Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I think ive grown fat. Wait, i think my CHEEKS have grown fat,who agrees?And i have a new aim. I wanna grow 5kg when raya came,so im gonna eat alot without thinking of what people will say about me :)And i wanna grow at least 6cm no matter how alot of jumping jacks/stretching i'll do.
I can't wait for raya,cause i wanna go out with lovelies and close friends to alot and alot of houses. Not because of money,but yeah because of kuih and foodsxzxz.Make sure i eat till i get bloated. But i havent done spring cleaning yet, my living room is still in a mess.My bedroom? ASSSSSSSSSSS USUAL. Messier than before. Tasha,come my house do spring cleaning for me can? Cakap je isteri tercontoh,haha.Yeah,since stepdad's alrd not with us, me and mom have a hard time preparing things for raya since mom confirm will get tired if she's back from work. Okay,i skipped school on monday(yesterday) whc also my girls skipped too. And yeah met ariff at 6.30pm,and booked a table at macd and wait for him to come. Yeah we slacked,and he said he regret slacking with me,cause he maki-ed alot. "Should have come exact on buka and left you waiting here." Lol.Talking to ariff, will give you a heartache,confirm 100percent. But he made me laughed all the way when im eating by doing stupid reactions.And plus,making me embarrased by saying hi,approaching strangers and shouting like whaaaaaaaaaat. +_+ Heed to lib,thanks ariff for paying my library fine of 15cents using your posb card,lol. -.-Try finding books but there's none. So yeah he accompany me awhile at bns to wait for nabilah.Since he gotta go,to meet his cous. So yeap,i pitied him and ask him to go,without waiting for nabilah. Nabilah reached and we walk around causeway. Slack as usual,fun times with her. <3Thanks alot for today nabilah. And ariff too. I cant wait for tmrw,cause i miss my girls much.*chanting. Tmr school starts at 8.20 not 7.20.Lol,cause i'll always forget and went for school as usual. Im out.Do i have a crush? Its for you to find out yourself. :)Labels: Im happy just to let you walk away.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I think ive grown fat. Wait, i think my CHEEKS have grown fat,who agrees? And i have a new aim. I wanna grow 5kg when raya came,so im gonna eat alot without thinking of what people will say about me :)And i wanna grow at least 6cm no matter how alot of jumping jacks/stretching i'll do.
I can't wait for raya,cause i wanna go out with lovelies and close friends to alot and alot of houses. Not because of money,but yeah because of kuih and foodsxzxz.Make sure i eat till i get bloated. But i havent done spring cleaning yet, my living room is still in a mess.My bedroom? ASSSSSSSSSSS USUAL. Messier than before. Tasha,come my house do spring cleaning for me can? Cakap je isteri tercontoh,haha.Yeah,since stepdad's alrd not with us, me and mom have a hard time preparing things for raya since mom confirm will get tired if she's back from work. Okay,i skipped school on monday(yesterday) whc also my girls skipped too. And yeah met ariff at 6.30pm,and booked a table at macd and wait for him to come. Yeah we slacked,and he said he regret slacking with me,cause he maki-ed alot. "Should have come exact on buka and left you waiting here." Lol.Talking to ariff, will give you a heartache,confirm 100percent. But he made me laughed all the way when im eating by doing stupid reactions.And plus,making me embarrased by saying hi,approaching strangers and shouting like whaaaaaaaaaat. +_+ Heed to lib,thanks ariff for paying my library fine of 15cents using your posb card,lol. -.-Try finding books but there's none. So yeah he accompany me awhile at bns to wait for nabilah.Since he gotta go,to meet his cous. So yeap,i pitied him and ask him to go,without waiting for nabilah. Nabilah reached and we walk around causeway. Slack as usual,fun times with her. <3Thanks alot for today nabilah. And ariff too. I cant wait for tmrw,cause i miss my girls much.*chanting. Tmr school starts at 8.20 not 7.20.Lol,cause i'll always forget and went for school as usual. Im out.Do i have a crush? Its for you to find out yourself. :)Labels: Im happy just to let you walk away.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.
I think ive grown fat. Wait, i think my CHEEKS have grown fat,who agrees?