Im a paperplane baby and i wanna find a partner to fly paperplanes with.
Okay, wth siol maya ?
That's a nick tasha baby gave me . :)

Mmm, im bored and i just finished blogging at my private blog, go read if you wish to.
Marxie's in a bad mood and im not in the list to hear her problems. Tsk , and so i cant confort her no more.
I miss her actually, but then how ?
She ignored me when i ask her what's wrong and her pm says ,
she doesnt wanna talk to anyone except yat and sammy, tsk.
Im out.

Labels: who wanna trade life w me ?

Watch a movie called a walk to remember , i swear its the sweetest movie so far ive watched.
Its up to you, im still crazy over this shit, i swear. You can watch it thru www.movie6.net .
Far too good to be names as a movie? Argh, go and watch yourself. Im soo gonna watch it if i have the free time.

Im out.

I need chipsmore, to make me happy.
Oreo doesnt make me happy, cause there's no milk in my fridge omgah la.
Or maybe im gonna go northplaza to buy chipsmore.



Buuuuut, macam semangat gitu ? Ah tkper la. I'll still go.

If im not that lazy, and i really wanna play in the rain to release stress.
Where's farihin ? playing in the rain partner <3333

Labels: i miss you like how i miss the rain.

Guess what ?

I dint go school today cause i reach home at 6am last night. Kay no, morning. Cause i overnight at the hospital yesterday. And i thought we were going home as usual time : around 11 or 12 mid. But then, around 1 plus we are still there. So i tell mom i wont be going school as i'll confirm i can't sleep enough. So yeh, slept for 2 hours there , sumpah sedap macam taknak bangon. Wake up at 5.30am and relatives send home by lorrey. Reach home at 6 am. Ate egg sandwich mom and me brought at the hospital and went to sleep.Mom woke me up at 6.30 asking me whther really i dont wanna go sch anot. Then i say yeah, without opening my eyes. -.- seriussss shit. Cause i told mommy i'll be bored stiing at home and adik rase cam nak gi sekolah ah bu. Cause there's maths test , but i havent revise for it. Cannot understand, really. Ariff text me up and ask me dont go school so yeah will take the maths test with him another day.

Im gonna blog at my private blog, or maybe later at night, we'll see.
And yeah, im getting ready after that to meet tasha up. I miss her, idk why. Pasal aku lesbo. Hahaa.
Or maybe will be meeting shahfiq upp awhile later if there's time. Aww he still missed me . Roflol lah you XD
Bye ah bye.

pffft, i just put down this conference call : haaaah, omg laa, so damn it kecoh esp sofie, eh sialar, she sing damn nice really. esp the one bleeding love. the conference call consist of: sofie, dee, hanisauraus, irfeen, paul and fiqqoscar ? haaah, serious, most of em i did not know much ? and its been long i havent had a conference call like this kecoh.

so yeh, let's about awesome today.
two bad thing happened : i TRIED so hard to have good mood first thing in the morning, cause im dissapointed of yesterday i dint know how to describe how dissapointed i am. :/ people kept me in the dark , just to make me happy when i doesnt. try imagining how i'll feel when i get to know this at the very end. i can't even speak my feelings in words. haiz, i can't even find the reason why you two kept me in the dark. oh please; okay stop. continue on with the bad tragedy. i goes out at 7am cause i feel like walking slowly when im always going out at 7.10am. when i was walking halfway to school already, i remebered there was art lesson today. i did bring paint brushes etc and guess what, my drawing block's not in myhand! i run the way back, and it was 7.15 when i came out from home omg, i was panic. thank god we were one minute to late? okay we =tasha.

second tragic thing : went off to change into uniform cause we had PE before , get changed, and went to art class. after like 10 minutes later tasha asked me : so shahfiq ikot tk nie ? then i was like " eh kejap, where's my hp? ader nampak tk? okay jap, aku tahu tadi aku tk bwk kan ? " then terus zuuuup i went off to teacher to get permission to take my valuables from my bag. search for it and panicked , dont have. sheesh i even check the bag the one sitting behind me since no one's in the class. cause he's the one who left for the class last -.- and yeh i ran to the toilet and there it was , still inside the cubicle. thank god, i was damn lucky its still there.

fastforwardddd.
met shahfiq and tasha at bns at 3.50pm. tasha and me meet up first before tt. haikel was late for an hour for goodness's sake! omgaaah la haikel. haha eh wait, this is not a double date okay ;D haha, so yeh heed to the library, shahfiq and me couldnt stop talking behind when tasha and haikel was quiet all the way -.- they do their assignments while me and shahfiq make noise-.- shahfiq went home at 5.30pm. pfft, so i left tasha and haikel for awhile and send him to the mrt, got a hug and went off. ate kfc with the remaining three and eat guava and went home. so yeh thanks tou three for awesome today esp to shahfiq,really. i enjoyed myself eventhough we met for awhile. bye fuckerzzzz, im off blogging at my private blog -.-

I still remember the day when you went away to tanjung pinang, for threeee fucking long days and i feel different. Everything i do seems wrong, nothing's perfect. I kept asking myself when will you be home? When will you call? Cause i fucking miss your voice at that very moment i feel like i need to hear your voice. Idk why, dont ask me this. Surely all will know who im referring to at this moment when reading this cause there's only one who goes to tanjung pinang this month, or maybe you'll read this and get veryvery shock. Like yesterday when you ask me to tell you something shocking that will make you gasp. K now gasp now all you want. Cause i couldnt care less. You'll ask me everytime if you hurt me whenever i blogged this way. Well its like whenever i blogged this way, you'll hurt me in a thousand ways. Oh yes, but i'll never regret knowing you and thats that. Cause you make me uber happy in a hundred ways just by giving me a call even if its only a 16 minutes one, really. I waited like someone stupid. Love? Mmm, idk. Let's not talk about love, cause its akward loving someone who you havent met up. And guess what?

I dont even know why i blogged this way. HAH!

believe me, this is my second time updating, haha since i got two blogs already. im not tired of updating really. but i just thinks my private blog is more interesting than this normal blog? cause i update my personal stuffs there. so if you have my phone number , type i as a password to enter there. but yeh, many friends of mine who's using internet explorer to view my blog compaint alot cause they can't get in . so , its better to : download mozilla firefox. haha pandai pandai carik, tak boleh carik ask me how. lol.uhyeh, so lemme ceritekan serba sikit about yesterday since its already almost 5am im updating this. im not sleeping now because i already slept yesterday at 5pm till 10pm, thats why im not sleepy yet now and im staying awake alone cause everybody gone to the hospital, so jyeah.

tuition was as usual, after that accompany tasha to the northplaza's market to buy her veggies and benda benda dapur yang lain. i dint send her home cause im lazy and tired since we are meeting up right after that. soo, met up at two and proceed to banquet we ate kway teow cockels and then library and do our art. taufik join us for awhile, and do his art, but not really do uh, he stare into blank space-.- wtf maaaan, its like im only the one who's doing my work, since tasha is reading her novels. -.- tak habis2. uhyeh, so then, it was raining heavily when we went out from the library and its a bad luck i dint bring any umbrella with me when im always having it in my bag. -_-"! annnnd brought guava and lepak awhile behind cwp. took pictures but the pictures definetly not an okay one, im still thinking of uploading it anot. if yea, i'll upload it tmr. i was thinking of updating about funny convos between me and tasha. but i forget what the convo was about . haha, kay best im gone byee.

okay yes, i had my private blog made already. just click on the link at my profile to go okay.
my hit counters are newly put so yeh, thats explains the reason why there is small digits there okay. so yeh, i talked with shahfiq from 11 till 3.30am ytd, haha. since we havent talked for a long time and we had yesterday to catch up. i call shahfiq up from gg home walking home alone since mimi's tired and he can't accompany me. so yeh, sorry mimi for not picking up your call when im otp with shahfiq cause i dont hear my phone. he's sucha a baby ganyot, call me because had a nightmare, okay . that so random really.

had tution at 9, cause i delayed it. Its actually at 8am, but i can;t open my eyes even 3/4! i text tutor up and say i'll be coming late at 9. Only tasha came at 8, so sorry pentingkan tidooo. Haha, so yeh, as usual, i feel sleepy in tuition whereas tasha semangat nak mampos. She get to go home an hour earlier then me cause she attend earlier and i was mm alone? It was sucha boredom, i can'e even understand what tutor was blabbering about. so yeh, i dont have anything to update about see my another blog to see a veryvery long post, haha.
this are my plans.
saturday : tuition at 10am, go library do art with tashababy.
sunday: heed tot he library again with norman, since he wanna teach me ? but not confirm yet, k bye.

hello, im sleepy but i still have the urge to switch on the comp. funneh or whaaat, cause i dint get to play the comp for day and i feel like empty okay dah. so yeh, school was fucking damn it tiring and sleepy as hell, i dint know how to describe how my sleepyness is! seriously, thats the most sleepy i can be. fuck kah hao upside down, cause he's the one talking and im the one who needs to change seat with him. Mdm haslina ask me to sit with yong da, and the seat was waaaaay back, im squintting my eyeees. Yong da kept asking for pencil so i repeatedly give him. Then he was like "got eraser?" Then i was like nah *passing my pencil. Yongda: Haha, that sleepy ar you ? *smiles, and close eyes back. It was during chemistry lesson when i had this conversation, with tashah.

maya : eh tashaa, bagi aku idea nak hilangkan ngantok, aku ngantok gile babi to the max siak. tell me something shocking.
tasha: okay aku bilang kau eeeeh, aku suke kau.
maya: haha shhhhhhhhhhh, diam diam, nanti orang dengar.

lol kay, she got me laughing after that and my sleepyness fades bit by bit. art was okay , i was scared cause i dint do my art pieces, and guess what, teacher was this bit ___ in giving hope on us. teacher taught us revision on painting today, okay no yesterday. it was fucking difficult i tell you but okay laa.

so yeh, i went to the hospital with ajie and i miss him and he scolded me for being late and yeh, blablabla reach hospital ate.. andyeh went back. thats all. and now im otp with shahfiq for like 1 hour plus alrd , annddd just chatting with marxie . but she isnt replying assshit, maybe having a confernce convo and yeh, forget about me. im off, and guess what, im planning on to do a private blog after this. cause i feel like putting and letting out everything into something, but im too lazy to have a diary cause i prefer typing then writing. so yeh, only some will get to know about this another blog of mine. byeee.

Okay yes, hello. Woke up at 6.20 and i was late to wake Mimi up as i promised him at 6.10am. Thank god he wasnt late for school. So yeah, batheee and yeh i was hyper in the morning already, dont ask me why cause i dont even have the reason ? mmm, i sing out loud early in the morning, thats the reason why it rains so heavily in the afternoon? Haha, kay tak kelakar. It was so unusual for me to go out early, but yeh because of that big brown dog whc aku terserempak under my void, makes me walk a whole long way. Tasha membebel cause i was late in meeting her. Alaaaah, normal lah her membebel, sekejap aje reduce dieeeer peh volume.

Uhyeh, had maths whc was quite okay, wanting help me alot. She's a guinness i swear. Okay, then had mt whc i get a scolding from cikgu haryati for talking alot. Had physics, whc was a two period one. Was damn sleepy at the first period but then, idk what makes me wake up, i forget and i have the sudden to learn physics. Then i ask wanting damn alot of questions. I dont even know I=current. V=voltage. E=energy. I ask wanting everything about si units and yeh, tried putting the formulas in. First time or what, i understand phyics and its the first time im doing physics work today like by myself? Okay, tu pun nak bangga ah maya ? Lol, recessed ate mee rebus and had ss, whc i also i have the sudden to learn ss? But i only understand some. I only love mr sam soo's method of teaching ? Uhyeh, eng was sucky and we girlsss tasha and ain keep on blowing bubble gum whc tasha brought for us each. We kept blowing and blowing, having the newspapers hiding and hide the bubbles we blowed everytime. Im addicted to it already, cause they taught me how to blow BIG ones. I want bubble gummy.):

Went home, played in the rain with farihin, awhile, but still have an umbrella with us, tasha borrowed to us and she went home. We were acting like real kids? I volunterred to hold the payong, and i run away from farihin and she kept chasing me ? Haha,and fyi there's a fucking long shelter beside us , nearest to farihin , and she belo wanna chase me for the fucking umbrella, haha! Belo se belo belo nyer siaal. Chill at my house and she played the piano ,okay no organ whc i havent switch it on for ages. So yeah, went banquet, ate nasi ayam, guava and chocolate cream chip at starbucks whc she treat me ? geeez, thanks baby, sedap oi, pasal free, lol:D im off.

you're making things complicated omg. im taking advices and consolations from marxie baby cause she's the only one in my mind who i can depend on about this for goodness's sake! im spilling out everything on her and yeh thanks. iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !

went tuition at 9.30am today, finished at 11, and yes tasha bby and me were craving for spaghetti so we brought the ingredients and cooked at my place. i do the cooking while tasha helped me do the housechores and helped me clean up my room. like seriously, from a veryvery messy room to a neat one i swear thats the neatest ive seen out of my bedroom! omg , haha. and yeh, we watched love is cinta , and she went home. i onlined from 1pm till 7pm guess what. speaking of this, i remembered when mimi asked me to pick up a new hobby to do instead of gg online the whole day.=.="! haha, and yeh after 7, i slept till 10 and watch tevee, its so rare of me to switch the tv on! and yeh, mom got back at 11 pm from the hosp, and yeh tried sleeping but i cant. so i went out, planning to go online but stepbro was using the comp so i did my maths homework for awhile. and yeh, at 1.30 i went online. till now, 3.12am! and yeh, tmr will be : a day out with mus at the lib do hwk and to the hosp, i think? im gone.

First : i off my comp at 2.30 am, cause mom asked me to sleep due to tuition today, and yeah, i turned in. I have a hard time turning in really. And i slept at last at around 3.30 am cause thats the last time i saw the clock. Second: I swear i dreamt of mimi. Well it will be ridiculous and crazy if i said i dreamt of meeting him up cause i havent met him up yet =.=! but yeh, i dreamt he got onlined at indon, and chatted with me, asking i miss him or not and stuffs. Well of course i do, thats why this kindaf dream. Don't ask me why, dont suspect i got anything up with him, i just missed him. Im not in love you damn it. So yeah, we chatted and chatted till he gtg cause his time was up. Haaaaaiz! So jyeah, its 8.30am now cause tuition have been postponed to 9am, and i dont feel like sleeping again cause i know i'll have a v hard time to sleep like again, so i bathed and on the comp. Im bored and im listening to this song : quite meaningful to me. Get it from Ajie, and its from sofie's hun's blog and im like listening to it over and over again. Im gone, bye.

its already 1 am and i dont think i wanna sleep yet cause first reason: im not sleepy. second reason: i still want my barney song from mimi, eventho he alr gave me a recording of a barney song. third reason: im use to talking to him before sleeping. fourth : im in a bad mood i think, for i also dk what. when i have a fun day yesterday. tasha surely make my day a bit more cheer up, making me laugh alot to forget anything that makes me down. well, thats what i call a bestfriend is, and i love her. and geees, i missed farihin hun already , meet up soon baby.

okay let's count it as a day, cause everyone have been missing awie and mimi. come back faster please. -__-"! tahan for another two days okay you guys ? we are waiting for you two twins to come back so yeah. have been giving mimi stupid offline messages cause he ask me to, as he say he may be onlineing at tanjong pinang, well i hope so. cause im feeling stupid as to waiting for him to online . -.- serious shit yo, i feel stupid. okay let's forget. i still got mimi's recording for singing barney song with his r karat alahai cutenye! loooools, im out , gotta attend tuition at 8am in the morning like for ths first time pagi gitu -.-! byeeee suckeeeeeeers!

ahhh fuck oh fuck, mimi will be gg tanjong pinang for 3 fucking days and this sucks. no barney songs for 3 days sheesh man. no late night calls. no listening to his voice tsk. im gonna miss you okay, have a nice trip . lol.

so yeah, went to the hosp just now, thought of going to the lib with tasha but then cancelled and postponed it to tmr, cause i fucking need help with maths homework. and yeah, guess what, mimi taught me maths on the phone, lol. haha seriously siaa, not teach, he's like giving me the answers -.- boleh harap jugak uh, cause his answer correct except for one.:] gave up on maths and concentrate on our talk, lol. so yeaaaaaa, weekends are such a boredom for this week, will be only gg to tuition and thats it i guess? such boredom, plus somemore mimi's gg away, can things get even worse?

the following will be displayed as: maya's kecoh picts ever, omg look at my pathetic face, HAHA. but we were playing in the rain so that explains alot for my wet hair and that sucks so much. i dont care how i look like. *rolls eyes. cause i aint have any crush on anybody, haha. tk suke sape sape, buat ape nak malu, right ? haaah, okay. let's update about ytd.

tasha and me heed to amk hub to watch leap years, its was so damn nice for a movie is all i could say ? we almost cried -.-! like seriously, very touching. oh maybe not a suitable movie for those who like action movies such as farihin, im tired of asking farihin to watch leap years! haha. so yeah, gg to the bbq pit was a last minute one cause i dint tell my mom anything. cause mom wouldnt let me off to ANYWHERE since stepdad's in hospital and i feel like eiwwwl, omg . so yeah took bus to ecp but me and tasha were lost between the block . she was panicked macam kanchiong siols, then altogether i asked two strangers and she ask one, at last we got to the underpass. reached there, played in the rain, ride bike with mus, okay he tompang. omg siak mus! you know i know siaal. haha. uh then, ard 8 plus we get off ecp, with nabeelah, tasha, anisah and ieka. and i thought i saw fee in the bus -.- so yeah, reached home at 10 sharp cause i get peanut waffle at cwp before gg back. shahfiq owe me a hug you ass.

tmrw nyer, we had chem remed,whc were pretty bored and i can swear i dont even understand a thing ? i dont know what teacher was blaberring about. idk why i always woke up late for holiday's activites, like remeds and tt day's malay workshop ? it started at 9am but i woke up at 8.30am. i was supposed to wake mimi up at 8.30 yea, but being someone who thinks about myself first , for the first time i forget about him awhile and went to bath, i repeatedly say sorry when i was otw going to school -.- im done baby, bye.

Im a paperplane baby and i wanna find a partner to fly paperplanes with.
Okay, wth siol maya ?
That's a nick tasha baby gave me . :)

Mmm, im bored and i just finished blogging at my private blog, go read if you wish to.
Marxie's in a bad mood and im not in the list to hear her problems. Tsk , and so i cant confort her no more.
I miss her actually, but then how ?
She ignored me when i ask her what's wrong and her pm says ,
she doesnt wanna talk to anyone except yat and sammy, tsk.
Im out.

Labels: who wanna trade life w me ?

Watch a movie called a walk to remember , i swear its the sweetest movie so far ive watched.
Its up to you, im still crazy over this shit, i swear. You can watch it thru www.movie6.net .
Far too good to be names as a movie? Argh, go and watch yourself. Im soo gonna watch it if i have the free time.

Im out.

I need chipsmore, to make me happy.
Oreo doesnt make me happy, cause there's no milk in my fridge omgah la.
Or maybe im gonna go northplaza to buy chipsmore.



Buuuuut, macam semangat gitu ? Ah tkper la. I'll still go.

If im not that lazy, and i really wanna play in the rain to release stress.
Where's farihin ? playing in the rain partner <3333

Labels: i miss you like how i miss the rain.

Guess what ?

I dint go school today cause i reach home at 6am last night. Kay no, morning. Cause i overnight at the hospital yesterday. And i thought we were going home as usual time : around 11 or 12 mid. But then, around 1 plus we are still there. So i tell mom i wont be going school as i'll confirm i can't sleep enough. So yeh, slept for 2 hours there , sumpah sedap macam taknak bangon. Wake up at 5.30am and relatives send home by lorrey. Reach home at 6 am. Ate egg sandwich mom and me brought at the hospital and went to sleep.Mom woke me up at 6.30 asking me whther really i dont wanna go sch anot. Then i say yeah, without opening my eyes. -.- seriussss shit. Cause i told mommy i'll be bored stiing at home and adik rase cam nak gi sekolah ah bu. Cause there's maths test , but i havent revise for it. Cannot understand, really. Ariff text me up and ask me dont go school so yeah will take the maths test with him another day.

Im gonna blog at my private blog, or maybe later at night, we'll see.
And yeah, im getting ready after that to meet tasha up. I miss her, idk why. Pasal aku lesbo. Hahaa.
Or maybe will be meeting shahfiq upp awhile later if there's time. Aww he still missed me . Roflol lah you XD
Bye ah bye.

pffft, i just put down this conference call : haaaah, omg laa, so damn it kecoh esp sofie, eh sialar, she sing damn nice really. esp the one bleeding love. the conference call consist of: sofie, dee, hanisauraus, irfeen, paul and fiqqoscar ? haaah, serious, most of em i did not know much ? and its been long i havent had a conference call like this kecoh.

so yeh, let's about awesome today.
two bad thing happened : i TRIED so hard to have good mood first thing in the morning, cause im dissapointed of yesterday i dint know how to describe how dissapointed i am. :/ people kept me in the dark , just to make me happy when i doesnt. try imagining how i'll feel when i get to know this at the very end. i can't even speak my feelings in words. haiz, i can't even find the reason why you two kept me in the dark. oh please; okay stop. continue on with the bad tragedy. i goes out at 7am cause i feel like walking slowly when im always going out at 7.10am. when i was walking halfway to school already, i remebered there was art lesson today. i did bring paint brushes etc and guess what, my drawing block's not in myhand! i run the way back, and it was 7.15 when i came out from home omg, i was panic. thank god we were one minute to late? okay we =tasha.

second tragic thing : went off to change into uniform cause we had PE before , get changed, and went to art class. after like 10 minutes later tasha asked me : so shahfiq ikot tk nie ? then i was like " eh kejap, where's my hp? ader nampak tk? okay jap, aku tahu tadi aku tk bwk kan ? " then terus zuuuup i went off to teacher to get permission to take my valuables from my bag. search for it and panicked , dont have. sheesh i even check the bag the one sitting behind me since no one's in the class. cause he's the one who left for the class last -.- and yeh i ran to the toilet and there it was , still inside the cubicle. thank god, i was damn lucky its still there.

fastforwardddd.
met shahfiq and tasha at bns at 3.50pm. tasha and me meet up first before tt. haikel was late for an hour for goodness's sake! omgaaah la haikel. haha eh wait, this is not a double date okay ;D haha, so yeh heed to the library, shahfiq and me couldnt stop talking behind when tasha and haikel was quiet all the way -.- they do their assignments while me and shahfiq make noise-.- shahfiq went home at 5.30pm. pfft, so i left tasha and haikel for awhile and send him to the mrt, got a hug and went off. ate kfc with the remaining three and eat guava and went home. so yeh thanks tou three for awesome today esp to shahfiq,really. i enjoyed myself eventhough we met for awhile. bye fuckerzzzz, im off blogging at my private blog -.-

I still remember the day when you went away to tanjung pinang, for threeee fucking long days and i feel different. Everything i do seems wrong, nothing's perfect. I kept asking myself when will you be home? When will you call? Cause i fucking miss your voice at that very moment i feel like i need to hear your voice. Idk why, dont ask me this. Surely all will know who im referring to at this moment when reading this cause there's only one who goes to tanjung pinang this month, or maybe you'll read this and get veryvery shock. Like yesterday when you ask me to tell you something shocking that will make you gasp. K now gasp now all you want. Cause i couldnt care less. You'll ask me everytime if you hurt me whenever i blogged this way. Well its like whenever i blogged this way, you'll hurt me in a thousand ways. Oh yes, but i'll never regret knowing you and thats that. Cause you make me uber happy in a hundred ways just by giving me a call even if its only a 16 minutes one, really. I waited like someone stupid. Love? Mmm, idk. Let's not talk about love, cause its akward loving someone who you havent met up. And guess what?

I dont even know why i blogged this way. HAH!

believe me, this is my second time updating, haha since i got two blogs already. im not tired of updating really. but i just thinks my private blog is more interesting than this normal blog? cause i update my personal stuffs there. so if you have my phone number , type i as a password to enter there. but yeh, many friends of mine who's using internet explorer to view my blog compaint alot cause they can't get in . so , its better to : download mozilla firefox. haha pandai pandai carik, tak boleh carik ask me how. lol.uhyeh, so lemme ceritekan serba sikit about yesterday since its already almost 5am im updating this. im not sleeping now because i already slept yesterday at 5pm till 10pm, thats why im not sleepy yet now and im staying awake alone cause everybody gone to the hospital, so jyeah.

tuition was as usual, after that accompany tasha to the northplaza's market to buy her veggies and benda benda dapur yang lain. i dint send her home cause im lazy and tired since we are meeting up right after that. soo, met up at two and proceed to banquet we ate kway teow cockels and then library and do our art. taufik join us for awhile, and do his art, but not really do uh, he stare into blank space-.- wtf maaaan, its like im only the one who's doing my work, since tasha is reading her novels. -.- tak habis2. uhyeh, so then, it was raining heavily when we went out from the library and its a bad luck i dint bring any umbrella with me when im always having it in my bag. -_-"! annnnd brought guava and lepak awhile behind cwp. took pictures but the pictures definetly not an okay one, im still thinking of uploading it anot. if yea, i'll upload it tmr. i was thinking of updating about funny convos between me and tasha. but i forget what the convo was about . haha, kay best im gone byee.

okay yes, i had my private blog made already. just click on the link at my profile to go okay.
my hit counters are newly put so yeh, thats explains the reason why there is small digits there okay. so yeh, i talked with shahfiq from 11 till 3.30am ytd, haha. since we havent talked for a long time and we had yesterday to catch up. i call shahfiq up from gg home walking home alone since mimi's tired and he can't accompany me. so yeh, sorry mimi for not picking up your call when im otp with shahfiq cause i dont hear my phone. he's sucha a baby ganyot, call me because had a nightmare, okay . that so random really.

had tution at 9, cause i delayed it. Its actually at 8am, but i can;t open my eyes even 3/4! i text tutor up and say i'll be coming late at 9. Only tasha came at 8, so sorry pentingkan tidooo. Haha, so yeh, as usual, i feel sleepy in tuition whereas tasha semangat nak mampos. She get to go home an hour earlier then me cause she attend earlier and i was mm alone? It was sucha boredom, i can'e even understand what tutor was blabbering about. so yeh, i dont have anything to update about see my another blog to see a veryvery long post, haha.
this are my plans.
saturday : tuition at 10am, go library do art with tashababy.
sunday: heed tot he library again with norman, since he wanna teach me ? but not confirm yet, k bye.

hello, im sleepy but i still have the urge to switch on the comp. funneh or whaaat, cause i dint get to play the comp for day and i feel like empty okay dah. so yeh, school was fucking damn it tiring and sleepy as hell, i dint know how to describe how my sleepyness is! seriously, thats the most sleepy i can be. fuck kah hao upside down, cause he's the one talking and im the one who needs to change seat with him. Mdm haslina ask me to sit with yong da, and the seat was waaaaay back, im squintting my eyeees. Yong da kept asking for pencil so i repeatedly give him. Then he was like "got eraser?" Then i was like nah *passing my pencil. Yongda: Haha, that sleepy ar you ? *smiles, and close eyes back. It was during chemistry lesson when i had this conversation, with tashah.

maya : eh tashaa, bagi aku idea nak hilangkan ngantok, aku ngantok gile babi to the max siak. tell me something shocking.
tasha: okay aku bilang kau eeeeh, aku suke kau.
maya: haha shhhhhhhhhhh, diam diam, nanti orang dengar.

lol kay, she got me laughing after that and my sleepyness fades bit by bit. art was okay , i was scared cause i dint do my art pieces, and guess what, teacher was this bit ___ in giving hope on us. teacher taught us revision on painting today, okay no yesterday. it was fucking difficult i tell you but okay laa.

so yeh, i went to the hospital with ajie and i miss him and he scolded me for being late and yeh, blablabla reach hospital ate.. andyeh went back. thats all. and now im otp with shahfiq for like 1 hour plus alrd , annddd just chatting with marxie . but she isnt replying assshit, maybe having a confernce convo and yeh, forget about me. im off, and guess what, im planning on to do a private blog after this. cause i feel like putting and letting out everything into something, but im too lazy to have a diary cause i prefer typing then writing. so yeh, only some will get to know about this another blog of mine. byeee.

Okay yes, hello. Woke up at 6.20 and i was late to wake Mimi up as i promised him at 6.10am. Thank god he wasnt late for school. So yeah, batheee and yeh i was hyper in the morning already, dont ask me why cause i dont even have the reason ? mmm, i sing out loud early in the morning, thats the reason why it rains so heavily in the afternoon? Haha, kay tak kelakar. It was so unusual for me to go out early, but yeh because of that big brown dog whc aku terserempak under my void, makes me walk a whole long way. Tasha membebel cause i was late in meeting her. Alaaaah, normal lah her membebel, sekejap aje reduce dieeeer peh volume.

Uhyeh, had maths whc was quite okay, wanting help me alot. She's a guinness i swear. Okay, then had mt whc i get a scolding from cikgu haryati for talking alot. Had physics, whc was a two period one. Was damn sleepy at the first period but then, idk what makes me wake up, i forget and i have the sudden to learn physics. Then i ask wanting damn alot of questions. I dont even know I=current. V=voltage. E=energy. I ask wanting everything about si units and yeh, tried putting the formulas in. First time or what, i understand phyics and its the first time im doing physics work today like by myself? Okay, tu pun nak bangga ah maya ? Lol, recessed ate mee rebus and had ss, whc i also i have the sudden to learn ss? But i only understand some. I only love mr sam soo's method of teaching ? Uhyeh, eng was sucky and we girlsss tasha and ain keep on blowing bubble gum whc tasha brought for us each. We kept blowing and blowing, having the newspapers hiding and hide the bubbles we blowed everytime. Im addicted to it already, cause they taught me how to blow BIG ones. I want bubble gummy.):

Went home, played in the rain with farihin, awhile, but still have an umbrella with us, tasha borrowed to us and she went home. We were acting like real kids? I volunterred to hold the payong, and i run away from farihin and she kept chasing me ? Haha,and fyi there's a fucking long shelter beside us , nearest to farihin , and she belo wanna chase me for the fucking umbrella, haha! Belo se belo belo nyer siaal. Chill at my house and she played the piano ,okay no organ whc i havent switch it on for ages. So yeah, went banquet, ate nasi ayam, guava and chocolate cream chip at starbucks whc she treat me ? geeez, thanks baby, sedap oi, pasal free, lol:D im off.

you're making things complicated omg. im taking advices and consolations from marxie baby cause she's the only one in my mind who i can depend on about this for goodness's sake! im spilling out everything on her and yeh thanks. iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !

went tuition at 9.30am today, finished at 11, and yes tasha bby and me were craving for spaghetti so we brought the ingredients and cooked at my place. i do the cooking while tasha helped me do the housechores and helped me clean up my room. like seriously, from a veryvery messy room to a neat one i swear thats the neatest ive seen out of my bedroom! omg , haha. and yeh, we watched love is cinta , and she went home. i onlined from 1pm till 7pm guess what. speaking of this, i remembered when mimi asked me to pick up a new hobby to do instead of gg online the whole day.=.="! haha, and yeh after 7, i slept till 10 and watch tevee, its so rare of me to switch the tv on! and yeh, mom got back at 11 pm from the hosp, and yeh tried sleeping but i cant. so i went out, planning to go online but stepbro was using the comp so i did my maths homework for awhile. and yeh, at 1.30 i went online. till now, 3.12am! and yeh, tmr will be : a day out with mus at the lib do hwk and to the hosp, i think? im gone.

First : i off my comp at 2.30 am, cause mom asked me to sleep due to tuition today, and yeah, i turned in. I have a hard time turning in really. And i slept at last at around 3.30 am cause thats the last time i saw the clock. Second: I swear i dreamt of mimi. Well it will be ridiculous and crazy if i said i dreamt of meeting him up cause i havent met him up yet =.=! but yeh, i dreamt he got onlined at indon, and chatted with me, asking i miss him or not and stuffs. Well of course i do, thats why this kindaf dream. Don't ask me why, dont suspect i got anything up with him, i just missed him. Im not in love you damn it. So yeah, we chatted and chatted till he gtg cause his time was up. Haaaaaiz! So jyeah, its 8.30am now cause tuition have been postponed to 9am, and i dont feel like sleeping again cause i know i'll have a v hard time to sleep like again, so i bathed and on the comp. Im bored and im listening to this song : quite meaningful to me. Get it from Ajie, and its from sofie's hun's blog and im like listening to it over and over again. Im gone, bye.

its already 1 am and i dont think i wanna sleep yet cause first reason: im not sleepy. second reason: i still want my barney song from mimi, eventho he alr gave me a recording of a barney song. third reason: im use to talking to him before sleeping. fourth : im in a bad mood i think, for i also dk what. when i have a fun day yesterday. tasha surely make my day a bit more cheer up, making me laugh alot to forget anything that makes me down. well, thats what i call a bestfriend is, and i love her. and geees, i missed farihin hun already , meet up soon baby.

okay let's count it as a day, cause everyone have been missing awie and mimi. come back faster please. -__-"! tahan for another two days okay you guys ? we are waiting for you two twins to come back so yeah. have been giving mimi stupid offline messages cause he ask me to, as he say he may be onlineing at tanjong pinang, well i hope so. cause im feeling stupid as to waiting for him to online . -.- serious shit yo, i feel stupid. okay let's forget. i still got mimi's recording for singing barney song with his r karat alahai cutenye! loooools, im out , gotta attend tuition at 8am in the morning like for ths first time pagi gitu -.-! byeeee suckeeeeeeers!

ahhh fuck oh fuck, mimi will be gg tanjong pinang for 3 fucking days and this sucks. no barney songs for 3 days sheesh man. no late night calls. no listening to his voice tsk. im gonna miss you okay, have a nice trip . lol.

so yeah, went to the hosp just now, thought of going to the lib with tasha but then cancelled and postponed it to tmr, cause i fucking need help with maths homework. and yeah, guess what, mimi taught me maths on the phone, lol. haha seriously siaa, not teach, he's like giving me the answers -.- boleh harap jugak uh, cause his answer correct except for one.:] gave up on maths and concentrate on our talk, lol. so yeaaaaaa, weekends are such a boredom for this week, will be only gg to tuition and thats it i guess? such boredom, plus somemore mimi's gg away, can things get even worse?

the following will be displayed as: maya's kecoh picts ever, omg look at my pathetic face, HAHA. but we were playing in the rain so that explains alot for my wet hair and that sucks so much. i dont care how i look like. *rolls eyes. cause i aint have any crush on anybody, haha. tk suke sape sape, buat ape nak malu, right ? haaah, okay. let's update about ytd.

tasha and me heed to amk hub to watch leap years, its was so damn nice for a movie is all i could say ? we almost cried -.-! like seriously, very touching. oh maybe not a suitable movie for those who like action movies such as farihin, im tired of asking farihin to watch leap years! haha. so yeah, gg to the bbq pit was a last minute one cause i dint tell my mom anything. cause mom wouldnt let me off to ANYWHERE since stepdad's in hospital and i feel like eiwwwl, omg . so yeah took bus to ecp but me and tasha were lost between the block . she was panicked macam kanchiong siols, then altogether i asked two strangers and she ask one, at last we got to the underpass. reached there, played in the rain, ride bike with mus, okay he tompang. omg siak mus! you know i know siaal. haha. uh then, ard 8 plus we get off ecp, with nabeelah, tasha, anisah and ieka. and i thought i saw fee in the bus -.- so yeah, reached home at 10 sharp cause i get peanut waffle at cwp before gg back. shahfiq owe me a hug you ass.

tmrw nyer, we had chem remed,whc were pretty bored and i can swear i dont even understand a thing ? i dont know what teacher was blaberring about. idk why i always woke up late for holiday's activites, like remeds and tt day's malay workshop ? it started at 9am but i woke up at 8.30am. i was supposed to wake mimi up at 8.30 yea, but being someone who thinks about myself first , for the first time i forget about him awhile and went to bath, i repeatedly say sorry when i was otw going to school -.- im done baby, bye.

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.