First of all, happy 16 birthday to this baby of mine, Nur Farihin Binte Kamal. Yes,full name,ada hal? Lol. So yeap,my baby's turned 16 today and eventhough im this tired to blog,i'll still on the comp and blog about this birthday babies. Okay,let's watch NC16 and farihin,you dont have to sulk and say "Diam ah." when we teased you about watching Nc16 movies,lol. And yeas,im sorry but i had to give the advanced birthday present to you cause you really wanted that jonas brother's album so much. So if i didnt buy on that monday, you'll buy yourself. So yeap,thats your advanced birthday present. I swear im happy to see you hyper that way calling me when i didnt attend school when you get that album already and shouting "Mayaaaaaaaa! Thanks ahhhh aku sayang kau!" K isit? I dont quite remember cause it was last week. But really,you made me smiled eventhough i was sleeping before you called me. ;D

Soo yeah,im really sorry we couldnt make your birthday a special one,like how you and the others planned up my birthday party. And yeah,please remember me when you're listening to that album,thanks hehe. Thanks for being there,thanks for the accompanion as always,thanks for the calls when im bored,thanks for the cheer up jokes when im down,thanks for the kisses you gave me,thanks for the singings video you sang for me when i asked you to. And lastly,thanks for the 1 year plus,almost to two, precious friendship you gave me,i really loved you. I really hope we could contact each other. Though im really sure im out of evergreen secondary by this this end of year. Cause i really lack of revisions for my n's,im so sorry if i dissapoint you. But yeah,i really wanna be out of that school. Period.

Such a bad luck your birthday falls on an n's level day. 3 papers zomg,i bet you revise like crazy. And my wish from me to you,is for you to go for sec 5s,so yeap. I can even write up 5 long paragraphs describing about you,and i maybe,i can end up crying typing out how we started our friendship. Where out first picture taken is,whc is at class,thats where we started getting close. And im really touched you remember all that too. So yeap,the quarrels we had,the tiny weeny fights lame ones i mean, made me knows how you'll react and how you want be to stay as one of your friends. I really am thankful to have a bestfriend like you,and i hope this stays on. Have a great 16th celebration with your family. I love you ♥Okay yeap,another birthday girl it is. Happy 16th birthday to Fadiana too. K surprisingly,i had the urge to with you happy birthday too. Thanks to jaja/nabilah(hahaa) for planning this up. Texting me at first,asking if i wanna wish you happybirthday,so yeap. I just join in the plan,eventhough im revising like crazy. Was going to give up when jaja hang up my call when i called for the first time,but i really wanna wish you. But i didnt own your number,so yeah i called ja again. And i was happy she finally pick up my call. Called you and yeah shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADIANA! And yeah, sang for you a birthday song,whc i think jaja sings it very slowwwwww and she get the lyrics wrong,case dh lama tak nyanyikan orang birthday song,lol.

So yeah i dont know if you really was close to crying but yeah im really happy you appreciated our friendship is built back again. Cause you did text me after we end our conference call. :) So yeah, you know you owe me a dRRRawing of dendeng at msn convo,im waiting for it. If real dendeng,also can,cause im hungry for dendeng,lol. But since you're broke then neverminddd. Haha joking :] I looooove people with pelat r or s, so yeah. You're in that cute category of people. Dont be disheartened about your ex,whc you told me about. Get it once and over with, so yeah. Guys are not worth our tears jia you! Aku bobal macam paham padahal -.- Eh siak ah. K stop. Goodluck for your o levels. And yes, i really hope 1234 could go back as per normal,without any conflicts happen. Or maybe,i want a time machine,where we were sooo happy with each other.Having out late night calls. Its great to have a girl's late night call than rather having a guy's one everydayyyy. Lol. Good luck in life and have fun on your birthday okay ♥

And to ja: We're the super cute voice ah right? Lol, i didnt know i planned like a kid's voice saying "Okay nanti fad dh angkat abeh kan die dh cakap hello,abeh kau kene cakap 123 taaaau! Kalau tak,aku tak tau bile nak start. And then nanti kite kene pekik sama sama! " Lol. I didnt even give the time for you to talk lol. So yes,thanks to ja for everything. Really.

Thanks for planning this up,whc made me remind of the past,where me tasha fad and you had our fun late night calls. Thanks for understanding me,thanks for knowing me,thanks for asking me to stop pretending and thanks for everything. Meet up soon okay!

First of all, happy 16 birthday to this baby of mine, Nur Farihin Binte Kamal. Yes,full name,ada hal? Lol. So yeap,my baby's turned 16 today and eventhough im this tired to blog,i'll still on the comp and blog about this birthday babies. Okay,let's watch NC16 and farihin,you dont have to sulk and say "Diam ah." when we teased you about watching Nc16 movies,lol. And yeas,im sorry but i had to give the advanced birthday present to you cause you really wanted that jonas brother's album so much. So if i didnt buy on that monday, you'll buy yourself. So yeap,thats your advanced birthday present. I swear im happy to see you hyper that way calling me when i didnt attend school when you get that album already and shouting "Mayaaaaaaaa! Thanks ahhhh aku sayang kau!" K isit? I dont quite remember cause it was last week. But really,you made me smiled eventhough i was sleeping before you called me. ;D

Soo yeah,im really sorry we couldnt make your birthday a special one,like how you and the others planned up my birthday party. And yeah,please remember me when you're listening to that album,thanks hehe. Thanks for being there,thanks for the accompanion as always,thanks for the calls when im bored,thanks for the cheer up jokes when im down,thanks for the kisses you gave me,thanks for the singings video you sang for me when i asked you to. And lastly,thanks for the 1 year plus,almost to two, precious friendship you gave me,i really loved you. I really hope we could contact each other. Though im really sure im out of evergreen secondary by this this end of year. Cause i really lack of revisions for my n's,im so sorry if i dissapoint you. But yeah,i really wanna be out of that school. Period.

Such a bad luck your birthday falls on an n's level day. 3 papers zomg,i bet you revise like crazy. And my wish from me to you,is for you to go for sec 5s,so yeap. I can even write up 5 long paragraphs describing about you,and i maybe,i can end up crying typing out how we started our friendship. Where out first picture taken is,whc is at class,thats where we started getting close. And im really touched you remember all that too. So yeap,the quarrels we had,the tiny weeny fights lame ones i mean, made me knows how you'll react and how you want be to stay as one of your friends. I really am thankful to have a bestfriend like you,and i hope this stays on. Have a great 16th celebration with your family. I love you ♥Okay yeap,another birthday girl it is. Happy 16th birthday to Fadiana too. K surprisingly,i had the urge to with you happy birthday too. Thanks to jaja/nabilah(hahaa) for planning this up. Texting me at first,asking if i wanna wish you happybirthday,so yeap. I just join in the plan,eventhough im revising like crazy. Was going to give up when jaja hang up my call when i called for the first time,but i really wanna wish you. But i didnt own your number,so yeah i called ja again. And i was happy she finally pick up my call. Called you and yeah shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADIANA! And yeah, sang for you a birthday song,whc i think jaja sings it very slowwwwww and she get the lyrics wrong,case dh lama tak nyanyikan orang birthday song,lol.

So yeah i dont know if you really was close to crying but yeah im really happy you appreciated our friendship is built back again. Cause you did text me after we end our conference call. :) So yeah, you know you owe me a dRRRawing of dendeng at msn convo,im waiting for it. If real dendeng,also can,cause im hungry for dendeng,lol. But since you're broke then neverminddd. Haha joking :] I looooove people with pelat r or s, so yeah. You're in that cute category of people. Dont be disheartened about your ex,whc you told me about. Get it once and over with, so yeah. Guys are not worth our tears jia you! Aku bobal macam paham padahal -.- Eh siak ah. K stop. Goodluck for your o levels. And yes, i really hope 1234 could go back as per normal,without any conflicts happen. Or maybe,i want a time machine,where we were sooo happy with each other.Having out late night calls. Its great to have a girl's late night call than rather having a guy's one everydayyyy. Lol. Good luck in life and have fun on your birthday okay ♥

And to ja: We're the super cute voice ah right? Lol, i didnt know i planned like a kid's voice saying "Okay nanti fad dh angkat abeh kan die dh cakap hello,abeh kau kene cakap 123 taaaau! Kalau tak,aku tak tau bile nak start. And then nanti kite kene pekik sama sama! " Lol. I didnt even give the time for you to talk lol. So yes,thanks to ja for everything. Really.

Thanks for planning this up,whc made me remind of the past,where me tasha fad and you had our fun late night calls. Thanks for understanding me,thanks for knowing me,thanks for asking me to stop pretending and thanks for everything. Meet up soon okay!

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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me. Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning. Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little. I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.