Thursday, October 9, 2008
Im out of pictures, and i know i look fat here lol. Currently listening to sorry-jonas brothers and don't forget-demi lovato,repeating alotalot of times. Sedih pe hidup dengar lagu gini,lol. Especially lagu demi, macam siak ah lyrics, benar ah benar lol. Till i recommend it to jaja and afiq-.-"! Lol. Thanks to farihin for letting me hear the songs.Speaking about today. Farihin came my house at err 10am,cause she just finish her dnt paper and yeap, slacccck. I was so sleepy. Cause i slept at 6am plus ytd due to talks with faris otp,lol. I slept while she played the comp. Idk for how many freaking times she shouted my name saying "Mayaaaa! Cepat lah bangun!" And how many times she repeatedly went into my room and to the comp,i dont know lol. Alot of times,i guess. But i just ignored. Slack, laughed at some pictures, seriousshite. Aku dengan muke busok aku, belom mandi ada hati nak ketawekan orang nye gambar. Candid pics (Y)! Lol. Especially raya pictures people upload alot this days lol. We laughed like what,serioushite. Then we irritate haiqal and all, lol. Then i went to bath at 2 plus petang and then kemas rumah all,sumpah rumah berselerak macam kandang babi aku tak tau ah ape ape nanti aku kemas kasi habis pasal besok kawan ank datang raya lol.So yeap, went causeway cause farihin wanna survey for guitar woaaaah banyak duit lah kaaau, bagi aku sikit boleh? Sikit je, 100 pun cukup, tak bedek. Nak belajar then beli guitar ): K takpe, ibu ada buat apaaaa kan lol. Eventhough she said " Takmo mintak ibu ape ape lagi eh,dengar tak?" after i get my psp lol die ckp tu berapa banyak kali idk sia lol tapi tetap belikan benda lagi lol. Pandai pandai ah bodek, nak beli guitar. Sweet talk ke ape jadi uggggggh! Then went to eat at cavana,and then went northplaza bought my mee rebus ingredients,maybe im gonna cook mee rebus for classmates who will be coming for raya tmrw. Then farihin went home and i went to woodlands lama to ask whats wrong with my handphone cause cannot switched on. Gave me a new charger,aku happy pasal dah boleh on lol. K then went back home and online.And yeap, dj max mus copy paste kat aku ada virus aku dah delete sedih pe ))))))))))))): Idc, ajie please come my house asap,i want gamessssssssssssssss. Kaybest. Harapkan diner dash aje ah eh.And yeap to you who confessed: Im sorry, but its not just the right time yet. I need someone to explain to me what true love is. Ive gone through love pretends,loveshites and all. Soooo, its hard to gain it back. Dont assume,ive moved on. I just dont feel a thing to 'him' already. Its just not worth it,i deserve someone better. But yeap, currently idk why but i just dont find relationships meaningful. It errrrrrrrks me to see couples outside. Seriously. Soo, if you tend to know how to explain to me what true love is, and promise me you'll love me better than the previous, then i'll consider. Idk for how many times we break patch-.-"! Lols. And this is to anyone,who DID flirt with me or anyone laaaa who eventually had this things called 'feelings' for me. Ifffffff ah eh.
Im out, cooking dinner for mom and yeah maybe will be talking otp with anyone. Cause faris sometimes calls up so sudden, mimi too lol. Im so use to sleeping at 5am lol, all because of faris. So yeap, have a nice day yaw.
Please come back, the old you. Not the 'now' you.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Im out of pictures, and i know i look fat here lol. Currently listening to sorry-jonas brothers and don't forget-demi lovato,repeating alotalot of times. Sedih pe hidup dengar lagu gini,lol. Especially lagu demi, macam siak ah lyrics, benar ah benar lol. Till i recommend it to jaja and afiq-.-"! Lol. Thanks to farihin for letting me hear the songs.Speaking about today. Farihin came my house at err 10am,cause she just finish her dnt paper and yeap, slacccck. I was so sleepy. Cause i slept at 6am plus ytd due to talks with faris otp,lol. I slept while she played the comp. Idk for how many freaking times she shouted my name saying "Mayaaaa! Cepat lah bangun!" And how many times she repeatedly went into my room and to the comp,i dont know lol. Alot of times,i guess. But i just ignored. Slack, laughed at some pictures, seriousshite. Aku dengan muke busok aku, belom mandi ada hati nak ketawekan orang nye gambar. Candid pics (Y)! Lol. Especially raya pictures people upload alot this days lol. We laughed like what,serioushite. Then we irritate haiqal and all, lol. Then i went to bath at 2 plus petang and then kemas rumah all,sumpah rumah berselerak macam kandang babi aku tak tau ah ape ape nanti aku kemas kasi habis pasal besok kawan ank datang raya lol.So yeap, went causeway cause farihin wanna survey for guitar woaaaah banyak duit lah kaaau, bagi aku sikit boleh? Sikit je, 100 pun cukup, tak bedek. Nak belajar then beli guitar ): K takpe, ibu ada buat apaaaa kan lol. Eventhough she said " Takmo mintak ibu ape ape lagi eh,dengar tak?" after i get my psp lol die ckp tu berapa banyak kali idk sia lol tapi tetap belikan benda lagi lol. Pandai pandai ah bodek, nak beli guitar. Sweet talk ke ape jadi uggggggh! Then went to eat at cavana,and then went northplaza bought my mee rebus ingredients,maybe im gonna cook mee rebus for classmates who will be coming for raya tmrw. Then farihin went home and i went to woodlands lama to ask whats wrong with my handphone cause cannot switched on. Gave me a new charger,aku happy pasal dah boleh on lol. K then went back home and online.And yeap, dj max mus copy paste kat aku ada virus aku dah delete sedih pe ))))))))))))): Idc, ajie please come my house asap,i want gamessssssssssssssss. Kaybest. Harapkan diner dash aje ah eh.And yeap to you who confessed: Im sorry, but its not just the right time yet. I need someone to explain to me what true love is. Ive gone through love pretends,loveshites and all. Soooo, its hard to gain it back. Dont assume,ive moved on. I just dont feel a thing to 'him' already. Its just not worth it,i deserve someone better. But yeap, currently idk why but i just dont find relationships meaningful. It errrrrrrrks me to see couples outside. Seriously. Soo, if you tend to know how to explain to me what true love is, and promise me you'll love me better than the previous, then i'll consider. Idk for how many times we break patch-.-"! Lols. And this is to anyone,who DID flirt with me or anyone laaaa who eventually had this things called 'feelings' for me. Ifffffff ah eh.
Im out, cooking dinner for mom and yeah maybe will be talking otp with anyone. Cause faris sometimes calls up so sudden, mimi too lol. Im so use to sleeping at 5am lol, all because of faris. So yeap, have a nice day yaw.
Please come back, the old you. Not the 'now' you.
prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.
Im out of pictures, and i know i look fat here lol. Currently listening to sorry-jonas brothers and don't forget-demi lovato,repeating alotalot of times. Sedih pe hidup dengar lagu gini,lol. Especially lagu demi, macam siak ah lyrics, benar ah benar lol. Till i recommend it to jaja and afiq-.-"! Lol. Thanks to farihin for letting me hear the songs.
Please come back, the old you. Not the 'now' you.