Your name's fucking mad?
Well im fuckingfucking mad. Really, sumpah aku tak bedek sial.

I didnt get closer to your friends, i helped one of them in return.
Cause one, he helped me give advices about you, its all about you.
Cause i liked you.
Why?

Cause i found myself happy, after putting down all your calls.
Even hearing your voice will be a great day ahead of me.
You left me here with alot of questions, not knowing whether you're serious with your last words.
Go on, go on with another girl. Say you miss her and stuffs.
I still remember the time when we first talked.
The beginning ; you cared for me, i know.
Cause whenever you read my blog , whever I blogged when im hurt,
you would call me up at night , despite the late time, you still called and asked me whether im okay.
And now? NO MORE, no more of those. I just think you've changed.
Will you even give me a call when you read this? No, i think.
Cause you dont fucking care. Today, is the worse day ever after. I thought things will gonna be fine,
but it seems nooo. Its never fine. I wanted to settle things with you, but you gave me the sarcasm,
you changed into something heartless and repliedme that way.
I say bye and let you chat with myra, cause if you go to her, you'll be happy.
Remember ? I told you my only wish from you is just for you to happy and hear your laughters.
And i only wanna steal you, nothing else.
You didnt mean it when you say you hope im the one who makes you smile and my heart is what you wanna steal? Prove it? Haaaaah no you wont for now.

Labels: Tonight's sleep wont be that early.

Your name's fucking mad?
Well im fuckingfucking mad. Really, sumpah aku tak bedek sial.

I didnt get closer to your friends, i helped one of them in return.
Cause one, he helped me give advices about you, its all about you.
Cause i liked you.
Why?

Cause i found myself happy, after putting down all your calls.
Even hearing your voice will be a great day ahead of me.
You left me here with alot of questions, not knowing whether you're serious with your last words.
Go on, go on with another girl. Say you miss her and stuffs.
I still remember the time when we first talked.
The beginning ; you cared for me, i know.
Cause whenever you read my blog , whever I blogged when im hurt,
you would call me up at night , despite the late time, you still called and asked me whether im okay.
And now? NO MORE, no more of those. I just think you've changed.
Will you even give me a call when you read this? No, i think.
Cause you dont fucking care. Today, is the worse day ever after. I thought things will gonna be fine,
but it seems nooo. Its never fine. I wanted to settle things with you, but you gave me the sarcasm,
you changed into something heartless and repliedme that way.
I say bye and let you chat with myra, cause if you go to her, you'll be happy.
Remember ? I told you my only wish from you is just for you to happy and hear your laughters.
And i only wanna steal you, nothing else.
You didnt mean it when you say you hope im the one who makes you smile and my heart is what you wanna steal? Prove it? Haaaaah no you wont for now.

Labels: Tonight's sleep wont be that early.

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.