I just have to stand this shit.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Okay,ive decided. What ive decided uh? K no,weekends will be off days for me. But there will be expresso and brew class whc is 9-4.30pm. So maybe i'll be catching the movie,coffin after that. Im not that sure with who, since NOBODY wanna accompany me. Im not sure if mimi is free. If not free,pandai pandai ah carik orang lain. Then sunday,i'll find prom night dress by my own,or just survey around first. Kiwaaak, macam takde kawan siol (Y). Since farihin's not sure can go out on weekends anot. Ade bff macam takde lol. Satu tak leh keluar weekends,lagi satu macam dah tak exist. K no,lagi satu busy dengan date sampai aku ajak keluar pun kene sarcastic semacam. Kalau date ajak keluar, kiwaak laju sia setuju lol. What to do. At least for me,date nanti nanti sia lol. Bestfriends first,right? But nevermind,since her perception is not the same with me.And one thing ive decided,boy. I wont find you till you find me.If you feel like talking to me,then call me. If you feel like texting me then,text me.
But make sure you're not tired when you talk to me, i dont want any akward silence.
I have to be hard on my feelings.
Labels: I feel like scolding at least someone, idk why.
I just have to stand this shit.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Okay,ive decided. What ive decided uh? K no,weekends will be off days for me. But there will be expresso and brew class whc is 9-4.30pm. So maybe i'll be catching the movie,coffin after that. Im not that sure with who, since NOBODY wanna accompany me. Im not sure if mimi is free. If not free,pandai pandai ah carik orang lain. Then sunday,i'll find prom night dress by my own,or just survey around first. Kiwaaak, macam takde kawan siol (Y). Since farihin's not sure can go out on weekends anot. Ade bff macam takde lol. Satu tak leh keluar weekends,lagi satu macam dah tak exist. K no,lagi satu busy dengan date sampai aku ajak keluar pun kene sarcastic semacam. Kalau date ajak keluar, kiwaak laju sia setuju lol. What to do. At least for me,date nanti nanti sia lol. Bestfriends first,right? But nevermind,since her perception is not the same with me.And one thing ive decided,boy. I wont find you till you find me.If you feel like talking to me,then call me. If you feel like texting me then,text me.
But make sure you're not tired when you talk to me, i dont want any akward silence.
I have to be hard on my feelings.
Labels: I feel like scolding at least someone, idk why.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.
Okay,ive decided. What ive decided uh? K no,weekends will be off days for me. But there will be expresso and brew class whc is 9-4.30pm. So maybe i'll be catching the movie,coffin after that. Im not that sure with who, since NOBODY wanna accompany me. Im not sure if mimi is free. If not free,pandai pandai ah carik orang lain. Then sunday,i'll find prom night dress by my own,or just survey around first. Kiwaaak, macam takde kawan siol (Y). Since farihin's not sure can go out on weekends anot. Ade bff macam takde lol. Satu tak leh keluar weekends,lagi satu macam dah tak exist. K no,lagi satu busy dengan date sampai aku ajak keluar pun kene sarcastic semacam. Kalau date ajak keluar, kiwaak laju sia setuju lol. What to do. At least for me,date nanti nanti sia lol. Bestfriends first,right? But nevermind,since her perception is not the same with me.