Why did you say i love you when you know this wouldnt last?
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Sumpah muke bulat semacam,lol. Yes, no fringe,haha. As if i care, aku datang nak earn money bukan nak melawa,hahahaha. K no. Bukannye ade cute guys pun,paling2 akmal ah paling cute,hahaha k shh. Ok,yes i started at 11,actually have to finish at 7pm but since i love farihin and she ask me to symphaty her and stay till closing,i overtime for 2 hours. But then, we finish all our stuffs at 10.15 and reach home at 11 plus. Ughhh, tired like hell seriously. Tmrw will be having gourmet class at holland village and me,feeqah and zahirah dont know where the hell is that. Just wait and see how things goes tmrw. Thanks god it started at 3,but will be ending quite late at 10pm,siapa nak fetch aku? K lol, talking about fetching, mimi randomly called me after so long didnt call me, and planning to fetch me from work,awwh lol. So random. And yeah, i wanna buy a notebook lah siul, mom say will get a notebook free if apply for wireless line , coolshit. Im gna see the notebook tmrw. And to you.I think ive alrd apologise for alot and alot of times for giving you hopes. I didnt expect things to go this way right,i already told you repeatedly. "You were different from the rest." And you wrote "the 1/4" Im not,really. You can make it without me. Try. Well, ive had enough of guys telling me im different from the rest, every guy is the same,kept saying that but who left? Them,not me. Dont act as if you're the one tearing cause you're out of love cause me myself leads a no perfect life,and ive got feelings like yours too. Love is hurting,i bet you know that. But really,ive take this advice "Move on if that someone cant have feelings like how you do to her/him. You wont gain anyth." And im still holding on to these. 
Yesterday's pict after work,farihin's first day and
we went to mcd to have our supper.

I know this is unexpected fir. HAHAAHAH muke maintainnnnnn aje. Lol coffeegirl or what, this ass. Planning to wear a telekung and saying there's smth behind me, babiiii.
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all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.