicycle to go meet tasha. it was damn fucking far i tell you. reach there, tasha said my sedare all macam nak datang rombongan bawak ramai orang. haha, they go bedok jetty , while we two lepak while eat keropok tasha grab from her mom. so yeah, go riding till like 2am, and send tasha back to her pit since she insist on sleeping!-.- get back to my pit and eat and then sleep. get up the next day, and bath. yknow, i wake up at 9 plus siah! haha like first time liddat. as usual, go meet tasha up and riding as usual. get a msg from mus saying he wanna meet, so yes, we meet em, with afrio and atiq. we walk all the way to bowling alley and afrio pay for all of us i think. haha, it was fun lah ! we played two games. thanks afrio!:D its at night when we were riding and we saw syukri all. haha, lols. saw izrul and his fam.
and yeah, it goes on. nothing else. i fucking swear i got leg cramps , and i cant even straighten my legs, try to imagine how i walk if i cant straighten my legs, i was in the lorry when i cant even walk to my pit. they got panic and get a wheelchair. sial ! memalukan siots. they were pushing me, when we were reaching the pit,i insist to walk alone cause i was embarrased, got those guys siah! idk ah, my realtive's friends. but then nashriq go push fast as he dont want me to walk. one of my reltives gave me panodols and i sit at the swing where the can baring baring one while listning to my mp3. after awhile. i was happy i can walk back siah! sumpah! i thought i cant walk again cause the pain was fucking unbearable and i feel liek crying. -.- seriously . i think its because of either i walk too far or i ride too many times. i insist on getting back home on friday but they stayed till saturday. reached home at 11 pm , as i wanna get myself a drink at northplaza's 7 eleven, and i saw farrah aidil and the gang. omg with my stepdad's bike and all. HAHA. im done, bye.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
i text him yesterday night , telling him im gonna treat him as normal friends, not more than that. cause stories have been going around in class, almost everyone knows i liked him omg. so yeah, idk and i just told him we're gonna be only friends, and just wait for the chinese girl he's waiting for like almost two yeard already. but i swear, if im that lucky to be that girl, i'll accept him , idk why that girl doesnt use her fucking brains and accept him up cause for me, he's perfect in my eyes. wth, so i just say good luck to him in waiting for her.
the end.
got back into normal business, get ready for school, no more sad moments cause i know i feel relieved after i told him i'll regard him as friends only. so he dont have a reason to ignore me. i was otw when he text me to meet him up. of course i was shocked, cause i dint expect his msg that much, and we rarely go to school with each other nowadays. so yeah, met him up and he was scared we'll reach school late, told ya i wont be late. (: so yeah, stayed in class for like a period and proceed to the hall for these performances. chinese orchestra was great, malay dance was sexaye cause they wear tubes kindaf puteri gunung ledang type, chinese dance was okayokay, but the song merepek pepek, i was laughing at their song , modern dance was super great i wanna watch it again, cause it was super cool but i still prefer marsh's batch. so yeh, had breakfast at banquet wit tasha hunney, cause farihin and syafiq went to seoul garden with the others to celebrate malek's birthday in advanced.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MALEK !:D
plus, jaja anything do text me up okays, ily. dont sadsad, later dah tak pretty :D
im done,byebye.
Labels: im waiting for you without you realising it.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
oh yeah, totally forget about this matter, i aint bothering about valentines or whatsoever. imoutofthistotally. so yeh, no use okeh. byeeeee. tkecr.
fuck feelings;
eventhough im mad at him like hell fucking loads for one stupid promise he broke, the love's still there. dont ask me why, dont ask me. cs know what? i dont even have the reason anywhoos. fuckfuckyou. i know its a small matter but yeah, im still mad at other things.
pretty news update: he's still waiting for that someone;
oh wells, i cant do a thang come on. i dont wanna become the third party eventhough idk why the hell that girl dont wann accept him up since lastlast year i think. he's perfect in my eyes, eventhough i dont really go for looks. shitfuck, im damn fucking confsed now. im trying to ignore him but hell yeah, as you correctly guessed, i cant.
im smiling from ear to ear when he called me and talk to me. called me as in face to face not otf durh. he doesnt even calls me again . doesnt text me and i miss his goodnight text and kisses. eventhough its sms, it really do mean a thing to me . a hell lot of meaning to me. i already said even a word baby could make me happy for two or three days. pffft-.-
so yeah, after school and maths remedial and all, farihin and me heed to causeway point cause she wanna buy the crumpler bag whatever it is, i just think its expensive for a small bag liddat! before that, she accompanied me for a haircut whc im not satisfied off, cause it was too short, for me. haha, then she belanja me ljs. her hands were like bau ljs so she went into espirit and look at the clothes plus wiping her hands at the clothes, jesus. i was laughing all the way when im with her. walk here walk there, everywhere we walk we laugh like two crazy girls. so yeah, heed to cc and she put in some coins into the vending machine. we were soo damn late into picking our choices of drinks till the coins all came out suddenly. haha. lambat sgt siolz! then at last, but milo aww sayang farihin ! :D geez, then at fushan there, we were avoiding these mat reps group cause we kene disturb by these ine group who called me sayang eiwl and ask me what age i am, whatever then we went up to fushan to escape from the mat reps. then kat atas also got mat reps sial. haha. kana disturb again. sial. haha. lols, seriously sial, i had fun with you babe! ^^
byee.
Monday, February 4, 2008
fuck , i can't stop coughing in class cause my throat feels itchy ! pffft. whatever it is, today was not that awesome. yeh he did came, but it doesnt seems right. i feel like ignoring him, but i smiled whenever he look at me. -.-'! and now, i feel like he's the one ignoring me. ah kay, WHATEVERRRRRR. haha.
so yeh , we went to the chem lab during chemistry lesson . teacher so bodoh seriously. its only a 45 minute period, what for bring us to the lab? seriously bodoh. we cant even finish the experiment given to us. so yeah, thats the only different thing that happened today.
aiyahhhh , seriously lah , i wanna wait for him but yeh, we cant guarantee that we'll get that person if we waited for him/her right? haiz! so yeah, if i still can't get him , what did i get? nothing at last , right? ahkay, whatever. im off, cause im having a headache. byee.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
second post of the day baby.
woo , tuition was fucking annoying cause tutor give us this difficult quiz whc i had alot of blanks in it. we heed to the library after that to finish off some art preps, meet taufik and ariff there. saw afiq, fafan, rashid, afiqah all when we ate at mcdonalds after i complained to those guys im hungry, cause they insist on finishing off those art preps. i havent even finishmine. and tonight im gonna try to at least do some cs mr jaylim will be considering who's gonna drop art! -.- of course im pretty scared .
so yeah, after mcdonalds, say byebye to taufik and ariff and went off to get our eclairs and custard puffs at polar cakes. tasha recommended me those custard puffs whc i dont find em nice.:) eclairs more nicer. eventhough they are budget ones unlike those delifrance types ;] so yeah, tasha went back to my place to use the comp for awhile. so on, and i send her home. and that's it. im done byebye.
asthma came back again . ahh fuck, im having difficulties to breath. serious shit punyer ! i still dont know if im coming school anort tmr, for two reasons. one, there's too much flame(lendih) in my throat. two, cause i dont have anything to look forward to in school. haiz! whatever it is. im always looking forward to see him. but now, ahhh idk . and yeah, mom's careness toward me, is rarely shown. i seldom see she reacts this way. she would call me while working and ask me whether im okay anort, still an breathe well, go take my medicines or smth. anything just call mama okay . seriously, i seldom had this kind of layan from mama. cause everyone's always ignore me when im sick. durh. and yeah, might be gg to the lib with tasha, ariff and taufik. im off to tuition, bye.
Friday, February 1, 2008
uhhello.
know what ? i just couldnt understand. well, i tried but i cant. imagine your own friend takes your crush as hers too, how will you feel ? ahhhhh, sorry nabilah, but i just couldnt understand her, why is she doing this to me. she already know i loved him.:/ ah whatever it is, im too tired to think about it .
school was fine today until when recess was over. nabilah told me smth, and yeh, at first im just saying "oh, she is kidding." so yeh, let it off, but i asked zulaikha she say yes, its true. nabeelah too ah idk lah. if she likes him the go ahead. maybe its my fault, not to tell him about my feelings. but idk, i just dont wna be hurt again. im off, bye la.
