Friday, February 15, 2008
okay yes, hello. at last, im finish with the modification of this blogskin. penat oiiiiiiiiii ! i modified alot of things. the ori one , looks like eiwl, with black and grey stripes as a background. then got this EIWL girl at the bottom right, but i like the arrangement of navigations, thats why i pick this skin and modified it. :D
sooooo yeah, let's talk about today. today was random, we dont have any lessons cause we visited this fort canning. merepek pepek sial. serious talking nyerrrr! like primary school outings, pffft, whatever it is, we just took alot of picts. i had a pair of big eyebags(all because of talking to danial), so i dont wish to upload all. but i havent get those picts from farihin's camera, cause i forget to bring my digicam's memory card, macam beloooo ! im tired due to all those walking arounds. the shoba trainer or what talk and talk, about what i also dk, im not even paying attention cause i was busy texting abs. someone you shouldnt know.:D we camwhored around instead of paying attention, haha. tasha bisu hari ini, idk wassup with her, she'll cool down sooner or later. cheer up!
i started knowing this guy danial syafiq which idk why, i trusted him already. just know him for how many hours at msn, i have given him my number, which i usually dint give out my number that soon to msn guys. it was two days ago. i was onlineing and i say brb to all the people im chatting and i off the comp. -.- haha. me and abang goes out to northplaza to buy some stuffs around midnight, cause momma's in hospital look out for stepdad. danial called me and ask me where am i. ok wow, baru kenal dah so concern eh danial !:D lols, okay. we have our late night calls as usual . but idk why he kept asking for my permission whenver he wanted to do something. HAIYOH ! geeeez, he's such a sweet thing lah eh.
but its just that, i feel like dissapointed cause i feel like using him to forget that guyyyy, the crush i had. the one i say im waiting for him, haiz! but yeh, i dont think i am, cause i realised its a waste of time. even if m waiting for him, i wont get him . serious shit, im sure of this, i know he cant return the feelings i had cause he love the girl he's been waiting for. so yeah, im gonna back off. its not that easy btw, but im trying my best. that song YOUR LOVE IS BLIND reminds me of him, cause the situation of the song is the same. but yeahhhh , take it slowly okay maya. im pysho-ing myself everytime. just to forget about him. im out, gonna sleep go visit stepdad after waking up&have a shower. i miss stepdad like for the first time :/ im so sorry for the sins ive made to you. the kurang ajar things and all, please come back. ive been praying for you, i swear. bye.
