Ifmy.
Monday, October 27, 2008
So,today off's day. Im freaking happy cause my outlet closed every sunday,cool i can have my rest day for today and tmrw,since its deepavali. But yes,im missing work already. But i feel like going out tmrw. Thoughts of watching 'the coffin',asked haiqal but he cant cause working,kesian or what deepavali working, he he he. Then ask mimi, everything's okay then i check the net, the movie coming soon -.- Zang kepada aku,yes. Ajie slept at my house ytd but came home at ard 6am, and went out from house at 4pm, i dint even have the chance to talk alot with him like always -.- Then met mom, and we proceed to boonlay to attend our relative's granddaughter's birthday. Look at the pictures below,isnt they cute? But i only get to take pictures with one of them. They are twins btw. So yeap,stayed there till 9.45 and off we went home cause i wanna watch 'pulau hantu' at okto channel. So yeap thats my routine for today. Im missing someone,fuck it fuck feelings,go away. I dont think you cared, anymore. You'll call me when you feel there's an important matter? I disagree, i want you to be like always. Calling me without any texts to inform me,just a sudden call. You didnt replied my texts and make me laugh,like always. I'll try to understand,you're busy with your friends. But .. nevermind. I wanna play dj max with you again otp. I wanna hear you sing 'gotta find you' since i havent get the recording. I wanna hear your 'Nak kiss...' with your voice that way. I wanna hear your 'fake' laugh whc i think its cute. Simple said,i wanna hear your voice. Ifmy.
And to you: I think im always the one who have to stand it with your behaviour,darling.
Ive got feelings too,for your fucking info! Up yours.
Hapyy birthday twinbabies.



Labels: Blame yourself for making me falling for you, yes.
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all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.