Tuesday, February 5, 2008
fuck feelings;
eventhough im mad at him like hell fucking loads for one stupid promise he broke, the love's still there. dont ask me why, dont ask me. cs know what? i dont even have the reason anywhoos. fuckfuckyou. i know its a small matter but yeah, im still mad at other things.
pretty news update: he's still waiting for that someone;
oh wells, i cant do a thang come on. i dont wanna become the third party eventhough idk why the hell that girl dont wann accept him up since lastlast year i think. he's perfect in my eyes, eventhough i dont really go for looks. shitfuck, im damn fucking confsed now. im trying to ignore him but hell yeah, as you correctly guessed, i cant.
im smiling from ear to ear when he called me and talk to me. called me as in face to face not otf durh. he doesnt even calls me again . doesnt text me and i miss his goodnight text and kisses. eventhough its sms, it really do mean a thing to me . a hell lot of meaning to me. i already said even a word baby could make me happy for two or three days. pffft-.-
so yeah, after school and maths remedial and all, farihin and me heed to causeway point cause she wanna buy the crumpler bag whatever it is, i just think its expensive for a small bag liddat! before that, she accompanied me for a haircut whc im not satisfied off, cause it was too short, for me. haha, then she belanja me ljs. her hands were like bau ljs so she went into espirit and look at the clothes plus wiping her hands at the clothes, jesus. i was laughing all the way when im with her. walk here walk there, everywhere we walk we laugh like two crazy girls. so yeah, heed to cc and she put in some coins into the vending machine. we were soo damn late into picking our choices of drinks till the coins all came out suddenly. haha. lambat sgt siolz! then at last, but milo aww sayang farihin ! :D geez, then at fushan there, we were avoiding these mat reps group cause we kene disturb by these ine group who called me sayang eiwl and ask me what age i am, whatever then we went up to fushan to escape from the mat reps. then kat atas also got mat reps sial. haha. kana disturb again. sial. haha. lols, seriously sial, i had fun with you babe! ^^
byee.
