Sunday, September 14, 2008
I just felt people kept mimicking,imitating what ive done.
Im down ytd,for no reason. Sudden feelings came back.
I can joke around,but must i endure the pain when someone
tried to remind me of my past,of what hurts most?
Eventhough it doesnt seem to be a biggie.
No one understand,i feel like shouting,can someone please fucking understand?!
But no one,not even a single soul understands.
Advices are not up to my way,of course.
Im sorry for the third post for today but i just feel like
expressing my thoughts about this.
Im sorry for being emotional,im sorry for being too mad,
or maybe im feeling so sensitive this few days,i cant be teased abit.
I'll flare up. I can't control my anger this few days.
I hate weekends. Afiq ask me out to breakfast but im saving up money.
Brrrh,how i wish.
Cause i know he could cheer me up somehow with his jokes
if i were to go breakfast with him. Somre he knows whats going on in my life.
I may be as seen as im happy,to some.
People saw me laughing around with the simplest jokes someone made,
and that is to,entertain myself.
I just cant do things the right way.
My kebeloan have been increasing without me realising.
Till i bought shampoo and mistake it for moisturiser. -.-
Many things happened,and i kept wondering why.
I can't do things like normal,i just cant.
Or maybe i dont have a reason why i should blog this way.
Done.
Labels: And when i lose myself, i think of you.
