Thursday, September 25, 2008
Time check:3.22am.School was sucha drag. I drag myself out of bed. Well i thought of skipping school again,but nevermind. Ain's alone and tasha confirm not coming. So yup,sacrifice,im sweet i kno. I was being kind when im otw to school. Sabrina(sec one) was heeding to the bustop quickly cause its drizzling. I bought my umbrella along but i only hold it,cause i was lazy to open it,and whats in my mind is only,reach school fast cause its late already. Approached sabrina and off to share my umbrella,so yup went to school with her. Art lesson was gerek. Hamzah,izrul,fadzly and jo talking crap for two whole periods. So yeah,maths was sleepy like fuck,and recess buat kecoh dalam class. That pic above was during recess. I feel like i havent talk to nabeelah(center) for a long time,so i approached her. I miss her and the old moments though. So yeah,blablabla till school finishes. Walked home with ain and faris. Ain and me went to shengshong with uniform sia, then brought the things needed and she accompany me do chocolate cornflakes. Mom was at home,and she helped do cheese biscuits too. Finish everything,went to shopandsave to buy icecream and more cornflakes and send ain to the bustop. Thanks ain for everything (: Went back home,was suppose to continue doing cheese biscuits,but i slept instead till buka. I quarrelled with mom alot of time today,really. We're like shouting at each other for small reasons. But whatever,im use to it. Slept back after buka,cause i was effing sleepy. Then get to know,ajie came. Always making sudden surprise if he's coming to my house sia-.-Woke up at 9,and do chocolate cornflakes and honey cornflakes again,and cheese biscuits. Its alot,and i did it till 2.45am, 6 hours,can get pay siah if working-.- Tiiiil, 3am,i shooh ajie from the comp,and my turn (:Jaja,please dont this to yourself. Ykno you can do it,anyth just stand up strong and please,treasure the loved ones you had before anyth happens. I regretted not treasuring my loved ones. And i just realise how much i need my stepdad once he's gone. Mom and me reminded ourselves about stepdad cause when we're doing kuihs,she suddenly say "This year dah no one kacau2 take your kuih anymore. Selalu,cik salim curi2 amek kuih lepas dah bake kan? Abeh adik marah marah,ingat?" Of course i remember. How could i forget? I miss stepdad:/ Bye.
Farihin's table top. She's a fanatic.
Lol,farihin took chocolate cornflakes picts.
Labels: I miss mimi. :D
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Time check:3.22am.School was sucha drag. I drag myself out of bed. Well i thought of skipping school again,but nevermind. Ain's alone and tasha confirm not coming. So yup,sacrifice,im sweet i kno. I was being kind when im otw to school. Sabrina(sec one) was heeding to the bustop quickly cause its drizzling. I bought my umbrella along but i only hold it,cause i was lazy to open it,and whats in my mind is only,reach school fast cause its late already. Approached sabrina and off to share my umbrella,so yup went to school with her. Art lesson was gerek. Hamzah,izrul,fadzly and jo talking crap for two whole periods. So yeah,maths was sleepy like fuck,and recess buat kecoh dalam class. That pic above was during recess. I feel like i havent talk to nabeelah(center) for a long time,so i approached her. I miss her and the old moments though. So yeah,blablabla till school finishes. Walked home with ain and faris. Ain and me went to shengshong with uniform sia, then brought the things needed and she accompany me do chocolate cornflakes. Mom was at home,and she helped do cheese biscuits too. Finish everything,went to shopandsave to buy icecream and more cornflakes and send ain to the bustop. Thanks ain for everything (: Went back home,was suppose to continue doing cheese biscuits,but i slept instead till buka. I quarrelled with mom alot of time today,really. We're like shouting at each other for small reasons. But whatever,im use to it. Slept back after buka,cause i was effing sleepy. Then get to know,ajie came. Always making sudden surprise if he's coming to my house sia-.-Woke up at 9,and do chocolate cornflakes and honey cornflakes again,and cheese biscuits. Its alot,and i did it till 2.45am, 6 hours,can get pay siah if working-.- Tiiiil, 3am,i shooh ajie from the comp,and my turn (:Jaja,please dont this to yourself. Ykno you can do it,anyth just stand up strong and please,treasure the loved ones you had before anyth happens. I regretted not treasuring my loved ones. And i just realise how much i need my stepdad once he's gone. Mom and me reminded ourselves about stepdad cause when we're doing kuihs,she suddenly say "This year dah no one kacau2 take your kuih anymore. Selalu,cik salim curi2 amek kuih lepas dah bake kan? Abeh adik marah marah,ingat?" Of course i remember. How could i forget? I miss stepdad:/ Bye.
Farihin's table top. She's a fanatic.
Lol,farihin took chocolate cornflakes picts.
Labels: I miss mimi. :D
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.
Time check:3.22am.
Farihin's table top. She's a fanatic.
