And serious, from yesterday,i was pissed off by seeing couples everywhereeeee in the mrt. I was standing and there's a couple right infront of me. When the girl talks,and the guy will kiss her like every minute. Not jealous, menyampah -.- If i were that girl,tu bukan namanye sweet sia,seriously. Lelaki macam gitu, siak ah letak tepi pun baik,k no. Joke. -.- So yes, i cant stand it,rolls eyes and walk away and change my standing position. I think some of the people in the mrt saw my reaction. But,whatever. Menyampah sia-.- And today,there's another couple again, i just close my eyes and sleep duh.

So yes, i came work at 11, and its so hard for me to drag myself out of bed,since i receive this text but i read it at 5,and i didnt sleep till 7 plus,thats why i hafta drag myself out of bed. I did eb station alot today,instead of ice blend,its fun,just that takecare ah tangan kene air panas banyak kali. And tangan kopek2 kene bukak susu nye cover cepat2-.- K whatever. Actually i finish at 7,but akmal forced me to overtime. I did, 1 hour,for him. Lol. But i lazy wanna do closing so i just sit around,look at them,and listen to aries's stories,played psp,thought of waiting for akmal to walk with him to the mrt,but then nevermind,lazy. LOL. Bought brownie and cheesecake home. Brownie die steam,sumpah. And tmrw farihin will be starting work with me. Babe,come at 3. I'll start work tmrw at 1,cause im gg to the hq with zahirah in the morning to do out thumbprints.

Okay now.
If only humans dont have heart and feelings,wouldnt it be great? I mean, yeah its impossible. Im feeling guilty now, i feel like taking my words back but i dont want to. Negative and positive comments people told me about you, i just dont know what to do. Whether you have change from the old you, and have a more good attitude now,towards girls. I just dont know. I wanna spent time with you and all, but i just dont know. Idk if you still read up my blog. Wait, did i tell you i dreamt of you that one time? I think no, cause i forgot -.- I forgot what its all about,but i know you were in my dreams,eventho we barely met. You say "Its easy for people to say and ask me to forget you but its difficult." But you told me once you dont like people to know you're contacting with anyone and therefore you didnt tell anyone you're contacting with me. Remember? Are you twisting your words now? :/ Why are you doing this? You loved me? Prove it. You're longing for my voice thats why you called alot of times ytd? How many times have you ever did say that to other girls? See,i know you would get mad after seeing this,and say i dont have any trust in you. I know. Just one thing,why do guys are capable of sweet talks and only are good at it?

What aries,my phillipine collegue say is still in my head.
"I use to wait for someone for years. But now, fuck you. Dont want then move on."
Okay.. That really hit me.

And serious, from yesterday,i was pissed off by seeing couples everywhereeeee in the mrt. I was standing and there's a couple right infront of me. When the girl talks,and the guy will kiss her like every minute. Not jealous, menyampah -.- If i were that girl,tu bukan namanye sweet sia,seriously. Lelaki macam gitu, siak ah letak tepi pun baik,k no. Joke. -.- So yes, i cant stand it,rolls eyes and walk away and change my standing position. I think some of the people in the mrt saw my reaction. But,whatever. Menyampah sia-.- And today,there's another couple again, i just close my eyes and sleep duh.

So yes, i came work at 11, and its so hard for me to drag myself out of bed,since i receive this text but i read it at 5,and i didnt sleep till 7 plus,thats why i hafta drag myself out of bed. I did eb station alot today,instead of ice blend,its fun,just that takecare ah tangan kene air panas banyak kali. And tangan kopek2 kene bukak susu nye cover cepat2-.- K whatever. Actually i finish at 7,but akmal forced me to overtime. I did, 1 hour,for him. Lol. But i lazy wanna do closing so i just sit around,look at them,and listen to aries's stories,played psp,thought of waiting for akmal to walk with him to the mrt,but then nevermind,lazy. LOL. Bought brownie and cheesecake home. Brownie die steam,sumpah. And tmrw farihin will be starting work with me. Babe,come at 3. I'll start work tmrw at 1,cause im gg to the hq with zahirah in the morning to do out thumbprints.

Okay now.
If only humans dont have heart and feelings,wouldnt it be great? I mean, yeah its impossible. Im feeling guilty now, i feel like taking my words back but i dont want to. Negative and positive comments people told me about you, i just dont know what to do. Whether you have change from the old you, and have a more good attitude now,towards girls. I just dont know. I wanna spent time with you and all, but i just dont know. Idk if you still read up my blog. Wait, did i tell you i dreamt of you that one time? I think no, cause i forgot -.- I forgot what its all about,but i know you were in my dreams,eventho we barely met. You say "Its easy for people to say and ask me to forget you but its difficult." But you told me once you dont like people to know you're contacting with anyone and therefore you didnt tell anyone you're contacting with me. Remember? Are you twisting your words now? :/ Why are you doing this? You loved me? Prove it. You're longing for my voice thats why you called alot of times ytd? How many times have you ever did say that to other girls? See,i know you would get mad after seeing this,and say i dont have any trust in you. I know. Just one thing,why do guys are capable of sweet talks and only are good at it?

What aries,my phillipine collegue say is still in my head.
"I use to wait for someone for years. But now, fuck you. Dont want then move on."
Okay.. That really hit me.