Saturday, October 18, 2008
Photofunia(Y) ! Woke up at 9am, sanggup pe siah setakat nak carik kerja -.- Lol. Then delayed time. Blablabla,faris texted me from 11 till now, 6 plus baik pe lol. Went amk for the interview a looooooooong one,with feeqah and tasha along. Then went to novena, brought a top from cotton on, sempat pe siul camwhore lol. Wanted to ask pizza hut but cancelled. Met haiqal awhile cause he's working somewhere there, kiwaaaaak putih pe siah dektu -.- Faris wanted to meet me but i reached woodlands already. Next time alright. Go make yourself short instead of 182 before meeting me up lol. Then went home. Someone says he wants me and he wants me to use him,roflol. Nyanyikan 10 lagu dulu :DIf you want something or someone,work hard for it. Not just to sit there and wait for things to happen. You hafta change yourself. Its not the ego thing, you dont seem to make things happen.Its not that you cant give in, its because you dont want to. Learn to give in to make it lasts. You seem to wait for him, to approach you, sitting all day infront of the comp, but you dont have the intiative to approach him. He too got feelings right? He too wanted to see if you cared,right? Ive really tried my best to be a good bestfriend but things aint going my way. You choose to handle things by yourself, talk a walk all around being alone,while ive volunteered to accompany you. Thats wont settled the problem,you wont make yourself at ease if you continue doing that. I might look like i dont care, but deep inside,you know how much i cared about you. You know how much i loved you,bestfriend.[pictures]




prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.