I love my girls, alot. I cant even describe how i loved them all this while.

Tashalienxzxzxzbaby.

Tasha's my mind set, she knows everything. Eventhough when i didnt tell anything to her, she'll guess everything right. I can't hide anything from her, cause she'll somehow find out about my feelings. She'll know who i like, and whom i contacting with. Ahhhh, idk why? Ok, we are meant to meet. I remembered, i hated her during my sec ones, without any reasons. Kentals. What i know is that she used to be those "action and vain kids." Yesz. But now? She's like my soulmate already. :) Right, darling? Aku tatau ah, aku suke menggatal dengan kau ah. Haha those make our sessions in class, ok NO! HAHAHAH ! Aku raba kau, kau raba aku ok. Looooool. Reaction kau cute, thats why. And yesz, i already understand her attitude. If she's down, she intend to ignored the others, including her own girls. I'll understand ah kay, eventhough i felt useless when you didnt even wanne share your problems to me. Yes, the last time you're down, you didnt even told me ;/ As a bestfriend, im down too, i felt useless. Ef knows about this, huda knows about this. Or maybe they're true. You'll take time to relax, you'll tell me soon, about your problems, its not that you neglected me, you're juse down to even talk to me, i understand everything ah kay. I love you, alien.

Ain baby, scandal aku.

Yes, i love this girl here too. She'll be my hyper partner. She knows definetly how to cheer me up. Yes, we often had quarrels more than i had quarrels with tasha. Just because, i know farihin first than i know tasha. But still, i love them all the same. Know what? Im so sorry for not understanding you. I was so jealoused of you and your boyf and you didnt spent time like you always do with me, and im sorry for not allowing your boyf to follow us if we went lepak-ing or something. I have change , right? I did allow for us to have outing together already. Anything for you baby. Yknow why im always disallowing? Cause i'll fell leftout. And i'll keep thinking "Why am i here, when you had to spent quality time together with your boyf?" Thats the reason why.. Im so sorry for everything. I'll just love it when you gave advices. Cause what i'll be doing, you have the opposite feelings, you'll be mad for what im doing. Yes, i know , its my fault. But try to understand my feelings for once. There's a reason behind everything babe. Why i did all these. And lastly. i love you girls equally, and no one will understand me more than you two. I love you, farihin. :)

Ajietero.

Abang, i know we havent been meeting like always. Imy, really i do. I miss your jokes, and definelty i miss you. Yes,yknow i havent been feeling quite okay about this war thing. Someone critisize me and yes, thanks for the advices given. Im really down when you're like hinting to me, you're siding her. Cause i trusted you most, i depended on you most. And i cant believe i said " Idk my bestgirls knows me better than you eventhough we've been together since small. And idk, why you didnt really shared your problems with me, and you prefered to share it with me. I know, friends are forever. But im your sister? Gah, kecoh ah abeh. Thanks for everything. Thanks for hearing to my problems, thanks for hearing my rantings. Thanks for covering me up from mom when i wanted to go out with my old crush that time, remember? I had a good laugh when i think of it, lol. And lastly, i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu lah siol.

Nabilah.

Yes, i know. We've been reminding each other that we have gone through our ups and downs for four years straight. I know baby. You're someone i can count on too. You'll never backstab me like how other friends backstab me. Ok, old stories. Gah, its just that, we stayed through, you stayed through eventhough our group of friends had some sorta quarrel with me. You still stayed by me, thanks alot. Nabeelah too. Only you and her:) Thanks alot babe. Really. You knwo you can count on me if you and boyf needs anything aye? ^^ Last long with suphian babe. Looks doesnt count in love.

Kak fynnie.

And yes,another person whc knows my feelings alot since we've gone through aloooot of things since small. Ups and downs of me, she'll know. Just that,we didnt quite catch up for this time, im so sorry. Im this busy with art, and i promise i'll meet you soon, cause i miss you fucking loads. Im so sorry if i couldnt be quite much help for yah that time you're down with your boyf. I kept telling you to move on without thinking about your feelings. I knw you will be "Adik, senang ckp ah k." I know i know. Cause im in this situation too. Asking me to leave someone i couldnt even thought of doing so. Im so sorry, to misunderstood your feelings.:/ Catch up with you soon baby. Ily.

DeeyanThanks so much deeyan, for being there whenever i need someone. Im sorry for our quarrels and all. Really i am. And yessss, i know you didnt side anyone. But thanks for all the tons of advices though. You'll hear to me, whenevr i need someone. Seriously, dee, i owe you quite alot. When i cant even be a listening ear to you when you're down. Its just that you'll always find for me in a wrong time, really. I love you alot. <333>




Today's update.
Slept at 7am ytd, cause i was chatting with shahfiq from 5am onwards.Theen, i woke up at 11, and i bathed and i slept again -.- I know, like pig. Get up at 4, and get ready to go to tasha's house. Went there,cause her parents went outstation. From 4 till 9.30pm i was at her house. We watch tv, played the comp, trimmed my hair and cut bangs lol thanks for the trimming baby. Haha this was a soo last minute plan eh eh eh . Lolll. Ok, i love you and your siblings. She have a total of 4 sibs, 3 girls one guy. And all are still like small? And they were cute ah k,macam kakaknye.:) Haha. I dont wanne eat dinner with them, cause? Malu ah sia. Mak aku ckp : Tak bagus makan rumah org. Looooool. Ok then at 9.30 she straighten my hair and yes, she say macam rambut cina -.- Loooool. Haha. And done, byeee.

I love my girls, alot. I cant even describe how i loved them all this while.

Tashalienxzxzxzbaby.

Tasha's my mind set, she knows everything. Eventhough when i didnt tell anything to her, she'll guess everything right. I can't hide anything from her, cause she'll somehow find out about my feelings. She'll know who i like, and whom i contacting with. Ahhhh, idk why? Ok, we are meant to meet. I remembered, i hated her during my sec ones, without any reasons. Kentals. What i know is that she used to be those "action and vain kids." Yesz. But now? She's like my soulmate already. :) Right, darling? Aku tatau ah, aku suke menggatal dengan kau ah. Haha those make our sessions in class, ok NO! HAHAHAH ! Aku raba kau, kau raba aku ok. Looooool. Reaction kau cute, thats why. And yesz, i already understand her attitude. If she's down, she intend to ignored the others, including her own girls. I'll understand ah kay, eventhough i felt useless when you didnt even wanne share your problems to me. Yes, the last time you're down, you didnt even told me ;/ As a bestfriend, im down too, i felt useless. Ef knows about this, huda knows about this. Or maybe they're true. You'll take time to relax, you'll tell me soon, about your problems, its not that you neglected me, you're juse down to even talk to me, i understand everything ah kay. I love you, alien.

Ain baby, scandal aku.

Yes, i love this girl here too. She'll be my hyper partner. She knows definetly how to cheer me up. Yes, we often had quarrels more than i had quarrels with tasha. Just because, i know farihin first than i know tasha. But still, i love them all the same. Know what? Im so sorry for not understanding you. I was so jealoused of you and your boyf and you didnt spent time like you always do with me, and im sorry for not allowing your boyf to follow us if we went lepak-ing or something. I have change , right? I did allow for us to have outing together already. Anything for you baby. Yknow why im always disallowing? Cause i'll fell leftout. And i'll keep thinking "Why am i here, when you had to spent quality time together with your boyf?" Thats the reason why.. Im so sorry for everything. I'll just love it when you gave advices. Cause what i'll be doing, you have the opposite feelings, you'll be mad for what im doing. Yes, i know , its my fault. But try to understand my feelings for once. There's a reason behind everything babe. Why i did all these. And lastly. i love you girls equally, and no one will understand me more than you two. I love you, farihin. :)

Ajietero.

Abang, i know we havent been meeting like always. Imy, really i do. I miss your jokes, and definelty i miss you. Yes,yknow i havent been feeling quite okay about this war thing. Someone critisize me and yes, thanks for the advices given. Im really down when you're like hinting to me, you're siding her. Cause i trusted you most, i depended on you most. And i cant believe i said " Idk my bestgirls knows me better than you eventhough we've been together since small. And idk, why you didnt really shared your problems with me, and you prefered to share it with me. I know, friends are forever. But im your sister? Gah, kecoh ah abeh. Thanks for everything. Thanks for hearing to my problems, thanks for hearing my rantings. Thanks for covering me up from mom when i wanted to go out with my old crush that time, remember? I had a good laugh when i think of it, lol. And lastly, i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu lah siol.

Nabilah.

Yes, i know. We've been reminding each other that we have gone through our ups and downs for four years straight. I know baby. You're someone i can count on too. You'll never backstab me like how other friends backstab me. Ok, old stories. Gah, its just that, we stayed through, you stayed through eventhough our group of friends had some sorta quarrel with me. You still stayed by me, thanks alot. Nabeelah too. Only you and her:) Thanks alot babe. Really. You knwo you can count on me if you and boyf needs anything aye? ^^ Last long with suphian babe. Looks doesnt count in love.

Kak fynnie.

And yes,another person whc knows my feelings alot since we've gone through aloooot of things since small. Ups and downs of me, she'll know. Just that,we didnt quite catch up for this time, im so sorry. Im this busy with art, and i promise i'll meet you soon, cause i miss you fucking loads. Im so sorry if i couldnt be quite much help for yah that time you're down with your boyf. I kept telling you to move on without thinking about your feelings. I knw you will be "Adik, senang ckp ah k." I know i know. Cause im in this situation too. Asking me to leave someone i couldnt even thought of doing so. Im so sorry, to misunderstood your feelings.:/ Catch up with you soon baby. Ily.

DeeyanThanks so much deeyan, for being there whenever i need someone. Im sorry for our quarrels and all. Really i am. And yessss, i know you didnt side anyone. But thanks for all the tons of advices though. You'll hear to me, whenevr i need someone. Seriously, dee, i owe you quite alot. When i cant even be a listening ear to you when you're down. Its just that you'll always find for me in a wrong time, really. I love you alot. <333>




Today's update.
Slept at 7am ytd, cause i was chatting with shahfiq from 5am onwards.Theen, i woke up at 11, and i bathed and i slept again -.- I know, like pig. Get up at 4, and get ready to go to tasha's house. Went there,cause her parents went outstation. From 4 till 9.30pm i was at her house. We watch tv, played the comp, trimmed my hair and cut bangs lol thanks for the trimming baby. Haha this was a soo last minute plan eh eh eh . Lolll. Ok, i love you and your siblings. She have a total of 4 sibs, 3 girls one guy. And all are still like small? And they were cute ah k,macam kakaknye.:) Haha. I dont wanne eat dinner with them, cause? Malu ah sia. Mak aku ckp : Tak bagus makan rumah org. Looooool. Ok then at 9.30 she straighten my hair and yes, she say macam rambut cina -.- Loooool. Haha. And done, byeee.