Saturday, March 1, 2008
random layout saaaaaaaa, i swear. i feel like putting something cute. but cookie monster isnt cute, you fuckshitszszszsz! hmpft! yeah, i'll try finding something nice tmr, its already almost 4am now. and i havent slept yet. tmrw saturday, apa mau tidooooo ? haha. but sadly, only 8 were online and im only chatting with mus.
so yea, i wanna thanks syafiq, tasha and farihin for visiting my stepdad that day. they were shock in seeing his condition of course. i already told you it was that bad. haiz, doctor have been giving advices like pray hard and all. guess what ? we prayed and we had our good new todays. stepdad woke up, eyes so big , he writes on a paper to communicate with people since the tubes are still in his body. i was like happy saaaa after mommeh text me ! yes aaaaaaar! siaaaaalarrr, if he were to come back, sheessh everything will be fine by then. mommeh will be eating regularly again, mommy's cooking wont be tt bad, mommy wont spent time staring into the space and crying, and yeah i wont spent my weekends at the hospital itself. im tired to go there already.
common test went out badly. like seriously. cause i failed almost all of em except malay, social studies and english. how cool was that ? all the others bo liao ! XD geog have been the lowest i think. 4/40 ! siooook uh, i know its damn bad. im gonna study and mug hard after this siaaa. sheesh man, words will stay as words laaaa. hmm, im beginning to have this favouritsm in guavas. tasha and me went back fro school straight just now yesterday and go to admiralty to find guavas. we thought the bridge shops sells it but they dont. tu part sedih ah siol, but then we dint give up and went around ap, and we found guava at the wet market at last. heee:D then we ate at circle green there. tasha is supposed to acc me to woodlands lama to buy my sch shoes and some kitchen things but she slept like a pig till 7pm and plan's off. im done, byeeee.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
random layout saaaaaaaa, i swear. i feel like putting something cute. but cookie monster isnt cute, you fuckshitszszszsz! hmpft! yeah, i'll try finding something nice tmr, its already almost 4am now. and i havent slept yet. tmrw saturday, apa mau tidooooo ? haha. but sadly, only 8 were online and im only chatting with mus.
so yea, i wanna thanks syafiq, tasha and farihin for visiting my stepdad that day. they were shock in seeing his condition of course. i already told you it was that bad. haiz, doctor have been giving advices like pray hard and all. guess what ? we prayed and we had our good new todays. stepdad woke up, eyes so big , he writes on a paper to communicate with people since the tubes are still in his body. i was like happy saaaa after mommeh text me ! yes aaaaaaar! siaaaaalarrr, if he were to come back, sheessh everything will be fine by then. mommeh will be eating regularly again, mommy's cooking wont be tt bad, mommy wont spent time staring into the space and crying, and yeah i wont spent my weekends at the hospital itself. im tired to go there already.
common test went out badly. like seriously. cause i failed almost all of em except malay, social studies and english. how cool was that ? all the others bo liao ! XD geog have been the lowest i think. 4/40 ! siooook uh, i know its damn bad. im gonna study and mug hard after this siaaa. sheesh man, words will stay as words laaaa. hmm, im beginning to have this favouritsm in guavas. tasha and me went back fro school straight just now yesterday and go to admiralty to find guavas. we thought the bridge shops sells it but they dont. tu part sedih ah siol, but then we dint give up and went around ap, and we found guava at the wet market at last. heee:D then we ate at circle green there. tasha is supposed to acc me to woodlands lama to buy my sch shoes and some kitchen things but she slept like a pig till 7pm and plan's off. im done, byeeee.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.
