Yesterday was a nothing interesting happen, so ive got nothing to update on, but ive done a stupid thing =/ Really, i felt stupid , once again. During P.E lesson, we are needed to run outside school perimeter, whc is dang a whole way bigger than school's field. And i was like saying to farihin : Kalau aku sayang someone aku tak perlu sebut nama, aku tak stop okay during this one whole round. And yeh, i left her behind cause she stopped and no way am i gonna stop. I already made my deal. Despite of quarrels since we havent yet settle this stupid things against us till yesterday night, i still made a deal on him. Stupid, i know. And i was the first girl to finish the run. Cause i run along with the guys in front. Pffft, not that proud or what, just that its so seldomly to be the first girl in class to finish running that fast. I ignored my panting, and my asthma. And yes, i ran as fast as i could. I didnt stopped for a walk even for a minute. Cool ? Nope.

Today isnt that better,
Just that we had performance about mak kau peh lidak (mothertongue) week. Kekek performance, hindustan dances and all gah. The song is still repeating in my head -.- Tash had to go back home, so me and farihin rent Tale of two sisters, a horror movie and watch at farihin's crib. Cause my crib's way more far to school as we planned to watch rugby match in school in the afternoon. We're like screaming ? And running away from the tv, when the suspen part came, and yeh, macam budak bodoh i mean. But the story was great only that we had a little bit of not understanding the story. I'll think about it tonight, about the answers to all the questions -.- gah, kay bodoh.

Played the comp, she edittted her pictures, and i slept in her room cause i was sleepy like zomg. Slept for like 30minutes and get ready and camwhored for a how many pictures. Aku tak cantik, so ? Aku tak kesah laa. Tak suke sape sape puuuuun. *Rolls eyes. Okay tak. I just woke up at that time, so that explains my eyebags yang besar macam kuih pau sumpah tak bedek! Watched rugby, mus was being an irritating ass, disturbing us all the time ? But yeh, i miss him alot, still. Despite of not having the time to spent with each other. Evergreen wins over ape entah sekolah idk. Aku enjoy today, till sekarang, tasha's having a bad mood.
Cheer up baby.):

I've think about the things my girls tells me today. If i didnt get myself a computer and internet access, will i know all these guys ? Friendster, msn , texts, calls, meet up. No i won't. If i didnt stick myself in front of the comp all day, i wouldnt have know all these heartbreaks, Cause one thing i knew, its all repeating over and over again, i swear. Sweet talker motherfuckaaaaas wont be in my life, destroying it. So why should i blame them for coming into my life? Cause its my bloody fault. As i choose to know these all guysssssss and have myself heartbroken everytime.
Im done here, gonna update at my priveeeeeh, bye.

Yesterday was a nothing interesting happen, so ive got nothing to update on, but ive done a stupid thing =/ Really, i felt stupid , once again. During P.E lesson, we are needed to run outside school perimeter, whc is dang a whole way bigger than school's field. And i was like saying to farihin : Kalau aku sayang someone aku tak perlu sebut nama, aku tak stop okay during this one whole round. And yeh, i left her behind cause she stopped and no way am i gonna stop. I already made my deal. Despite of quarrels since we havent yet settle this stupid things against us till yesterday night, i still made a deal on him. Stupid, i know. And i was the first girl to finish the run. Cause i run along with the guys in front. Pffft, not that proud or what, just that its so seldomly to be the first girl in class to finish running that fast. I ignored my panting, and my asthma. And yes, i ran as fast as i could. I didnt stopped for a walk even for a minute. Cool ? Nope.

Today isnt that better,
Just that we had performance about mak kau peh lidak (mothertongue) week. Kekek performance, hindustan dances and all gah. The song is still repeating in my head -.- Tash had to go back home, so me and farihin rent Tale of two sisters, a horror movie and watch at farihin's crib. Cause my crib's way more far to school as we planned to watch rugby match in school in the afternoon. We're like screaming ? And running away from the tv, when the suspen part came, and yeh, macam budak bodoh i mean. But the story was great only that we had a little bit of not understanding the story. I'll think about it tonight, about the answers to all the questions -.- gah, kay bodoh.

Played the comp, she edittted her pictures, and i slept in her room cause i was sleepy like zomg. Slept for like 30minutes and get ready and camwhored for a how many pictures. Aku tak cantik, so ? Aku tak kesah laa. Tak suke sape sape puuuuun. *Rolls eyes. Okay tak. I just woke up at that time, so that explains my eyebags yang besar macam kuih pau sumpah tak bedek! Watched rugby, mus was being an irritating ass, disturbing us all the time ? But yeh, i miss him alot, still. Despite of not having the time to spent with each other. Evergreen wins over ape entah sekolah idk. Aku enjoy today, till sekarang, tasha's having a bad mood.
Cheer up baby.):

I've think about the things my girls tells me today. If i didnt get myself a computer and internet access, will i know all these guys ? Friendster, msn , texts, calls, meet up. No i won't. If i didnt stick myself in front of the comp all day, i wouldnt have know all these heartbreaks, Cause one thing i knew, its all repeating over and over again, i swear. Sweet talker motherfuckaaaaas wont be in my life, destroying it. So why should i blame them for coming into my life? Cause its my bloody fault. As i choose to know these all guysssssss and have myself heartbroken everytime.
Im done here, gonna update at my priveeeeeh, bye.

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.