Thursday, August 21, 2008
I had a pretty great day as usual,but tashababy didnt come. I called her like crazy in the morning cause i thought we are meeting up as usual. But she didnt come sch,and she didnt tell me. Zaaaang,i went in sch alone,thank god i wasnt late. Went in school 1 minute before the bell rang,think so, lol. So yeaaah,had 2.4km run outside sch,two round of neighbourhood,lol k tak. Great achievement baby! 3rg girl in class, and i had 15.13minutes i think when im always near to 20minutes(: So yeah,im happy. I tried to have the 1st girl position,but nabilah got it,tsk, plus this chinese girl,melissa catch me up,grrr. And she had it second,lol. Was panting like crazy,seriously,cause since long i didnt ran/jog! Had chem test after that which i did it REAL BAD. Cause all questions were difficult. Pffft,then had maths and recess ate laksa:) Geog,two periods and english one period,all of them was freeeee periods. Joined malek, and weisheng,and discuss with them about chem,geeez,i understand just by abit only.Ain,kire kire boleh pass chemistry n level tak? HAHAHAHA. Sooo yeah,had mother tongue,and i flunk mt real bad, and im soooo not satisfied,borderline nye case-.-"! Lol,and some things happened. Suhaidah had this sudden "fixed" or whatever and im really shocked and scared siol,serious. Walked home while di-accompanied by tasha's phonecall and ef's text. Clean up house,new bed came at 6,and clean house again till 8.30 and revised chem. Ain,thanks for the chemistry book ! Let's see how the outing goes tmr!
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prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.