Saturday, May 3, 2008

Cause the fan was blowing. -.-
Everybody's changing, or is it just me ?
My heart kept giving myself a hard time, leaving such negative thoughts about the one i love.
Oh yes, thats the reason why, i reacted like one stupid childish girl yesterday.
Only selected ones are the ones whom i tell about these, my thoughts about who and who.
Mimi accompanied me till 5am yesterday. Craps, nonsense and stuffs since we didnt contacted each other for almost 3 or 4 months. No offence, he's like one of my bestfriend already. He knows exactly why my heart's not at ease. EXACTLY, i mean. Thanks for the advices yo. Like seriously, and sorry paii for not calling you. :/ Im off, to get ready to go to the hosp, bye.
Saturday, May 3, 2008

Cause the fan was blowing. -.-
Everybody's changing, or is it just me ?
My heart kept giving myself a hard time, leaving such negative thoughts about the one i love.
Oh yes, thats the reason why, i reacted like one stupid childish girl yesterday.
Only selected ones are the ones whom i tell about these, my thoughts about who and who.
Mimi accompanied me till 5am yesterday. Craps, nonsense and stuffs since we didnt contacted each other for almost 3 or 4 months. No offence, he's like one of my bestfriend already. He knows exactly why my heart's not at ease. EXACTLY, i mean. Thanks for the advices yo. Like seriously, and sorry paii for not calling you. :/ Im off, to get ready to go to the hosp, bye.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.