Monday, October 20, 2008
Woke up at 12 afternoon cause Afiq fiqsion called,check check tertekan (Y) Zang,you disturbed my beautiful sleep but nevermind thanks though, your call wakes me up. If not,i'll be sleeping till 1 plus. On the comp , then bathed. Met the others at bns at 2.15 and yeah proceed to redhill to coffeebean hq. Feeqah went in first,then tasha,nasha followed by zahirah and last was me. Yes,last. I wasnt feeling nervous,but when i went into the room, my stomach was making alot of noise. I didnt eat anything when i left home,really. Then i was posted to the same place as feeqah and nasha. Tasha wanted to be with us but she was posted with zahirah. Kiwaaaaaaak jauh pe sia-.- So, orientation means accepted or not? Lol, i dont know, what i know our orientation is on wednesday. We were pissed when they said we had to work full time and yeap,have to at least work 6 months cause its in a contract wtf yes,i know so ive decided to take ite april intake for next year since ive got no interest to be in sec 5. So yeap, we all decided to take april intake next year, thats our decision. Whatever it is, i just hope wednesday will be alright. Bismillah :D lol. I want job and important of all,moneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh badly,yes badly. So i wont depend on mom for prom night things whc will be approximately around 100 +. So yeah,i just hope i'll get this job. If not,then i want pizzahut siaaaaaaaa, cute siah the uniform lol. After that,went to novena ate at mcdonalds. It feels like fasting cause i didnt had any food till 7pm,really. Baik pe (Y) Lol yeah,then accompanied them buy clothes at cotton on,i didnt since i brought one top last two days,and i bet mom wont let me cause ive spent too much money on clothes already. Then went home and yeap,havent even change clothes or bath,that someone called. Lol, im lazy to bath and he forced me. But whatever,i didnt lol yes say whatever i know im tired,and when im done with blogging,im going sleeeeeeeep. Tmrw will be,going to yishun clinic where i get my typhoid injection cause i did have it when im working at mcd last year. Have to get a duplicate copy of the receipt so i dont have to have another injection but i want siaaaaaa,lol. Then went to hunt for work pants and shoes-.- So yeap,see you guyssxzxz(feeqah,zahirah,nasha) tmr again aye! Thanks alott for today,i laughed alot. Im sorry i was bored just now,so i did took candidsxzxzxz. hehe.And yeap to you: Thanks for making me being stuck in this guilty position,i know you want me to feel guilty,thanks alot. 

Lol,changing room, tasha asked me to wear the same clothes and camwhored lol.
But she did buy that top:D

Case takde keje.

(Y)

Look at tasha!


And feeqah brought that skirt:D

Afiqah menyibok eh please, last min join.





Sempat pe siul self timer tengah2 dunie-.-





Zahirah's missing.

At least she did give me a chance to feel tall, lol.

Baik pe.

Haha afiqah!

prologue
all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.