Saturday, September 6, 2008
Imma out of pictures,so i'll just upload the pictures i took with my webby yesterday. I was high though,so i did some crazy pose. And i'll just use the picts for today's and tmrw tmrw tmrw's update,lol. I have the mood to talk about things,and i predict this will be a very long post? Mind me,i feel like talking about everything since no one's at home.
A contribute to those loved ones.Believe me, i have the best day of my life on my 16th birthday. What's unexpected is,a surprise birthday party. I have never had alot of friends coming to my house, what's not this alot of special ones to plan up a birthday party for me and telling mom about it. I know,now its already sept but it happens on august,i know my thanks isnt that big,but yeah thats what's all i can do. I appreciate it very much,it was really unexpected. But unexpectedly,there's 3 conflicts happening on that day. Relationship quarrels, and also friendship. Im so sorry,ain. Seriously,im sorry. I appreciate you all's saving up money for uying my presents and all, and your bears(ssss)/watch/mug/cushion pillows everything is save with me now. Aku kasi makan everyday okay! Dah gemok dah dorang :D Lmao. But really,i never felt surprised/nervous and i was trembling,you guys saw it. Thanks alot yaw. And the picture ef's suap-ing me above? I just find it cute cause ive never took a pict of someone suap-ing me except for ain. And yeah,about the food too,thanks alot ain and syafiq, for saving up money and i got to find out ain being on a diet just to save up money for these,and i hadnt realise it in school! -Ain,Ajie,Ef,Syafiq,Tasha,Mus,Dee,Mimi,Nabilah.Yan,Hamzah,Fadzly,Izrul. Thanks alot babes&dudes, i'll promise i'll remember to this day forever,promise. This meant alot to me.
Awwwh k, i dont know why, but i just feel like updating about ef. No grudges on you. I'll understand you. Even when you told people you never loved me all this while. Nevermind,i'll still be thankful i got the chance to have my smiles and laughters shared with you. Eventhough i seem to not sharing with you my problems and all,but thanks for being there when im happy,and makes me more happier. Thanks for teaching me one maths question eventhough you didnt get the answer right,haha. And also blaming the answer sheet for being incorrect,lol. I'll never forget the meet ups we have from the first starting when i started messing your hair up the first thing i saw you eventhough its the first meet up, till the very last one. I'll still remember when you say you cant stand it not meeting me up for one week, whats more this one month of puasa. I was merely joking of not meeting up during puasa. I'll still remember the first time you confessed to me you like me,you like the way i kiss you all of a sudden to get a picture right, and you did want that to happen again. Okay,thats all memories. Thanks for everything. Your memories,i'll treasure it. I never had someone volunteering me to take me to the clinic when im sick,yeah." I'll do things whc you have never done,and ill take you to places you have never been to. " Thanks for assuring me this will lasts,i know now you only did that to make me better. You'll never stop assure me everynight you loved me. But neh uh, the motive of this paragraph,is just to say thanks,for everything. From friends,to bestfriends,to dates and to friends. :DOh maybe i should listen to ajie's advice long ago,before all this happens,sorry. :/ Imy dude.
Another thanks to haiqal,for accompanying me till i sahur-ed ytd. A 3 hours talk is soooo making my jaws tired of laughing. Serious shit sia. Ass,thanks alot okay! :D From doing our indonesian words, to complaining about n level's english and mt lc, to listening to your stories of how your friends laughters whc sounds like snorting,eh? Haha, it makes me laugh alot,eventho thats our first time talking and our first time texting,lol. And fuck yah! Haha, dont have that low self esteem,i dont likeeeeee, haha. Feeqah,huda,ain,syafiq,dee,kak fynnie,iika thanks for making me chill too. Im starting on a new chapter. Okaybest, im out.
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all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.