Ae you feeling like how im feeling now?
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sarcasm wont solve things,baby. So,please stop throwing sarcasms at me. Im drifting apart from alot of people. Im not close to anybody. I dont tell my problems to anybody anymore. Of course,it hurts to keep all those to myself,but i couldnt find a solution to it. Since im not close to anybody,i might as well keep it to myself,right? All this problems, fuck it. Im not okay myself,how am i gonna cool insyirah down when i heard about the bad news about her boyfriend and her? Ugh. Diri sendiri tak boleh tolong,nak tolong orang. I just need you to understand. I cant stand jokes when im in a fucked up mood. Im sorry to those who ive vent my anger on,i really am. And im sorry if ive neglected whoever.
Im done.
Dont you feel it? We are drifting apart.
Ae you feeling like how im feeling now?
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sarcasm wont solve things,baby. So,please stop throwing sarcasms at me. Im drifting apart from alot of people. Im not close to anybody. I dont tell my problems to anybody anymore. Of course,it hurts to keep all those to myself,but i couldnt find a solution to it. Since im not close to anybody,i might as well keep it to myself,right? All this problems, fuck it. Im not okay myself,how am i gonna cool insyirah down when i heard about the bad news about her boyfriend and her? Ugh. Diri sendiri tak boleh tolong,nak tolong orang. I just need you to understand. I cant stand jokes when im in a fucked up mood. Im sorry to those who ive vent my anger on,i really am. And im sorry if ive neglected whoever.
Im done.
Dont you feel it? We are drifting apart.
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all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.