Tuesday, March 4, 2008
isn't he's damn fucking hot ? fuck you. i wish im hot like him, even if it takes to be a guy for me.^^ arrrrgh, okay. its like so long already i dont go crazy over artists and whatever shits cause i find it irritating, but after like watching his videos songs and all, omg he's just so damn it cute. esp in the song just so you know. omgomgomg JESSE MCCARTNEEEEEEY! k dah.
today was boring, only PE lesson was great but childish. i prefer playing captain ball and getting my sweats out, pffft . maths was a two period one but mdm haslina didnt came, due to mc, everybody in class was happy. if im not wrong, tmr will also be no mdm haslina. haha, cause i check the board at the general's. but i wanna get my tests, i put my effort in it 0.o eventhough i dint even study, i expected at least a pass? eng was merepek, but norman started texting me. boredom was over. recess was alright, mee rebus, faaaaaaaav ! ^^ geog was boring, i almost slept while teacher was teaching. and yeah go home with norman,he send me i send him cause i got remed and got back to sch. got a hug and ciaaaoo.
mimi, thanks for the amazing talk yesterday. i was like, afraid to call you up? cause its been so long i never had late night calls, cause i was tired to entertain people. and yeah, i was afraid i wouldnt have anything to talk about and we're gonan be quiet. haah, and yeah, you make me laugh like alot of times you ass. liar liar pants on fire siak.
im gonna tell this straight. its so damn complicated. ive tried my best to forget you, but you came again. eventhough as a friend, its hard for me. seriously , im not trying to chase you away from my life, but in fact i really appreaciate your presence. im happy, im laughing when im with you. cause i enjoyed your accompanion. but when i think back, im not worth for you. you're that perfect but its a waste the girl you like doesnt appreaciate you like how im gonna appreaciate you if i got you. its damn complicated, i dont know if i wanted you in my life , cause i really had go through the plans of forgetting you ? mmm and yah i did ignore you that one time, this long hard time. i can't resist it. its just that, im gonna do whatever that will make you happy, that will make you smile, and laugh just like normal. im trying my best, dont worry, to forget this feelings i had.
