Grandad's improving, what more can i ask for ?
Im happpppyyy ah bodoh, eventhough yesterday is quite a sad day for me. I told my problem the one i recently had, to kak fini ,a conflict with fiq, let's just be straight. I swear i feel like crying in front of her. But i take a deep breath and continue on the talk.

Ive lost one friend :/ One damn it close friend. Im gonna miss you, i swear , sumpah tak bedek. But yeh, you decided for me, then so be it. Let's just say yesterday's talk was nice. A friend to friend talk. Craaaaaaps especially, and the first time you gave me advices, about me being jealous and negative thougth about my boyf, i owe you one,really. 150bucks nanti aku bayar kau satu hari. :D Haha, a fine for using your word, wth eeeh. Okay dah, takecare okay matreeep.*winks*

And yeh, settle-ed with fiqbaby, and i love him for everything ?
For promising me, for trying hard not to make me feel hurt, for giving myself high hopes, for bearing with my behaviour.
I love you . I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. Okay dah, penat type, original okay, bukan copy paste nie sumer taaaaaaaaaau. ;]

Im done, nak tido dah pukul 3. And yeh , tasha relax taaau, me and the others still here.
You dont need a man jia you !

Grandad's improving, what more can i ask for ?
Im happpppyyy ah bodoh, eventhough yesterday is quite a sad day for me. I told my problem the one i recently had, to kak fini ,a conflict with fiq, let's just be straight. I swear i feel like crying in front of her. But i take a deep breath and continue on the talk.

Ive lost one friend :/ One damn it close friend. Im gonna miss you, i swear , sumpah tak bedek. But yeh, you decided for me, then so be it. Let's just say yesterday's talk was nice. A friend to friend talk. Craaaaaaps especially, and the first time you gave me advices, about me being jealous and negative thougth about my boyf, i owe you one,really. 150bucks nanti aku bayar kau satu hari. :D Haha, a fine for using your word, wth eeeh. Okay dah, takecare okay matreeep.*winks*

And yeh, settle-ed with fiqbaby, and i love him for everything ?
For promising me, for trying hard not to make me feel hurt, for giving myself high hopes, for bearing with my behaviour.
I love you . I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. Okay dah, penat type, original okay, bukan copy paste nie sumer taaaaaaaaaau. ;]

Im done, nak tido dah pukul 3. And yeh , tasha relax taaau, me and the others still here.
You dont need a man jia you !

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.