Work was more to boring than tired today cause its saturday and there's not alot of customer. I didnt feel tired. I drop by ska fest and just lepak yesterday and today. Went home with friends,including azri,mus and their friends whc i dont think i ever had this experiece a whole bunch of them sitting on a whole two rows of cabins together. Serious,coolness,lol. But,me and my girls just do our own things and talk. Went to skafest again with feeqah and nabilah. With my work uniform,k whatever. I just wanna slack around, met paii up and i so miss him. Yeap,bumped into fiqqo for the second time,and norra's so cute. But she didnt tegur,lol. Last long aye !(: Well my schedule's straight 9-5pm sia,omg fuck rosana! But nevermind. Im going chalet for 3 days starting tmrw. Having my off day tmrw,and im going to hit escape with my relatives,man! And yup, i'll go work from the chalet. Menyusahkan,but nevermind. And maybe will drop by malek's chalet and the others, since we're on the same chalet at downtown. So yeap,will be going out with haiqal next week. Watch movies or smth,cause the last movie i watch was with fad,but its a boring and unmeaningful one, the movie i mean. I miss fad, jaja and tasha. I miss deeyan too. I miss alot of people, i'll sleep at 2 if im gonna state it down sia. So yeap,thats it.
from three,one down. one have given up. another one still trying,another? went vanish. there's nothing between us,we acted as strangers. i expected more. im always expecting alot,but nothing happen. i wanna stop hoping,im gonna stay this way,let this feelings fade. tell me,whats the use of praying when you drank unwanted drinks frequently? if you look closely,ive been wanting to change you,but i failed i guess. i wanted to see if you do things for my sake,but nope,im wrong. yeah,its your life,but im doing this because.. ugh nevermind,its so useless talking to you. and to those fuckeeeeeers,mind your own business,its my business who i wanna have feelings for,your brother or your dad,its non of your fucking business. okay about the dad thing,im joking,but really ah,fucked up sia. nak bahasakan orang tu, tak perlu. im done,will update soon,bye!
p/s: just one thing i freaking remembered smth about you,your smell. idk,but its just a sweet smell,fact.
*remaining picts i havent upload,since two.three days ago.
Afiqah,you tahu i sayang you,HAHAHAHA. Takde link , but you know i know.
Work.
And you,i know we're having our small quarrels nowadays,dk why.
But im so sorry.
I'll be there no matter what eventhough you did alot of things yesterday wch made me tired of conforting you when you're down. We cared about you,but you get angry instead,and push us roughly away from you. Nevermind.
And you,i havent had enough of you, lets go out some other time again,bestf.:D
Work was more to boring than tired today cause its saturday and there's not alot of customer. I didnt feel tired. I drop by ska fest and just lepak yesterday and today. Went home with friends,including azri,mus and their friends whc i dont think i ever had this experiece a whole bunch of them sitting on a whole two rows of cabins together. Serious,coolness,lol. But,me and my girls just do our own things and talk. Went to skafest again with feeqah and nabilah. With my work uniform,k whatever. I just wanna slack around, met paii up and i so miss him. Yeap,bumped into fiqqo for the second time,and norra's so cute. But she didnt tegur,lol. Last long aye !(: Well my schedule's straight 9-5pm sia,omg fuck rosana! But nevermind. Im going chalet for 3 days starting tmrw. Having my off day tmrw,and im going to hit escape with my relatives,man! And yup, i'll go work from the chalet. Menyusahkan,but nevermind. And maybe will drop by malek's chalet and the others, since we're on the same chalet at downtown. So yeap,will be going out with haiqal next week. Watch movies or smth,cause the last movie i watch was with fad,but its a boring and unmeaningful one, the movie i mean. I miss fad, jaja and tasha. I miss deeyan too. I miss alot of people, i'll sleep at 2 if im gonna state it down sia. So yeap,thats it.
from three,one down. one have given up. another one still trying,another? went vanish. there's nothing between us,we acted as strangers. i expected more. im always expecting alot,but nothing happen. i wanna stop hoping,im gonna stay this way,let this feelings fade. tell me,whats the use of praying when you drank unwanted drinks frequently? if you look closely,ive been wanting to change you,but i failed i guess. i wanted to see if you do things for my sake,but nope,im wrong. yeah,its your life,but im doing this because.. ugh nevermind,its so useless talking to you. and to those fuckeeeeeers,mind your own business,its my business who i wanna have feelings for,your brother or your dad,its non of your fucking business. okay about the dad thing,im joking,but really ah,fucked up sia. nak bahasakan orang tu, tak perlu. im done,will update soon,bye!
p/s: just one thing i freaking remembered smth about you,your smell. idk,but its just a sweet smell,fact.
*remaining picts i havent upload,since two.three days ago.
Afiqah,you tahu i sayang you,HAHAHAHA. Takde link , but you know i know.
Work.
And you,i know we're having our small quarrels nowadays,dk why.
But im so sorry.
I'll be there no matter what eventhough you did alot of things yesterday wch made me tired of conforting you when you're down. We cared about you,but you get angry instead,and push us roughly away from you. Nevermind.
And you,i havent had enough of you, lets go out some other time again,bestf.:D
Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.
Work was more to boring than tired today cause its saturday and there's not alot of customer. I didnt feel tired. I drop by ska fest and just lepak yesterday and today. Went home with friends,including azri,mus and their friends whc i dont think i ever had this experiece a whole bunch of them sitting on a whole two rows of cabins together. Serious,coolness,lol. But,me and my girls just do our own things and talk. Went to skafest again with feeqah and nabilah. With my work uniform,k whatever. I just wanna slack around, met paii up and i so miss him. Yeap,bumped into fiqqo for the second time,and norra's so cute. But she didnt tegur,lol. Last long aye !(: Well my schedule's straight 9-5pm sia,omg fuck rosana! But nevermind. Im going chalet for 3 days starting tmrw. Having my off day tmrw,and im going to hit escape with my relatives,man! And yup, i'll go work from the chalet. Menyusahkan,but nevermind. And maybe will drop by malek's chalet and the others, since we're on the same chalet at downtown. So yeap,will be going out with haiqal next week. Watch movies or smth,cause the last movie i watch was with fad,but its a boring and unmeaningful one, the movie i mean. I miss fad, jaja and tasha. I miss deeyan too. I miss alot of people, i'll sleep at 2 if im gonna state it down sia. So yeap,thats it.
Afiqah,you tahu i sayang you,HAHAHAHA.
Work.
And you,i know we're having our small quarrels nowadays,dk why.
I'll be there no matter what eventhough you did alot of things yesterday wch made me tired of conforting you when you're down. We cared about you,but you get angry instead,and push us roughly away from you. Nevermind.
And you,i havent had enough of you, lets go out some other time again,bestf.:D