Im sorry.
Monday, November 3, 2008
I spent my off day at home, sleeping like a pig till 3pm. Cause i watched manja lara on youtube till 6am. Yes, cause im having stomach cramps and i cant sleep. I hate mensus -.- Hafta face work tmr, gah im so tireeeeeeeeed. Ergh. Im missing alot of people now. And that includes first, mus. Ive told mom for like three times alrd i miss him like tetoteteteteeeet. Serious shite manxz, i dont know when's the last i met him. Okay, then i miss my friendsssssss and schoolmates like hell loads! I miss school especially. I feel like retaking n level and studied hard, but i cant rewind back time. But, nevermind.And to you, ive already told you im sorry for giving you hopes, im sorry for everything, i didnt even mean to do things this way. And please, im not with any guy. If the intention to create a blog is just to blog and blog and blog about me, then for what? Wanna give me a heartache? Come on. Im tired of having tiffs with you over and over again. Im tired, dont you? I have alot of things to handle now. And wassup with sweet talks? You're saying he sweet talked me? And who's the loser now? You're saying me? Fine,im a loser,say whatever you want. And please, i didnt even say anything,not until i have the heart to say you're one pathetic guy, am i that mean? Well, you can say im mean for giving you hopes. Im sorry for staring at you, listening to you when you talk, sharing things with you, gets close to you,shares the moment of silence and cares for you. Im truly sorry that you're having "this" feelings when i hugged you. Im just so sorry. I know you loved me, but i just cant loved you the same like how i did for the past three times we've been together, or isit 4 times? I dont know. I know how you felt, cause ive been in your place. We shared the same situation, rmb? Im just so sorry.
