Fnb course finale.
Saturday, May 31, 2008




I guess the pictures explains everything tho. Hyperness is what happen today. I was sick, feverish and running nose. Like fugging irritating. And my eyebags,serious shite is big than ever. I was fucked up with those guys ytd. I mean, i was sick and mus, ajie, shahfiq, faris, they kept calling me, cause they wanna go up to my house and ask me to cook spaghetti. My body felt weak at that point of time cause i just had my panadols when they called at 2am, and mus kept forcing me-.- Sorry ah eh.
Reached oriton's at 9 plus, tasha and me and this sec three grl start doing the desserts. Tasha, DESSERT not DESERTS. Haha padahal aku eh, lol. I talk to that sec three girl to not make her felt leftout but then she kept giving short replies, embarass i think so i hack cared. Cause tasha had to pan fried some potatoes. Finish cooking, chef said we ALL were fast. The soup section and the roasted chicken section too. We then proceed to the cafe to see the captains and managers. We as chefs have to act as guests and they had to serve us, kirekan bedek bedek ah. Then after all that end, we had our break. Agaaaain mcdonalds. I brought hotcakes and sausages, Tasha had mcgriddles. But we shared awwww, romantic kan, i kno. Then at 12 proceed to the kitchen and do the decoration. Then blablabla teachers came and commented everything was nice, okay cool. Took school bus home, slept at tasha's shoulder all the way siol. Cramp habis dier cakap.XD And im done.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Maya tak nak masakkan aku spaghetti!
Aku sedih sey.
Maya dah tak sayang aku lagi.
Aku sedih sey.
Maya dah tak sayang aku lagi.
Oriton rocks yo.
*looks down.
Idk i got a shared blog, HAAHAHAHHAA.
Okayyy.*curious. I think its mus, cause he knows my blog password and he gets bored so easily when he have updated everything. Right, mus?
Idk i got a shared blog, HAAHAHAHHAA.
Okayyy.*curious. I think its mus, cause he knows my blog password and he gets bored so easily when he have updated everything. Right, mus?
First up, went to oriton's. Sucha pity, mus dint go, its helload of fun. We cook today, in their kitchen. Sejuk macam fridge bodoh. Aircon-ed kitchen -.- I can't be in aircon quite long fyi, i'll get flu easily. But yeah from 9pm to 3pm -.- Omg. We had our break from 12 til 1pm. And after that we slack all the way till 2.30pm in the classroom provided, cold also-.- Theeeen we practise our main course for tmrw. Tasha&me&this sec three grl will be the chef for desert for tmrw,strawberry shortcake with whipcream and sauces sluuuurp. We need to cook for our principal and teachers. They'll come there tmrw after we cook for em. Atiqah and co win for the best minestrone soup cook today cause obviously they put alot of spices then instructed and they had to be the one cooking a whole pot of soup tmrw. For the main course, the other chefs do it. I mean, student chefs.
So yeh. i'll bet to you siahhhhh tmr will be a fun day ! Serious shiteeeeee. Will start attenting art remeds and the other chem's remeds next week cause i miss a week of art remed. Because of this fnb cooking course of course. My flu is irritating, and i had a scar on my face, a long one ah jibai. Cause tgh happy ah dalam bus gosok hidung, then my nail kena my face -.- Lawar bodooooo. -_____-"! Gah. Maybe meeting and slack with dinisuriany and tasha this sat. Yeay. K go.
So yeh. i'll bet to you siahhhhh tmr will be a fun day ! Serious shiteeeeee. Will start attenting art remeds and the other chem's remeds next week cause i miss a week of art remed. Because of this fnb cooking course of course. My flu is irritating, and i had a scar on my face, a long one ah jibai. Cause tgh happy ah dalam bus gosok hidung, then my nail kena my face -.- Lawar bodooooo. -_____-"! Gah. Maybe meeting and slack with dinisuriany and tasha this sat. Yeay. K go.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Aku sayang maya to the core!
And aku rasa dia pun sayang aku.
Kan maya?
Kau tau lah siapa ni kan. Haha.
Bye maya,sayang kau.
And aku rasa dia pun sayang aku.
Kan maya?
Kau tau lah siapa ni kan. Haha.
Bye maya,sayang kau.
Rot and die.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Highlight for today : Thanks mom, she brought me N81.
Tasha was late today, and she dared walk slowly -.- Hmph! Reached school, took bus to chinatown. Dk, this Oriton fnb place, divide into 2 groups. My group had to attend this lecture thingy, and yes had to susun meja into E letter lah, T letter la,ykno those kindaf into restaurant types. Duh, kata fnb-.- Then, we get to create our buffet place, as in decorate with our group, gerek. Mr sajar wasnt that impress,dektu macam macam si babi tu nak take away our break time aje-.- I was fucking seriously lapar macam babi siol. That time was already 11am! And guess what ? 15minutes break. Eheeeeh, he ask us to eat like PIGS lah ! -.- Omg, 15 minutes. Mau makan apa? Azhari,me,tasha,hamzah and suhaidah shared moneh buy famous amous since everybody's saving. I only brought 7 bucks, tasha too. :/ And yeah ate and drink soya beaaaaan.
Second break was : Mcdonalds mcspicy meal. Okay, first time i ate mcspicy, ahha -.- Seriouuuuus. Hot siol -.- I couldnt finish it. And the fries was too salty. I got one problem nowadays. When mom made me an orange juice, when the sweetness was normal, i said it was too sweet. My taste buds are weird this week. When i ate fries, i feel like it was DAMN IT SALTY. But tasha say it isnt :/ Both mama and tasha said my cholestrol high alrd , k idk. Whiteveeeeer. Got home, change and met mom at 5.15 and went off to bukit batok to send her to doctor. And jalan jalan carik pasal k best. Mom said she's gonna buy psp for me when i got into higher nitec. HAHAHAH, EH ! Dier buat lawak -.- As if la siol. I can't even pass my english omg. But i wasnt laptop and psp:/ Neverrrrmind, i sweet talk mom lata, ok go. Im sleepy, andyes to HER. Signs do have meanings. But if you're doing signs and dk what's the meaning of friendships, then you dont have the factors to be a good friend. Kesian, cantik cantik takder factors to be a good friend eh. Pergilah stay dengan mataer kau forever eh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH -_______-
Ykno who you are.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
To:You know who you are. If you wanna back out on four of us, then go ahead. I dont have any last words to you. On what i heard about you, ALOT. Im this pissed off with you. ______________________________. If only i can drag those lines more, it would take up space on my whole blog, yes MY WHOLE BLOG. Argh. Its like you already have your new friends, and you say you wanted to back out from us four. Fine! I know, you have been feeling left out you dont know a thing about us three. Well, its like me too? I dont know a thing. What i know is that you're always with your boyfriend, and now you wanted to blame us for lefting you out.:/ And btw its only 1 and 3 who's that close. We didnt left you out. Be happy with your new friends. Bye.
Attended fnb course, till 1. Boring theories, i almost fall asleep, buat headbanging depan tu chef sumpah. Break 3 times siol, my pocket money siol ah finish . -.- Haha. Went home, while waiting for fee to call, i fell alseep cause he's otp with his girlfie. Around 10minutes asleep, fee called -.- Macam tortoise siah slow. Talked, and ask farihin to join in. Talk for like 1 hour plus i think-.- Kecoh siol we bully fee, hahaha. Then, fee called at night blablabla tasha join in, i got nothing to update. Its just that, i do today, nothing else, like repeatedly. Watch anugerah band, and helven's drummer hot oei! Im voiting for helven and maybe, edmushiyta. HAHA.:D Fee, yang dektu hot lah ! LOLS bye la!
Thanks to deeyan for listening to me just now, like seriously.
I feel bodoh.:/
One step at a time.
*re-editted at 1.05am.

I got two things to attend tmrw: 1. Cooking ite lesson whc happens in school for four days. 2.Art remedial for 3 weeks. So, i'll rather go for the cooking lesson as art remeds take up alot more time. Fee gerek cause he mandi just because to webcam with me, cool kan cool kan ? ^^ Okay best, im off. Bye.
Davin, tmr 4.10pm outside ite simei. I'll fetch you.
Haha k kidding, lol.:D
*webcamming with fee.
Labels: Aku tak happy, aku tak sad, amacam?
I miss barney.
Monday, May 26, 2008
I love you. You love me.
We are happy [describe relatonship here].
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you.
Won't you say you love me too?
D:
Short update, i gave my kittens to faris. Shahfiq and ris came down my block and lepak awhile. And now, faris's dad dint let him take care of my kittens. Anyone interested? Gah lah.
P/s:Shahfiq dah gemok,serious shite. Hahahahahaha.
We are happy [describe relatonship here].
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you.
Won't you say you love me too?
D:
Short update, i gave my kittens to faris. Shahfiq and ris came down my block and lepak awhile. And now, faris's dad dint let him take care of my kittens. Anyone interested? Gah lah.
P/s:Shahfiq dah gemok,serious shite. Hahahahahaha.
Davin is cool.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Davin's rad.
:DDDDDDDD
okay go, nights!
okay go, nights!
Main buih sabun.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
First.
Kau banyak main buih masa kecik, dah besar suke buey orang.
Expected so much to meet with you cause imysm, but then , bueeeeeey.
Haha baik pe? Say you wanted to change, you regretted pushing me aside and you promise you wont be this way anymore. Fcuk. You admitted you treated girls first, than bestfriends. And you admit your mistakes. Now you're doing the mistakes again.
Second,
Stop all these,attention seeker.
You want people to understand you so much,
but you're the one who makes things complicated. Hah.
These two people, takecare aje eh. =.=
Whoever it is.
Kittens.
Friday, May 23, 2008
So yeh i didnt update for two days, am gonna update for two days.
22/5.
Had school as usual ytd. Art -.- And evg got talent. Mus's group win for the first award,congrats. Rushed home, get ready, tasha came my house slacked awhile and go meet her boyf up. Tu anak, nak jumpe mataer pun seram semacam -.- Haha. Last last suke sendiri. K cool, they waited us at the last cabin,woodlands. They is Aisha ramsey and co, and haikel. I was nervous too, cause idk all of them? Talk at msn pun tak pernah siol. But yeah buat muke selamba, salam, and sit. Ramsey and co, go off to causeway while me, tasha and haikel heed to orchard to send my damn it handphone to repair at wisma atria, for the second time. -.- Tasha and haikel wasnt talking, and i whispered if tasha wouldnt talk to haikel, i dont wanna sit beside her in the mrt, and i gave her 3 seconds. She thought i was joking, and yes i moved away to give them a little bit of privacy.:D And at last, at least they talked.
Reached orchard, done sending handphone to repair. Went off to far east plaza, as farihin recommended this cahaya restaurant to us. Quite okay. Things were quiet so i decided to crack up some jokes. Im like disturbing haikel. "Ah pilih ah tasha banyak banyak, haikel belanja. " Then he tersengih as usual, didnt say a single thing, dektu ada bisu sikit ah problem dier.:/ Then when paying time, i gave haikel 10bucks for my things whc cost 4.50bucks. And he say its on him. Okay wow, i didnt expect ? Baik aaaaaah, but i didnt take this threat, as his nothing to me, for what i accept his threat? I only accept threats from friends and boyf IF my boyf treat me. Then haikel and me were like quarelling ? He needs to give me 5.50 back but he didnt have coins so he gave me 2 bucks. And that was counted as he paid for my drinks and thanks for tt yo. Bought friend mars bar, tasha paid. Ask her to feed haikel, she malu =.= Omg! Then she feed, really, i forget tt thing panas then haikel was gasping, while eating tt hot thing. HAHAHA, i was laughing all the way. Tasha ngan haikel sweet, aku jealous.:D
23/5.
Had road run, was supposed to assemble at 715 at bishan park, but me, farihin, syafiq and tasha was lost and took a cab there, still lost cause we ask the apek to stop at the wrong place=.= Reached at 7.50, the run start at 815. Whole school was there.Cheering time, i cheered for green house as per normal, orange house was errrrm dah hilang, haha. Malas nak masok saner. :/ Lemau sak. Cheer like crazy cause i was hyper. Tasha was soft, farihin was as usual, LOUD. :) Road run wasnt like a run. Tasha did run and she get 18th position for the sec fours. And me and farihin, we walk all the way.Farihin got blister and we switch shoes, i feel weir macam wearing mcdonalds shoes cause it was big. And yes, we get the last two for our levels. Whatever, as if i care. I dont like running. All were looking at us =.= baik pa?
Had lunch at pizza hut after road run. Took bus home, tido dalam bus macam tak pernah tido. Home-ed,get ready. Meet farihin at bns, and she told me i look more okay with this blue blouse and 3/4 orange cardg. -.- Met syafiq at yishun. Safra had an event so no lane is allowed to book. Went amk, there's no bowling, only pool. Belom 16 ok -.- Then went to amk hub get snow ice and slack. Got a messahe from sony erricsoon service and yeay, my handphone was repaired. Farihin and syafiq went home, i go orchard alone, k best. Blablabla, went home while on the phone with deeyan. Playd with the kittens, cute siol. First time pe mandikan kucing? No, my stepbrother let them bath and i dry them up in the towel. I love the grey one, more pendiam. Yellow nakal. Tgh dry them up, the grey one fall sleep in the towel,cute oei! Okay dah, they're alrd outside my house in a box, kesian kat luar, sejuk tuu, haiz all because of momma. :/ Picts below.
And im still not over you. YOU, not you, jangan perasan.
Mixed, someone old came back and treat me nicely. Bodoh ahhhhhhhhhh. ;///////
Thursday, May 22, 2008
I LOVE MUS!
Updated by Mus!
Updated by Mus!
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
English 41.5 U Malay 59.5 Maths 37.3 u Phy, Chem 21 U Geog, ss 33 U Art 30 U
I know, one word to describe. Flunked.
I only pass my mt, but thank god mom didnt scolded me, cause she knows its just mid. Of course she asked me to buck up -.- Duh. I love mom, for giving me another chance. But she wont let me touch the comp during n levels, so yeaaaa. Bye !

Wowewowewowewoweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Im in the mood to tell you about these two wonderful girls i had. These two pretty humanes god present it to me. Let's talk about farihin first. First thing's first, she just dont wanna admit she's shorter than me :D Pendek buat hal pendek okay. Hoho, and yeah she'll help me out in every way she could. Eventho how hurt she can be , getting sarcasms from someone i know she know public dont know. She's just someone straight forward, unlike me. And she's spouts nonsense when she's hyper. Taking crazy pictures, and will make me cant stop laughing. Serious shite, when she's happy , she happy to the max. When she's sad, she's sad ah duh. But overall, she's just someone fun to hang out with. Our anniversarry oei, one year plus already -.- Haha, we oftenly says that to syafiq. Cause my friendship with her than her relationship with syafiq , mine is more longer. And syafiq will get jealous. I just envy them both, cute couple of the year, meh i present you that award.:D
Tasha baby, she's someone strong i kno. Just someone who can handle all the pain alone as she goes through alot. From someone who didnt appreciate the love she gave, till her problems, she can handle that. And she's someone who couldnt care less about what others say around. If she loves that person, she'll go for it. Not minding the difference in age, its love that matters. Thats what she say to me. Okay awww, hkel you got yourself a mature thinking girlf, be mature to yeah, nyeahaha. And yes, something before i forgot. I love her eyelashes cause her eyelashes are long, macam penyapu lidi. Okay no, kidding. :D And yes, smth about her. She simply dont like to be disturbed when she's down. She'll ignore other completely and gave blank faces when someone calls her name . Thats when she's down. But when she's hyper? Think about it. Haha.
Let's start a post for the day, im down because of my results. Im happy because momma let me tagged along with farihin and syafiq go bowling this friday. And yes, congrats to me pathetic face i put on while talking to mom.
Maya:Woah ibu tengok, ada student meal kat pizza hut ahhhh.
Mom: *silence. [tak layan nyer type, ahaha.]
*ten minutes.
Mom:Adik nak makan pizza? Pergilah, besok ibu bagi duit, gi makan dengan tasha atau farihin.
Maya : *yeay. Tapi besok ada art remedial, alaa. Somre adik janji ibu nak gi hosp kan ?
Mom : Then pergi after bowling okay ?
Maya:*smiles widely.
And yes, ridwan and emi confessed to me ? Pffft, i mean its just two days since my break up. Yes, break up.
Maya:Im on the comp asal? Tak boring ah.
Wan:Gerek pasal dapat chat dengan lelaki banyak kan ? Haha.
Maya: =.= Lol tak minat ah im gg for girls.
Wan:Gg for girl ? Alamak, you da jadi bootch ke ? Aru igt nak pikat you. Haix.
Maya: Neh i dont think i will. Serik ah with guys. I dont wanna dela with guys' stuffs ykn. Make me stress up like hell.
Wan: Not all guys are the samep per, you should give others a try.
Maya:I know. I just broke up 2 dyays ago. I aint sineibe who is ready in rs. This ex, he's sucha understanding one, but i ruin it up.
Then blablabla im off.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
I thought i was late for school today, i rushed quickly, not noticing how perspiring i am. Waited for tasha at the same place, and yeah she's not there, called, no one picked up so i walked to school without her. She called and ask me to meet her up so yeah be lucky i still have the energy to turn back around to your void deck okay:D Senaman pagi pagi bagus untuk kesihatan okay, i did this everyday, walk from home to fushan peh jauh macam cb, okay no.
Time for art at 8.45am. Ehhh, cikgu art aku buat lawak lah sial, he say he got good news for us. Aku ada lah dah ria ria tanye, oh confirm i pass my mids, when its like obviously i failed badly. =.= Guess what's the sooo good news? Art remedial starting from today, school hours all art, art and art. After school,art. Holidays first week, second week, fourth week. Only third week, ONE FUCKING WEEK for us to rest, omg -.- Peh sial nyer cikgu, serious shit sak.Then we was like asking " Cher, this is our good news?" Then he smiled and answer yes. Muke mintak kene sepak teranjang nabi,sumpah.
Eat laksa during recess then got english oral, i wasnt even ready. Sempat tido dalam classroom waiting for my turn=.= Tasha too. Farihin is always talkative, nak bobal je tu mulut, so she didnt slept. When it was my turn, rase nak terkuncil tu meluap luap sak. Have i ever toold you i hate orals? -.- Cause the fact that i dont know how to talk to teachers?
Maya : Good morning , teacher.
Teacher: Good afternoon, sit down.
Teacher: *hands over paper to read.
Maya:*grab.
Teacher: Relax, dont be so nervous, i dont bite.
Maya: Heh =.= *Readreadraed blablabla picturedescribeeeeeeeeee.
Teacher: Conversation time. Tell me about a time when you persuaded someone.
Maya : *Apa benda siooooool ? I persuaded someone as her grandparents is in the hospital and is in a critical stage. Wait, let's count it only as her grandpa.She failed badly in her results and didnt have the courage to tell her mom about her results. So i consoled her to tell, blablabla ah ceritee aku.
I put alot of "its like, errrrm." in my story sia, and the teacher questioned alot, so that means i get little marks.:/ Part grandapa sakit, tak perlu seriously.
Get over oral, its just prelims. Doh, haha.
After school, thanks to farihin and syafiq for accompaying me till 2.15, cause tasha insist to go back home to watch her favourite show. 2.15 joined nabeelah, nabilah, nasha, anisah, nasha and wait at the school carpoach. Taufiq, thank me i treat you drinks, lol. Abeh dier nak poon duit, dier poon 1bucks, aku poon 2 bucks, mane fair?=.= Reached esplanade did a tour macam budak bodoh, first time per jejak esplanade pakai uniform? Macam bodoh sia tour, learn about esplanade, went into the big theatre,cool. The tourguide was cute, a girl tau. -.- Then went to the national lib with the girls and snap some picts.
4.30 went in to another teatre, music show kebabai.-.- Cool giler siah music show, i thought of not coming cause tasha and farihin wasnt following, and i thought i'll be alone. Cool giler siah, i wanna watch it again. Got sheikh haikal,radical force-breakdance group and this superhot girls-modern dance. Cool ah bodohhhh! Pick students to learn smth from them, learn abit about dj stuffs, macam nak jadi dj gitu kan, cool. Alotgether approximately was 9 classes together, 4 express,4 acad and tech joined together. Banyak siol. But it wasnt full class la.The show was 21 bucks, i saw it in the tix, peh mahal but fun lah, i wanna go again, can ?:/ Im out. Post panjang i know:D
Good luck to tasha and hkel for starting something lovely, aww aku suke lah tengok orang due. *kening naiknaik. Hope you two last long ayee. Hkel, please jage bestfriend aku baik baik. Aku sayang dier giler babi tau. Hurt her, i'll hurt you back ah. :D
Ive nothing to update on, bye!
Aku miss #123 !
Sunday, May 18, 2008

Jaja #01 aku miss kau. Biler nak conference lagi? What i know is we, four of us will be meeting up veryvery soon, despite of the waiting of exams to be over since last week, at last they're over and we can meet yeay! I swear i wanna watch congkak, maybe we'll watch congkak together? Just me, tashalien, fadiana, and jaja. Soon please. :)
Okay, this is what happen today. I woke up,and one thing's fo sure , i cant breathe well. Asthma =.= Since last year it didnt attack me, it did this time. Called mom ask where's my inhaler, she dk, and so i went searching like mad,searching it in a rush. Mom called several times checking up on me. I didnt attend tuition today :/ While i slept, my breathing can be heard. I slept till 2.30, well i lost track of time, i dint know i slept that long. Mommy called and called asking me to buy panadols downstairs, as if i have the mood to go down. I switched on the comp when im okay, cause i dont have anything to do now. Im out, im waiting for marxie to online back nie, msn macam cbdawg(marxie's word, haha.)
Can you hear me screaming from woodlands ? HAHAHA LMAO=.=
Best wishes to you baby. And pleaaaaaaaaaaase, cheer up. Dont get your mood off just because of some guy. You taught me not to cry over silly things such as love, i did take your words, and im still holding on to that. See, maya's strong because of you. ;) Any problems, come, search for me. Im just a click away. Ask me to call whnever you feel you need someone to talk to kay.
Labels: All day long.
Aku ada shopping spree ngan alien !
Tuition is at 10-11.10 today, and will be at 12 tmr, gah im lazy to attend:/ Im out of reasons. Then tashalien come my house at 1.30, i asked two favours from her whc is buy susu hl milk and susu pekat buat milo, she say "aku kat bawah rumah kau nyer kedai, takder pun? " And i was like " Abeh yang aku buy for the past three years tu aper? " =.= Beloh. She came up my house and yes, i asked her to cook for my stepbro fried rice:/ Mom ask me to cook but i havent finish getting ready, i kept changing clothes, havent had my mind fixed, and i dig thru my cupboard, only tasha and farihin and mom knows how my cupboard looks like from the inside-.- Berselerak macam nak mampos! Tashalien played the comp while waiting for me to get ready and we went off at 3 plus. We bumpd into paii and yus at woodlanda mrt, also heeding towards our area. They alight at db, while we alight at bugis of course. Ahh i miss paii cause its sucha long time i never go out with him :/
Then reach bugis at 4.15 around that time, and search for this shoes tasha's mom ask to find for one hour plus -.- Kiweeeek, i had leg cramps after that. Peh cerewet siah nie alien, nak light blue, covered, high heels jugak =.= Got it , then heed to amk hub, eat kfc, and snow ice. Thanks for the snow ice. I insist to share but she paid for it but i did forge out how many cents bleahs~ Keras kepala peh alien then we sit at our usual amk place and slack and camwhoreeed. Reached causeway, went civic and search for presents for alien's siblings. And then to causeway, and we finish off at 8 plus and i went home. Tasha shopping sakan la ! :D hahahah.
And yes, mom say my asthma approaching again -.- Cause i coughed deeply watching tv just now. Since long my asthma dint come, kimeeek buat hal sak. Ah confirrrrm.
Aduhaaai, im jealous of hkel and alien, i helped her text hkel, meet ups and all. Everything all perfect before getting together , sweet se sweet tidak. =.= HAHAHA. Sekarang habisssssssss, sudah sak.
Before:Alah takper lah, i sanggup waste ppd i untuk you.
After: Sorry, i tak boleh text, i nak save ppd.
Msg tidak, msn tidak. Mampuits. I ever told farihin how damn mad i am at him, i still miss him, i still wanna meet him, i still miss the times im with him. Haiz, or maybe i am that sensitive, i think you made a mistake. You havent know me well, thats the reason why. And now you just know im sensitive. :/ I am not? Ever know why im mad you didnt say ilyt back ? Cause ily. And i know words are cheap. but i just need some bits of prove at least have the intiatif to show some concern. But you dint. I wanted to settle things, but both dont wanna throw our ego aside, dont wanna approach each other about this shit. Say whatever, i heartless or whaaat, idc? Cause i know i do have aheart, im a girl after all. I did say takecare but did you text me asking whether im okay ? No, you dint. Dont you know i was pretending to say goodbye? No. I expect too much, im off.
Ive been crying myself to sleep since ytd, yes, thinking about this. :/
Then reach bugis at 4.15 around that time, and search for this shoes tasha's mom ask to find for one hour plus -.- Kiweeeek, i had leg cramps after that. Peh cerewet siah nie alien, nak light blue, covered, high heels jugak =.= Got it , then heed to amk hub, eat kfc, and snow ice. Thanks for the snow ice. I insist to share but she paid for it but i did forge out how many cents bleahs~ Keras kepala peh alien then we sit at our usual amk place and slack and camwhoreeed. Reached causeway, went civic and search for presents for alien's siblings. And then to causeway, and we finish off at 8 plus and i went home. Tasha shopping sakan la ! :D hahahah.
And yes, mom say my asthma approaching again -.- Cause i coughed deeply watching tv just now. Since long my asthma dint come, kimeeek buat hal sak. Ah confirrrrm.
Aduhaaai, im jealous of hkel and alien, i helped her text hkel, meet ups and all. Everything all perfect before getting together , sweet se sweet tidak. =.= HAHAHA. Sekarang habisssssssss, sudah sak.
Before:Alah takper lah, i sanggup waste ppd i untuk you.
After: Sorry, i tak boleh text, i nak save ppd.
Msg tidak, msn tidak. Mampuits. I ever told farihin how damn mad i am at him, i still miss him, i still wanna meet him, i still miss the times im with him. Haiz, or maybe i am that sensitive, i think you made a mistake. You havent know me well, thats the reason why. And now you just know im sensitive. :/ I am not? Ever know why im mad you didnt say ilyt back ? Cause ily. And i know words are cheap. but i just need some bits of prove at least have the intiatif to show some concern. But you dint. I wanted to settle things, but both dont wanna throw our ego aside, dont wanna approach each other about this shit. Say whatever, i heartless or whaaat, idc? Cause i know i do have aheart, im a girl after all. I did say takecare but did you text me asking whether im okay ? No, you dint. Dont you know i was pretending to say goodbye? No. I expect too much, im off.
Ive been crying myself to sleep since ytd, yes, thinking about this. :/
Labels: My fault i know.