SAP DAWG!

today half day school, till 10am. then lepak at farihin's place and yes, play comp ,eat nasi sambal goreng i brought at kedai mamakk, dress her up for her date and stuffs. damn cerewet cause i choose for her this grey long sleeve and skirt, its niceeey. it was raining so heavily, board the bus to cwp with syafiq and farihin, then walk home, like wasting my 55cents -.- reached home and slept from 3 till 5. cause i camwhored before sleeping and yeah new picts will be up soon. woke up at 7 and called mom straight away. im like orang rasuk siak, wake up run and take my home phone to dial. at first she pick up but dint talk, i heard doctor's voice at the background. and i know something was up. called again and mom scolded me for calling and calling -.- and she said stepdad's hearbeat not stable, and is in critical state. i thought everything will be alright since he's already cured halfway after the dylasis. but things went wrong. god, i only want this wish to come true, thats all. i just want my stepdad back,and that's it. i wont ask for anymore wish.

thanks to all these pretty peoples, who consoled me all the way.
mimi , nabeelah, tasha, fee, farihin, syafiq and the others , sorry for not writing.
i owe you all too much, thanks vvmuch.
mimi especially, he's like my close friend already, ily. im out, wanna call mimi -.- byeeeee.
just pray for my stepdad if you're free.

SAP DAWG!

today half day school, till 10am. then lepak at farihin's place and yes, play comp ,eat nasi sambal goreng i brought at kedai mamakk, dress her up for her date and stuffs. damn cerewet cause i choose for her this grey long sleeve and skirt, its niceeey. it was raining so heavily, board the bus to cwp with syafiq and farihin, then walk home, like wasting my 55cents -.- reached home and slept from 3 till 5. cause i camwhored before sleeping and yeah new picts will be up soon. woke up at 7 and called mom straight away. im like orang rasuk siak, wake up run and take my home phone to dial. at first she pick up but dint talk, i heard doctor's voice at the background. and i know something was up. called again and mom scolded me for calling and calling -.- and she said stepdad's hearbeat not stable, and is in critical state. i thought everything will be alright since he's already cured halfway after the dylasis. but things went wrong. god, i only want this wish to come true, thats all. i just want my stepdad back,and that's it. i wont ask for anymore wish.

thanks to all these pretty peoples, who consoled me all the way.
mimi , nabeelah, tasha, fee, farihin, syafiq and the others , sorry for not writing.
i owe you all too much, thanks vvmuch.
mimi especially, he's like my close friend already, ily. im out, wanna call mimi -.- byeeeee.
just pray for my stepdad if you're free.

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.