Friday, February 1, 2008
uhhello.
know what ? i just couldnt understand. well, i tried but i cant. imagine your own friend takes your crush as hers too, how will you feel ? ahhhhh, sorry nabilah, but i just couldnt understand her, why is she doing this to me. she already know i loved him.:/ ah whatever it is, im too tired to think about it .
school was fine today until when recess was over. nabilah told me smth, and yeh, at first im just saying "oh, she is kidding." so yeh, let it off, but i asked zulaikha she say yes, its true. nabeelah too ah idk lah. if she likes him the go ahead. maybe its my fault, not to tell him about my feelings. but idk, i just dont wna be hurt again. im off, bye la.
Friday, February 1, 2008
uhhello.
know what ? i just couldnt understand. well, i tried but i cant. imagine your own friend takes your crush as hers too, how will you feel ? ahhhhh, sorry nabilah, but i just couldnt understand her, why is she doing this to me. she already know i loved him.:/ ah whatever it is, im too tired to think about it .
school was fine today until when recess was over. nabilah told me smth, and yeh, at first im just saying "oh, she is kidding." so yeh, let it off, but i asked zulaikha she say yes, its true. nabeelah too ah idk lah. if she likes him the go ahead. maybe its my fault, not to tell him about my feelings. but idk, i just dont wna be hurt again. im off, bye la.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.