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It's | nothing | but a lie

Thursday, November 27, 2008


FUCK YOU,ASSHOLE!

I just feel like punching someone in the face sia.(Eventhough i havent tried my first punch yet.) But whatever, i just want to punch someone in the face please, favour! Satu satu buat perangai macam sial ah! Fuck off ah.

Just a summary.
  • Work from 11 -7 but went to polyclinic at 9 plus to get my mc stamp,wtf.
  • Had ftq on coffeebean qns and i failed it. Passing mark was 80percent but i get 60 percent,retake next month.
  • Zahirah came by my workplace,waited for ain and me.
  • Met feeqah and mus up, budak budak coffeebean(haha) went to fareast and accompany feeqah find a present and went to eat and blablabla.
  • Reach home, eat,vacuum,play comp.
And yes to any,close friends,strangers,friends,friends whc i didnt contact with,if you think you dislike me,just go away.thanks.

So much for your "Do you know that you're the only girl im contacting with?"

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Yo wassup? Im happy,you?
Wednesday, November 26, 2008


Im so in love with hamzah's hp camera..
except for the irritating touchscreen's so sensitive-.-

First,i didnt attend work. I didnt have any accompanion to accompany me to the doctor. Mom insist on taking half day so she could send me to the polyclinic but i rather go alone. But nabilah's name appeared on my mind on the very last minute. Text and get to know she's on the way home from work,great. We planned and meet up at bns. But wait! Lol, i meet this guy i bumped into alot of times. He's my 3rd floor neighbour,i think he's taking n level too. Because that time when i get back from school from taking n level, he just came back too and took the same lift with me. He smiled and say thanks alot of times sia, just because i press the 3rd floor and press the open door button for him,lol. Then just now bumped into him at the bustop, and like we were shocked sia,then i smiled at him. (:

Waited at bns, bumped into alooot of evgians,including feeqah,shazana and her boyf,raymond,rongsheng,alot ah. Suspect they got a class outing tho. I just wave and continue waiting. Well, proceed to amk polyclinic,and yeah nabilah sooooo freaking siao,go take alot of snaps of tak perlu pictures. Whatever, im high too,but im sick at the same time,lol. Met the doctor,flirt around and.. k no, i just told him i got sore throat,flu and asthma. Thats all, quite cheap eh polyclinic,now i know. Then proceed to amk hub and i ordered nasi bryani and nabilah ordered one chocolate prata,yum. But her order came late, till we finish up the bryani already. Still hungry so i ordered another two big prata. Really, buat muke tembok siul order lagi -.- Snap picts, then prceed to woodlands to meet yan and hamzah to lepak.

When we were at sembawang, we were talking about gg down awhile to drop by to see zahirah's then suddenly we saw zahirah going in the mrt and we were like wtf! So coincidence,lol. Then met them, and wan joined us. Blablabla lepak, then we send wan to the mrt, he met his friends. Then, dpt tahu he called us again after we parted, and he send me home. Like patah balik patah balik siul lol. Okay, thanks yall for the day,and im sorry yan for having your bicycle's tayar pancit. Mana aku tau, aku naik abeh die meletup siul,lol. Sorry, i'll pay your 20bucks (:

Idk, tmrw farihin's starting at 9 and im starting at 11. I have to go back to amk poly to get my mc chopp-.- I forgot sial. Then wan's planning to send me to the poly and to work,im not that sure, let's see. Im off,bye!
Nabilah cakap die cute.





Nabilah say she owns this cause she like my reaction,lol.
And she'll laugh everytime she see this pic,lol!

Thanks nab,i love this. HAHAAHA.
Roti prata! Okay im hungry again.
Tak perluu.

K i look diff.
Redbull and medicines makes you high,k no.


Hamzah,nabilah and me?



Can you please stop pretending to be a bitch?




Lyrics.

I still remember farihin sends me this song when i cant get over my ex date. It helps me alot,as i read the lyrics and asked myself,why go crazy over someone? It's still early, move along move along just to make it through! Just a random thing to post about though.

Cause i go through alot of blogs whc is love sick,having someone who cant like you back is the worst thing ever,i know. Lol. I mean,right. What for waits for someone,who cant be waited? I mean,as in if he/she wont be yours, might be better to move along and gets a new replacement or be single or whatever. Im implying this to some people. I mean,yup if i cant have the feelings for you, what for wait? Im sorry,i have to be straight just to knock alot of sense into you. Whoever the you is. If you think you're you, then yeap its you. Dont bother asking if im blogging about you or someone else,i wont entertain your questions.

And to some people who feels ive push them aside, dont you think i have my reasons, whc i OBVIOUSLY dont wanna tell? Yes, dont let me hate you. Just let me be in my world of coffeeebean (-.-') just for this three months till december. Kay wait, i have a contract of 6 months k whatever. Im beginning to hate someone but im trying not to. You're like taking everything away from me,dont you realise that? Good friends,yeah right.

Came late for work,cause have to go to the redhill hq,fucking far. So,me and farihin have to extend one hour to make it up. Whatever, as long as i wont be doing closing,its fine with me. Had fun times as usual, laugh work laugh work. As long as there is akmal, i'll have my laughters. As usual, he's my entertainer. (I told him this and he get pissed,haha.) Tasha waited for us from 6 plus till 8,so we awarded her with a large caramel ice blend and a toblerone cheesecake. She's weird, people are so craving for toblerone cheesecake yes she didnt finish it, and the large caramal iceb? She didnt finish it too -.-

Reach woodlands,walk to tasha's house to take my earpiece,then lepak with raymond,nadhirah,malek and this sec 3 guy,idk the name together with farihin at hardcourt till 10.30pm and then went home. I remembered when im on the way home with farihin she was like *backing off, and say "aku nak kentot,kejap." And i freaking swear i heard a "pret pret prettttttt" sound. Bunyik cerek siul,lol. I lol after that sia,serious. Bunyi macam engine motor sia, k no. Im off,will be starting at 11 tmr, bye!

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You're one step close to winning my heart,boy.
Monday, November 24, 2008


The day i get crazy on my own .

I know how it feels like when your own friend/close friend takes someone you liked before, but im just so sorry,really sorry. Doesnt mean i entertained him,i liked him too,right? But i dont know. Really,i cant promise anything. What i know, i got mixed feelings right now. Let's see how long this guys will stay, i dont think all this will last,they'll leave one by one. Cause i can be a veeeeery boring person if you know me better. Yeah right. Why the sudden? You're gonna ask me whats with me? I just dont know? Lols,just feel like it.

I want someone whom i can get along with, feeling comfortable with him.
I want someone to make me talk and laugh all the way,i dont want silence.
Silence means, i dont know what to talk about,and that means im not comfortable.
I wanna find someone wch i can stare in his eyes,
without looking away, for a short period of time.
I want someone to text me sweet stuffs oftenly to
show that he cared,even when im busy.
.....
Okay fine,
i just want someone to be able to make myself act as myself, and love for myself.
I miss having someone to walk me home,lol. K,im remembering about the past-.-

I miss my ex date, but as a friend,really. Yeah, the one who got everything i wanted in a guy, k whatever. Im over him but yes, still memories cant be erase,right?
Have to take the fact that ive dated/kissed/hugged a jerk like him (: But whatever.
Ive got alot to update, but im blank now. My extensions falling, i guess. But whatever. Im off,bye.

Remaining pics for prom. :D
Shazanna.

TABLE 10.


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Prom!
Sunday, November 23, 2008


Let the pictures do the talking.Grab it here, from zahirah's cam. K bye.

Ain.
Tasha,norman.
Shaqeel,syafiq.
Shaqeel.
Zahirah,shazana.
Aref,nabilah.
Ariff,ain.
Nabilah,zahirah,shazana,tasha,maya,ain.
Ain.
Peisi,nabilah.
Malek,yan,norman,ishqal.
Zahirah.
Nabilah,yan, ishqal.
Ariff,peisi.
Host.
Zahirah,ariff.
Norman.
Syafiq,ain.
Lol.
Mdm hayati.
Muke tak perlu.
Candid, cute pe sak -.-

Nabilah,afiq.
Mr viknesh.

The girls.

Zahirah norman.
Ishqal,norman.
Tasha,norman.
....

Nabilah yan.








RAYMOND! *melts.
Was bored.


Haleem.