Friday, September 12, 2008
Just ignore my latest post,if you guys read it. I'll be a coward if im running away from all this. Thanks bestfriend,for making me realise it. Thanks for asking me to get a life,i'll try. Its worthless,waiting for someone who doesn't loves you. So yeah,i rather move on. Or maybe,i'll treat everyone the same,not having any feelings towards the opposite sex. I'll try enhance myself. Or maybe i could so some soul searching after n's. As in not to date only someone and waiting for him to make the first move to call him mine. But rather,just know more people better and look what's good in him and what's bad. So yeah,that will be my final decision. For now, final decision it is. (:
Thanks to deeyan for accompanying me break fast yesterday. Called almost 10 people but some cant go out/must breakfast at home/no money. So yeah,part no money paling mendak ugh-.- I really wanna meet shahfiq cause i kindaf miss him. Got no one to breakfast with then mus ask me join him,afrio,ef and syafiq to west coast. So yeah,i got ready. Cause ive got no choice. Then dee called me asked me why i called her,thank god she can accompany me, then i rushed to jurong after bathing. Planning on eating pizzahut but then,im saving up for bestfriendss's birthdays. So yeah,cannot boros. XD Then ate kfc,i ordered alot,and remaining food,dee asked me to keep it in my bag. I kept coleslow,shipped potato and these thing whc got prawns inside idk whats the name.
Then after buying ice cream and all, lepakk then got to know,the coleslaw i kept dropped in my bag-.- Then my bag was wet and the things inside ____. No comments. My camera,handphone,keys everything wet with coleslaw's cream. Gah,then i got panic. Went back, then ajie hid behind the door -.- Terkejut sekejap baby,lol! Then played comp with him till 3.30m? Then slept for an hour and goes to school. School was short, and prelims are coming,bye.
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all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.