First : i off my comp at 2.30 am, cause mom asked me to sleep due to tuition today, and yeah, i turned in. I have a hard time turning in really. And i slept at last at around 3.30 am cause thats the last time i saw the clock. Second: I swear i dreamt of mimi. Well it will be ridiculous and crazy if i said i dreamt of meeting him up cause i havent met him up yet =.=! but yeh, i dreamt he got onlined at indon, and chatted with me, asking i miss him or not and stuffs. Well of course i do, thats why this kindaf dream. Don't ask me why, dont suspect i got anything up with him, i just missed him. Im not in love you damn it. So yeah, we chatted and chatted till he gtg cause his time was up. Haaaaaiz! So jyeah, its 8.30am now cause tuition have been postponed to 9am, and i dont feel like sleeping again cause i know i'll have a v hard time to sleep like again, so i bathed and on the comp. Im bored and im listening to this song : quite meaningful to me. Get it from Ajie, and its from sofie's hun's blog and im like listening to it over and over again. Im gone, bye.

First : i off my comp at 2.30 am, cause mom asked me to sleep due to tuition today, and yeah, i turned in. I have a hard time turning in really. And i slept at last at around 3.30 am cause thats the last time i saw the clock. Second: I swear i dreamt of mimi. Well it will be ridiculous and crazy if i said i dreamt of meeting him up cause i havent met him up yet =.=! but yeh, i dreamt he got onlined at indon, and chatted with me, asking i miss him or not and stuffs. Well of course i do, thats why this kindaf dream. Don't ask me why, dont suspect i got anything up with him, i just missed him. Im not in love you damn it. So yeah, we chatted and chatted till he gtg cause his time was up. Haaaaaiz! So jyeah, its 8.30am now cause tuition have been postponed to 9am, and i dont feel like sleeping again cause i know i'll have a v hard time to sleep like again, so i bathed and on the comp. Im bored and im listening to this song : quite meaningful to me. Get it from Ajie, and its from sofie's hun's blog and im like listening to it over and over again. Im gone, bye.

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.