Sunday, March 2, 2008

okaaaaaaaaaay, i got some mood to talk about this someone. eventhough i just know him for like just 24 long hours, he made me smiled all the way. i know him from myspace of course since im active there already. then msn, then text. surprisingly he's one of the hate/mp. ahhh just because danial is one of those too. okayf orget about him, guys are an ass sometimes lah kan. im not referring to all lah, for some only. ^^ haha kamal doesnt seem to stop calling me a rapist and volunteered himself for being rape by me, haha like of course from my friendster name whc is :zeera feels like raping you. haaaa, omgomg. alaaaaa, rape guy tak best lah, rape girl more gerek, got more assets^^ hahaha ! understand kamal ? HAHAHA, okaay, last of all he rocks okay. ly ! bye eh bye.
another thing, a visit to the hospital just now.
stepdad quite okay already, can open eyes bigbig. my first visit , when the first time he open his eyes that big like normal nyer laaa. belo saaaa, haha. i was soo damn happy. i helped take the papers annd pen and he talked to us by writing. eventho his writings like budak kecik, cannot understand punyeh , we still tried our best to understand then caaan already:D haha, paling gerek was that, he gelek sak, kindaf shake his body to the left and right. haha funneh, can do lawak saaaak. he pelawak of the day like seriously. i cried and laugh. -.- argh, but he still cant talk. he whispers, and we have a hard time to understand his words too. i miss his voice like suddenly when long ago i feel irritated when he karaoke at home. i want him back home, my wish fer now. okay best, im gone, its already 4am and i got tuition tmr at 12! argggh k bye.
Sunday, March 2, 2008

okaaaaaaaaaay, i got some mood to talk about this someone. eventhough i just know him for like just 24 long hours, he made me smiled all the way. i know him from myspace of course since im active there already. then msn, then text. surprisingly he's one of the hate/mp. ahhh just because danial is one of those too. okayf orget about him, guys are an ass sometimes lah kan. im not referring to all lah, for some only. ^^ haha kamal doesnt seem to stop calling me a rapist and volunteered himself for being rape by me, haha like of course from my friendster name whc is :zeera feels like raping you. haaaa, omgomg. alaaaaa, rape guy tak best lah, rape girl more gerek, got more assets^^ hahaha ! understand kamal ? HAHAHA, okaay, last of all he rocks okay. ly ! bye eh bye.
another thing, a visit to the hospital just now.
stepdad quite okay already, can open eyes bigbig. my first visit , when the first time he open his eyes that big like normal nyer laaa. belo saaaa, haha. i was soo damn happy. i helped take the papers annd pen and he talked to us by writing. eventho his writings like budak kecik, cannot understand punyeh , we still tried our best to understand then caaan already:D haha, paling gerek was that, he gelek sak, kindaf shake his body to the left and right. haha funneh, can do lawak saaaak. he pelawak of the day like seriously. i cried and laugh. -.- argh, but he still cant talk. he whispers, and we have a hard time to understand his words too. i miss his voice like suddenly when long ago i feel irritated when he karaoke at home. i want him back home, my wish fer now. okay best, im gone, its already 4am and i got tuition tmr at 12! argggh k bye.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.