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Will you ever tell me why?
Saturday, October 25, 2008





Guess what,i still remember you sang this song on the phone that night. Despite of my short term memory lost,considered it quite lucky, k no. Im sorry,but i have alot to confessed. And yes,im equally angry with this person. I dont know, but ive given my fullest attention to you despite to those who ive not been talking to lately,im sorry. See,ive put you first in my list if i wanted someone to talk to. Cause i did told you i enjoyed talking to you. But please,understand and trust me. Ive just started work,yes i know, and i tend to get tired easily and dont have the time to talk to every single day like how we use to,and for that i apologise. And yeap, i got "new friends" whc you assumed ive exchange number with them,but no. I dint or, i havent. But they are just my collegues. I can't just stay anti social and not be friends with anyone at work,right? I dont know why you're reacting this way. You asked me to guess,but i didnt, cause i wanted you to tell with your own words. But yes,im totally dissapointed,cause you tend to say "I dont know" when i asked you why you're reacting this way. That what makes me fucked up,now. And itd already almost 2am now,ive promised i'll sleep at 1.30am. Im tired today having work and class at the hq thing,and you have to do this. You know imy,and i wanted to talk with you like always cause i dont have the time for you yesterday. But this has to happen. Yes,you'll be reading this. And i really hope i could receive an answer from you. You're giving me doubts. Okay probably i might fall for you already,but nope,you cant react this way as you please.

So yeap,i had work from 9-1pm cause i told the manager i had to pay for the promnight fees cause that's the last day. Im not quite sure when's the last day but whatever, im tired and i feel like my legs are cabut-ing. As in im fucking tired despite all those walking arounds. So yeap,went back home, changed,and went to sch with farihin. Saje je masuk sekolah pakai home clothes, sekolah bapak aku sia-.- Then went to town to acc ain survey prom night dresses and shoes. And met zahirah, got changed into work clothes and went to redhill,to attend the class,for the coffeebean thing. That explains why im tired. Im working tmr again uggggh,if only i didnt take full time _|_ ! Im off,not sleeping yet i think. Bye.