Im trying my best,not to put high hopes,like you ask me to.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Hey, who says i wanna forget you? I didnt even say anyth.You got the wrong idea. Its just that im trying my best not to put high hopes on you,not that i wanna forget you. You and your "Dont put high hopes on me,okay thanks."When each day you make me fall for you even more. Dont you understand?Its not that i dont wanna talk to you, remember when i say, i wanna hear your voice before going to sleep. Well,i still do. You made me think of you when im in work, when im having my free time, everytime okay.Thats why im refraining myself from finding you too often. Cause ive realise im who's always the one who finds you. But not you.Where's your phonecalls asking where i am, have i reached home? Not anymore.Yeah, i realised. Both waits for each other calls. You wait! I'll call you tonight,if im not tired.Labels: I love you two three four.
I still fucking need my babygirls!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
I love you eternity babies, even if i'll be changing sch next year and
will not be spending much time tgt. Im sorry, if ive done any mistakes, i tend to
have some fucked up attitude sometimes. I love you two,really yes i do.
From the bottom of my heart. Please,dont let anyth break us apart.
I just have to stand this shit.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Okay,ive decided. What ive decided uh? K no,weekends will be off days for me. But there will be expresso and brew class whc is 9-4.30pm. So maybe i'll be catching the movie,coffin after that. Im not that sure with who, since NOBODY wanna accompany me. Im not sure if mimi is free. If not free,pandai pandai ah carik orang lain. Then sunday,i'll find prom night dress by my own,or just survey around first. Kiwaaak, macam takde kawan siol (Y). Since farihin's not sure can go out on weekends anot. Ade bff macam takde lol. Satu tak leh keluar weekends,lagi satu macam dah tak exist. K no,lagi satu busy dengan date sampai aku ajak keluar pun kene sarcastic semacam. Kalau date ajak keluar, kiwaak laju sia setuju lol. What to do. At least for me,date nanti nanti sia lol. Bestfriends first,right? But nevermind,since her perception is not the same with me.And one thing ive decided,boy. I wont find you till you find me.If you feel like talking to me,then call me. If you feel like texting me then,text me.
But make sure you're not tired when you talk to me, i dont want any akward silence.
I have to be hard on my feelings.
Labels: I feel like scolding at least someone, idk why.
Yousucksbigtime,serious.
Im off to work,toodles!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Okay this is breaktime,when i was bored. Sumpah coffeebean's chicken bolognese steam habis (Y). I ate, taking my own time,really. Lol. Did ice blended station the most today,but still i hafta do service ugggh. How i wish i wanna learn gourmet's whc is the kitchen's part or cashier. K whatever. Ika applied at my workplace,but im not sure of she gets the job,cause limit age is 16,i think. Thats what she told me. So yeah, today's closing was fast. Cause nelly came, and she does work fast. I love closing,cause they tend to sing out loud,while switiching on the songs in max volume and dance ,including the managers. -.- Serious,i just watch and laugh all the way.
Just a 5 minutes talk will also do,cause i only wanna hear your voice. ♥
And guess what, im thinking of meeting you up already,despite the fact that we had alooooooot of height difference lol. K bye.
Me/Nelly/Manager idk the name/Akmal.
Mind my sucky face,cause of oily face.Collegues.<3>
I love you two,three four!
I love/like you.
Gambar fresh, baru berapa minutes ago,sempat pe maya!
Step jiwe pe, ade headphone_|_
We challenge who smiled the longest.
Lol.
HAHAHA !
Ae you feeling like how im feeling now?
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sarcasm wont solve things,baby. So,please stop throwing sarcasms at me. Im drifting apart from alot of people. Im not close to anybody. I dont tell my problems to anybody anymore. Of course,it hurts to keep all those to myself,but i couldnt find a solution to it. Since im not close to anybody,i might as well keep it to myself,right? All this problems, fuck it. Im not okay myself,how am i gonna cool insyirah down when i heard about the bad news about her boyfriend and her? Ugh. Diri sendiri tak boleh tolong,nak tolong orang. I just need you to understand. I cant stand jokes when im in a fucked up mood. Im sorry to those who ive vent my anger on,i really am. And im sorry if ive neglected whoever.
Im done.
Dont you feel it? We are drifting apart.
Ifmy.
So,today off's day. Im freaking happy cause my outlet closed every sunday,cool i can have my rest day for today and tmrw,since its deepavali. But yes,im missing work already. But i feel like going out tmrw. Thoughts of watching 'the coffin',asked haiqal but he cant cause working,kesian or what deepavali working, he he he. Then ask mimi, everything's okay then i check the net, the movie coming soon -.- Zang kepada aku,yes. Ajie slept at my house ytd but came home at ard 6am, and went out from house at 4pm, i dint even have the chance to talk alot with him like always -.- Then met mom, and we proceed to boonlay to attend our relative's granddaughter's birthday. Look at the pictures below,isnt they cute? But i only get to take pictures with one of them. They are twins btw. So yeap,stayed there till 9.45 and off we went home cause i wanna watch 'pulau hantu' at okto channel. So yeap thats my routine for today. Im missing someone,fuck it fuck feelings,go away. I dont think you cared, anymore. You'll call me when you feel there's an important matter? I disagree, i want you to be like always. Calling me without any texts to inform me,just a sudden call. You didnt replied my texts and make me laugh,like always. I'll try to understand,you're busy with your friends. But .. nevermind. I wanna play dj max with you again otp. I wanna hear you sing 'gotta find you' since i havent get the recording. I wanna hear your 'Nak kiss...' with your voice that way. I wanna hear your 'fake' laugh whc i think its cute. Simple said,i wanna hear your voice. Ifmy.
And to you: I think im always the one who have to stand it with your behaviour,darling.
Ive got feelings too,for your fucking info! Up yours.
Hapyy birthday twinbabies.
Labels: Blame yourself for making me falling for you, yes.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Okay, im assuming bad things.
Ergh imy.
Kept agreeing when the fact is that,i disagree.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
4 thinking,smth whc i'll never forget about secondary life.
Malay classmates,some missing. 
Farrah.
Afiq bontot periok.
Ishqal.
That outing.
Mus.
School times.
Chatting with ishqal about leaving secondary,leaving friends,leaving teachers, easily said, leaving evergreen secondary school made me think back. Its when i look back at my different kind of folders i had in this comp,how we had outings with each other. Ive got loads to say,about secondary life. Ive learn really alot,losing friends,crying over the lost of friends,turning to new friends and shites and stuffs im lazy to elaborate. But really,secondary life taught me alot more than what i can think of now. Ive yet to talk about every one of my classmates,but thanks alot to everyone,for everything. Thanks for the advices you all gave me,if you did gave me. But thanks alot to nabilah,tasha and farihin. Nabilah,thanks for the 4 throughout years of friendship, i'll keep that in mind and ykno how much i loved you. And the other two babygirls, the crazy times we had, the downs we had with each other, i'll never ever eveerrrrrr forget. I dont know how to speak more. How to elaborate it more in words,how i love 4 thinking,how i love my bestfriends,how i love my friends,how i love schoolmates eventhough we only tend to walk past,smile or wave and just go. I'll miss you all, promise. I dont really know if i can attend the chalet/pit whc you all guys have already planned on,but yup i'll try my best to take an off day from work on the exact day you all have planned. Sweet 16 is the best ever (: I love this batch,okay wait. All batch can? From sec ones to sec four,old friends included too. Cause memories are memories,i cant seem to forget those times i had with you all.ALL of you. I'll never forget how yall make me act as myself,laughing giggling or whatever,as in ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL of you guys, all batch whc im close with. So yeap,let's have fun at prom night, have the best night ever,get drunk and have sex later on. _|_ K no. I'll miss you guys,alot ))))))))))))))))))))):Thats a sweet post you've got,'someone.'Mayalicious sungguh tak perlu,yeap maybe you're right,from what you have say everything in your post. So yeap, keep going on this way.
Im trying my best,not to put high hopes,like you ask me to.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Hey, who says i wanna forget you? I didnt even say anyth.You got the wrong idea. Its just that im trying my best not to put high hopes on you,not that i wanna forget you. You and your "Dont put high hopes on me,okay thanks."When each day you make me fall for you even more. Dont you understand?Its not that i dont wanna talk to you, remember when i say, i wanna hear your voice before going to sleep. Well,i still do. You made me think of you when im in work, when im having my free time, everytime okay.Thats why im refraining myself from finding you too often. Cause ive realise im who's always the one who finds you. But not you.Where's your phonecalls asking where i am, have i reached home? Not anymore.Yeah, i realised. Both waits for each other calls. You wait! I'll call you tonight,if im not tired.Labels: I love you two three four.
I still fucking need my babygirls!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
I love you eternity babies, even if i'll be changing sch next year and
will not be spending much time tgt. Im sorry, if ive done any mistakes, i tend to
have some fucked up attitude sometimes. I love you two,really yes i do.
From the bottom of my heart. Please,dont let anyth break us apart.
I just have to stand this shit.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Okay,ive decided. What ive decided uh? K no,weekends will be off days for me. But there will be expresso and brew class whc is 9-4.30pm. So maybe i'll be catching the movie,coffin after that. Im not that sure with who, since NOBODY wanna accompany me. Im not sure if mimi is free. If not free,pandai pandai ah carik orang lain. Then sunday,i'll find prom night dress by my own,or just survey around first. Kiwaaak, macam takde kawan siol (Y). Since farihin's not sure can go out on weekends anot. Ade bff macam takde lol. Satu tak leh keluar weekends,lagi satu macam dah tak exist. K no,lagi satu busy dengan date sampai aku ajak keluar pun kene sarcastic semacam. Kalau date ajak keluar, kiwaak laju sia setuju lol. What to do. At least for me,date nanti nanti sia lol. Bestfriends first,right? But nevermind,since her perception is not the same with me.And one thing ive decided,boy. I wont find you till you find me.If you feel like talking to me,then call me. If you feel like texting me then,text me.
But make sure you're not tired when you talk to me, i dont want any akward silence.
I have to be hard on my feelings.
Labels: I feel like scolding at least someone, idk why.
Yousucksbigtime,serious.
Im off to work,toodles!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Okay this is breaktime,when i was bored. Sumpah coffeebean's chicken bolognese steam habis (Y). I ate, taking my own time,really. Lol. Did ice blended station the most today,but still i hafta do service ugggh. How i wish i wanna learn gourmet's whc is the kitchen's part or cashier. K whatever. Ika applied at my workplace,but im not sure of she gets the job,cause limit age is 16,i think. Thats what she told me. So yeah, today's closing was fast. Cause nelly came, and she does work fast. I love closing,cause they tend to sing out loud,while switiching on the songs in max volume and dance ,including the managers. -.- Serious,i just watch and laugh all the way.
Just a 5 minutes talk will also do,cause i only wanna hear your voice. ♥
And guess what, im thinking of meeting you up already,despite the fact that we had alooooooot of height difference lol. K bye.
Me/Nelly/Manager idk the name/Akmal.
Mind my sucky face,cause of oily face.Collegues.<3>
I love you two,three four!
I love/like you.
Gambar fresh, baru berapa minutes ago,sempat pe maya!
Step jiwe pe, ade headphone_|_
We challenge who smiled the longest.
Lol.
HAHAHA !
Ae you feeling like how im feeling now?
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sarcasm wont solve things,baby. So,please stop throwing sarcasms at me. Im drifting apart from alot of people. Im not close to anybody. I dont tell my problems to anybody anymore. Of course,it hurts to keep all those to myself,but i couldnt find a solution to it. Since im not close to anybody,i might as well keep it to myself,right? All this problems, fuck it. Im not okay myself,how am i gonna cool insyirah down when i heard about the bad news about her boyfriend and her? Ugh. Diri sendiri tak boleh tolong,nak tolong orang. I just need you to understand. I cant stand jokes when im in a fucked up mood. Im sorry to those who ive vent my anger on,i really am. And im sorry if ive neglected whoever.
Im done.
Dont you feel it? We are drifting apart.
Ifmy.
So,today off's day. Im freaking happy cause my outlet closed every sunday,cool i can have my rest day for today and tmrw,since its deepavali. But yes,im missing work already. But i feel like going out tmrw. Thoughts of watching 'the coffin',asked haiqal but he cant cause working,kesian or what deepavali working, he he he. Then ask mimi, everything's okay then i check the net, the movie coming soon -.- Zang kepada aku,yes. Ajie slept at my house ytd but came home at ard 6am, and went out from house at 4pm, i dint even have the chance to talk alot with him like always -.- Then met mom, and we proceed to boonlay to attend our relative's granddaughter's birthday. Look at the pictures below,isnt they cute? But i only get to take pictures with one of them. They are twins btw. So yeap,stayed there till 9.45 and off we went home cause i wanna watch 'pulau hantu' at okto channel. So yeap thats my routine for today. Im missing someone,fuck it fuck feelings,go away. I dont think you cared, anymore. You'll call me when you feel there's an important matter? I disagree, i want you to be like always. Calling me without any texts to inform me,just a sudden call. You didnt replied my texts and make me laugh,like always. I'll try to understand,you're busy with your friends. But .. nevermind. I wanna play dj max with you again otp. I wanna hear you sing 'gotta find you' since i havent get the recording. I wanna hear your 'Nak kiss...' with your voice that way. I wanna hear your 'fake' laugh whc i think its cute. Simple said,i wanna hear your voice. Ifmy.
And to you: I think im always the one who have to stand it with your behaviour,darling.
Ive got feelings too,for your fucking info! Up yours.Hapyy birthday twinbabies.
Labels: Blame yourself for making me falling for you, yes.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Okay, im assuming bad things.
Ergh imy.
Kept agreeing when the fact is that,i disagree.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
4 thinking,smth whc i'll never forget about secondary life.Malay classmates,some missing. Farrah. Afiq bontot periok. Ishqal. That outing.
Mus. School times. Chatting with ishqal about leaving secondary,leaving friends,leaving teachers, easily said, leaving evergreen secondary school made me think back. Its when i look back at my different kind of folders i had in this comp,how we had outings with each other. Ive got loads to say,about secondary life. Ive learn really alot,losing friends,crying over the lost of friends,turning to new friends and shites and stuffs im lazy to elaborate. But really,secondary life taught me alot more than what i can think of now. Ive yet to talk about every one of my classmates,but thanks alot to everyone,for everything. Thanks for the advices you all gave me,if you did gave me. But thanks alot to nabilah,tasha and farihin. Nabilah,thanks for the 4 throughout years of friendship, i'll keep that in mind and ykno how much i loved you. And the other two babygirls, the crazy times we had, the downs we had with each other, i'll never ever eveerrrrrr forget. I dont know how to speak more. How to elaborate it more in words,how i love 4 thinking,how i love my bestfriends,how i love my friends,how i love schoolmates eventhough we only tend to walk past,smile or wave and just go. I'll miss you all, promise. I dont really know if i can attend the chalet/pit whc you all guys have already planned on,but yup i'll try my best to take an off day from work on the exact day you all have planned. Sweet 16 is the best ever (: I love this batch,okay wait. All batch can? From sec ones to sec four,old friends included too. Cause memories are memories,i cant seem to forget those times i had with you all.ALL of you. I'll never forget how yall make me act as myself,laughing giggling or whatever,as in ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL of you guys, all batch whc im close with. So yeap,let's have fun at prom night, have the best night ever,get drunk and have sex later on. _|_ K no. I'll miss you guys,alot ))))))))))))))))))))):Thats a sweet post you've got,'someone.'Mayalicious sungguh tak perlu,yeap maybe you're right,from what you have say everything in your post. So yeap, keep going on this way.
I love you eternity babies, even if i'll be changing sch next year and
Okay,ive decided. What ive decided uh? K no,weekends will be off days for me. But there will be expresso and brew class whc is 9-4.30pm. So maybe i'll be catching the movie,coffin after that. Im not that sure with who, since NOBODY wanna accompany me. Im not sure if mimi is free. If not free,pandai pandai ah carik orang lain. Then sunday,i'll find prom night dress by my own,or just survey around first. Kiwaaak, macam takde kawan siol (Y). Since farihin's not sure can go out on weekends anot. Ade bff macam takde lol. Satu tak leh keluar weekends,lagi satu macam dah tak exist. K no,lagi satu busy dengan date sampai aku ajak keluar pun kene sarcastic semacam. Kalau date ajak keluar, kiwaak laju sia setuju lol. What to do. At least for me,date nanti nanti sia lol. Bestfriends first,right? But nevermind,since her perception is not the same with me.
Okay this is breaktime,when i was bored. Sumpah coffeebean's chicken bolognese steam habis (Y). I ate, taking my own time,really. Lol. Did ice blended station the most today,but still i hafta do service ugggh. How i wish i wanna learn gourmet's whc is the kitchen's part or cashier. K whatever. Ika applied at my workplace,but im not sure of she gets the job,cause limit age is 16,i think. Thats what she told me. So yeah, today's closing was fast. Cause nelly came, and she does work fast. I love closing,cause they tend to sing out loud,while switiching on the songs in max volume and dance ,including the managers. -.- Serious,i just watch and laugh all the way.
Me/Nelly/Manager idk the name/Akmal.
Gambar fresh, baru berapa minutes ago,sempat pe maya!
Step jiwe pe, ade headphone_|_
We challenge who smiled the longest.
Lol.
HAHAHA !
So,today off's day. Im freaking happy cause my outlet closed every sunday,cool i can have my rest day for today and tmrw,since its deepavali. But yes,im missing work already. But i feel like going out tmrw. Thoughts of watching 'the coffin',asked haiqal but he cant cause working,kesian or what deepavali working, he he he. Then ask mimi, everything's okay then i check the net, the movie coming soon -.- Zang kepada aku,yes. Ajie slept at my house ytd but came home at ard 6am, and went out from house at 4pm, i dint even have the chance to talk alot with him like always -.- Then met mom, and we proceed to boonlay to attend our relative's granddaughter's birthday. Look at the pictures below,isnt they cute? But i only get to take pictures with one of them. They are twins btw. So yeap,stayed there till 9.45 and off we went home cause i wanna watch 'pulau hantu' at okto channel. So yeap thats my routine for today. Im missing someone,fuck it fuck feelings,go away. I dont think you cared, anymore. You'll call me when you feel there's an important matter? I disagree, i want you to be like always. Calling me without any texts to inform me,just a sudden call. You didnt replied my texts and make me laugh,like always. I'll try to understand,you're busy with your friends. But .. nevermind. I wanna play dj max with you again otp. I wanna hear you sing 'gotta find you' since i havent get the recording. I wanna hear your 'Nak kiss...' with your voice that way. I wanna hear your 'fake' laugh whc i think its cute. Simple said,i wanna hear your voice. Ifmy.
Hapyy birthday twinbabies.
Malay classmates,some missing.
Farrah.
Afiq bontot periok.
Ishqal.
That outing.
Mus.
School times.
Chatting with ishqal about leaving secondary,leaving friends,leaving teachers, easily said, leaving evergreen secondary school made me think back. Its when i look back at my different kind of folders i had in this comp,how we had outings with each other. Ive got loads to say,about secondary life. Ive learn really alot,losing friends,crying over the lost of friends,turning to new friends and shites and stuffs im lazy to elaborate. But really,secondary life taught me alot more than what i can think of now. Ive yet to talk about every one of my classmates,but thanks alot to everyone,for everything. Thanks for the advices you all gave me,if you did gave me. But thanks alot to nabilah,tasha and farihin. Nabilah,thanks for the 4 throughout years of friendship, i'll keep that in mind and ykno how much i loved you. And the other two babygirls, the crazy times we had, the downs we had with each other, i'll never ever eveerrrrrr forget. 