Sunday, February 3, 2008
asthma came back again . ahh fuck, im having difficulties to breath. serious shit punyer ! i still dont know if im coming school anort tmr, for two reasons. one, there's too much flame(lendih) in my throat. two, cause i dont have anything to look forward to in school. haiz! whatever it is. im always looking forward to see him. but now, ahhh idk . and yeah, mom's careness toward me, is rarely shown. i seldom see she reacts this way. she would call me while working and ask me whether im okay anort, still an breathe well, go take my medicines or smth. anything just call mama okay . seriously, i seldom had this kind of layan from mama. cause everyone's always ignore me when im sick. durh. and yeah, might be gg to the lib with tasha, ariff and taufik. im off to tuition, bye.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
asthma came back again . ahh fuck, im having difficulties to breath. serious shit punyer ! i still dont know if im coming school anort tmr, for two reasons. one, there's too much flame(lendih) in my throat. two, cause i dont have anything to look forward to in school. haiz! whatever it is. im always looking forward to see him. but now, ahhh idk . and yeah, mom's careness toward me, is rarely shown. i seldom see she reacts this way. she would call me while working and ask me whether im okay anort, still an breathe well, go take my medicines or smth. anything just call mama okay . seriously, i seldom had this kind of layan from mama. cause everyone's always ignore me when im sick. durh. and yeah, might be gg to the lib with tasha, ariff and taufik. im off to tuition, bye.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.