Im happy, yes i am. Worked from 11am till 7pm, texted,asking if he's fetching me. Made a last minute plan on watching movies cus he dont wanna go home early,and i wanna waste time and sincerely,i wanna spent time with him. So yeap,met him at town,and walked to the cinema. Baby,i dont like going town,so i dont quite know the way there, understand? Grrr. Made a hard choice,either to take a boring show and end fast or take another horror show and ends at 11 plus,cause it started at 9.55pm. So yeah, we took the late night show,hell's highway 31km. I never expect us to be so close haha serious. -.-' And yeah, we waited for 1 hour plus for the movie to start,and we started talking about pasts,backgrounds,and yeah,get to know each other. haha,omg. K fine,but thanks for the things you done cause i was shivering in the movie just now. Sincerely,i wasnt cold but im shivering,idk why,lol. And yeah,at least i gave a quick kiss cause i owe you one. I gain the courage alot sia,k no. Meet up soon okay. Im off, tmrw's working at 7am,and will be having a christmas party for the full timers,from 4 till 10pm,i think. Im off, need to wake up at 5 sia tmrw,im knocking off after baby's replying to my text, k bye!
Your kiss, the warmth of your hands, your quick hugs. Im scared to say,i dont know if ive fallen for you. :/
Monday, December 8, 2008
Im taking what's ought to be mine at first. Am i serious? Im not sure about this. But i sure not gonna put high hopes since he hurt me like a few times. So yeah, im just trying out. I owe someone a kiss,haha.
First up,i didnt go anywhere today,eventhough its hari raya haji . Was suppose to go to relative's house but me and mom was lazy and tired.Woke up at 2pm, have a chat while eating tomyam maggi. Mom and me,we talk alot today,i realise by now just now we talk for 2 hours straight about everything. She started by this. *english version. Im sorry, im gonna be open about this.
Mom: What happened to you and faris? Me:Nothing,maybe just not the right one for me. But yeah ,i guess he really is not the right one,since he drinks and all. And he waits for this girl for a year plus alr. So nevermind,i'll understand. Mom: Omg he drinks? Maya: Yeah but whatever .(This guy) is too nice,i want someone half wild ,so i can see if he's willing to change for me. Mom: *rolls eyes. Get a nice guy already,you dont want. Maya: Hahaha what to do.
Mom is into relationships whc leads to marriage,and i debate with her about teenagers goes for relationship just to experience and stuffs like that. So stop telling me to find a nice guy,hahaha. Serious sia mom-.- We talk about alooooot of things within this two hours,about my lovelife is the most.
Slept again after that till 7pm, and woke up. After bathing,grab the nearest flyer and randomly say to mom im hungry and im craving for pizza. So i asked her to poon money so we did shared the combo 1 rite pizza. Its cheap,just for 23bucks. It was my first time calling,so im scared hahaha idk why. Always bro or stepbro who does the calling. So yeah,called,thank god its a women who pick up. Blablabla ordered and someone came within 30minutes.
Haha swear sia, the rite pizza delivery guy cute siul. Serious. He was smiling at me , case gabra then i took the food,hand the money,put the food on the table,he waited for me to say bye then he go, haha then he smile for the last time ahhhhhhhhhh *melts.
Maya:*close door. Ahh ibu! Hot nye. Mom:Go ask for his number ah.
hahahaha! Cause i think she saw me blush or smth while taking the things,hahaha lol sia. Im off, tmrw's working at 11, bye!
*remaining picts on saturday.
Over you.
Its sunday,wait. Its monday already and its my second day not working already. And its.. hari raya haji!!!! K stop it. Sunday and monday is my off day. So yeah, thoughts of watching movie,but i couldnt reach deeyan, and feeqah last minute cancel cause mom's asking her to prepare for hari raya haji. So i text like, everyone. Many were busy and working,two wanted to accompany me, but i feel like going out with someone im close with. Lol,the motive nabilah came my house after that was to take her skinnies and cardigan. I told her my problem for that day, and i was joking when i ask her to skip work and go out with me, and turns out she called her manager and yes, settled. Thanks to yan, her boyfriend whc replace her to work,cause their workplace is so budget sia,have little workers-.-'
Then siap-ed,when we're at my void deck downstairs,my sandles,the rubber cut off/putus. Lol my english good siul. Fuck, then went up again and change. Went to j8, sweared j8 is so complicated,the malls.Randomly ate at pastamania. Nabilah ordered alfredo,and i ordered just beef lasagnia,not worth it, its 10.90bux siul. But nevermind,once a month,lol. Then,walk around,bishan's cotton on so budget,dont go there,haha. Then,cancelled our plan to watch movie of wildchild,then went to bugis st for an hour plus,and then we success in walking from bugis to cityhall. Nabilah is sooo clever. Haha. Then,went to mus's workplace and brought ice blended and slack there. Mus didnt have the courage to give us free drinks and we have to buy with our money _|_ Lol. Then went to esp and slack till 11 plus. And went home. Someone was suppose to fetch me, but he's tired,lol. Nevermind. Nabilah allight at db cause fetching yan.
I walked slowly while otw home,and reached home at 12.45,around there i think. Mom's sleeping,so she didnt nag,lol. Believe it anot,i havent wash my make up yet and i just went online,lol. Took alot of picts today,so mind my post, bye.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI,READERS! :D
HAHAHAHA!
One eyed monster eating alfredo,hahaha.
Errrr kay,im hungry AGAIN-.-
The cheese!
Cool,without my face,hahaha.
Cityhall.
Raffles' one fullerton coffeebean.
Bored-.-'
I made that place like my home,haha.
Promoting.
When nabilah's doing business,hahaha k no. I know i look short.
Just how many cm different from you darling.
I want fatter thighs please.
Down yours. I look tall yeay.
Hunchback.
_________
Photography,hahahaha!
Minahrep.
I get only one white watch for this one whole day and i finish 25 bucks altgt-.-
Last pic of the day.
Off's day tmr,at last!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Work was more to boring than tired today cause its saturday and there's not alot of customer. I didnt feel tired. I drop by ska fest and just lepak yesterday and today. Went home with friends,including azri,mus and their friends whc i dont think i ever had this experiece a whole bunch of them sitting on a whole two rows of cabins together. Serious,coolness,lol. But,me and my girls just do our own things and talk. Went to skafest again with feeqah and nabilah. With my work uniform,k whatever. I just wanna slack around, met paii up and i so miss him. Yeap,bumped into fiqqo for the second time,and norra's so cute. But she didnt tegur,lol. Last long aye !(: Well my schedule's straight 9-5pm sia,omg fuck rosana! But nevermind. Im going chalet for 3 days starting tmrw. Having my off day tmrw,and im going to hit escape with my relatives,man! And yup, i'll go work from the chalet. Menyusahkan,but nevermind. And maybe will drop by malek's chalet and the others, since we're on the same chalet at downtown. So yeap,will be going out with haiqal next week. Watch movies or smth,cause the last movie i watch was with fad,but its a boring and unmeaningful one, the movie i mean. I miss fad, jaja and tasha. I miss deeyan too. I miss alot of people, i'll sleep at 2 if im gonna state it down sia. So yeap,thats it.
from three,one down. one have given up. another one still trying,another? went vanish. there's nothing between us,we acted as strangers. i expected more. im always expecting alot,but nothing happen. i wanna stop hoping,im gonna stay this way,let this feelings fade. tell me,whats the use of praying when you drank unwanted drinks frequently? if you look closely,ive been wanting to change you,but i failed i guess. i wanted to see if you do things for my sake,but nope,im wrong. yeah,its your life,but im doing this because.. ugh nevermind,its so useless talking to you. and to those fuckeeeeeers,mind your own business,its my business who i wanna have feelings for,your brother or your dad,its non of your fucking business. okay about the dad thing,im joking,but really ah,fucked up sia. nak bahasakan orang tu, tak perlu. im done,will update soon,bye!
p/s: just one thing i freaking remembered smth about you,your smell. idk,but its just a sweet smell,fact.
*remaining picts i havent upload,since two.three days ago.
Afiqah,you tahu i sayang you,HAHAHAHA. Takde link , but you know i know.
Work.
And you,i know we're having our small quarrels nowadays,dk why.
But im so sorry.
I'll be there no matter what eventhough you did alot of things yesterday wch made me tired of conforting you when you're down. We cared about you,but you get angry instead,and push us roughly away from you. Nevermind.
And you,i havent had enough of you, lets go out some other time again,bestf.:D
Im happy, yes i am. Worked from 11am till 7pm, texted,asking if he's fetching me. Made a last minute plan on watching movies cus he dont wanna go home early,and i wanna waste time and sincerely,i wanna spent time with him. So yeap,met him at town,and walked to the cinema. Baby,i dont like going town,so i dont quite know the way there, understand? Grrr. Made a hard choice,either to take a boring show and end fast or take another horror show and ends at 11 plus,cause it started at 9.55pm. So yeah, we took the late night show,hell's highway 31km. I never expect us to be so close haha serious. -.-' And yeah, we waited for 1 hour plus for the movie to start,and we started talking about pasts,backgrounds,and yeah,get to know each other. haha,omg. K fine,but thanks for the things you done cause i was shivering in the movie just now. Sincerely,i wasnt cold but im shivering,idk why,lol. And yeah,at least i gave a quick kiss cause i owe you one. I gain the courage alot sia,k no. Meet up soon okay. Im off, tmrw's working at 7am,and will be having a christmas party for the full timers,from 4 till 10pm,i think. Im off, need to wake up at 5 sia tmrw,im knocking off after baby's replying to my text, k bye!
Your kiss, the warmth of your hands, your quick hugs. Im scared to say,i dont know if ive fallen for you. :/
Monday, December 8, 2008
Im taking what's ought to be mine at first. Am i serious? Im not sure about this. But i sure not gonna put high hopes since he hurt me like a few times. So yeah, im just trying out. I owe someone a kiss,haha.
First up,i didnt go anywhere today,eventhough its hari raya haji . Was suppose to go to relative's house but me and mom was lazy and tired.Woke up at 2pm, have a chat while eating tomyam maggi. Mom and me,we talk alot today,i realise by now just now we talk for 2 hours straight about everything. She started by this. *english version. Im sorry, im gonna be open about this.
Mom: What happened to you and faris? Me:Nothing,maybe just not the right one for me. But yeah ,i guess he really is not the right one,since he drinks and all. And he waits for this girl for a year plus alr. So nevermind,i'll understand. Mom: Omg he drinks? Maya: Yeah but whatever .(This guy) is too nice,i want someone half wild ,so i can see if he's willing to change for me. Mom: *rolls eyes. Get a nice guy already,you dont want. Maya: Hahaha what to do.
Mom is into relationships whc leads to marriage,and i debate with her about teenagers goes for relationship just to experience and stuffs like that. So stop telling me to find a nice guy,hahaha. Serious sia mom-.- We talk about alooooot of things within this two hours,about my lovelife is the most.
Slept again after that till 7pm, and woke up. After bathing,grab the nearest flyer and randomly say to mom im hungry and im craving for pizza. So i asked her to poon money so we did shared the combo 1 rite pizza. Its cheap,just for 23bucks. It was my first time calling,so im scared hahaha idk why. Always bro or stepbro who does the calling. So yeah,called,thank god its a women who pick up. Blablabla ordered and someone came within 30minutes.
Haha swear sia, the rite pizza delivery guy cute siul. Serious. He was smiling at me , case gabra then i took the food,hand the money,put the food on the table,he waited for me to say bye then he go, haha then he smile for the last time ahhhhhhhhhh *melts.
Maya:*close door. Ahh ibu! Hot nye. Mom:Go ask for his number ah.
hahahaha! Cause i think she saw me blush or smth while taking the things,hahaha lol sia. Im off, tmrw's working at 11, bye!
*remaining picts on saturday.
Over you.
Its sunday,wait. Its monday already and its my second day not working already. And its.. hari raya haji!!!! K stop it. Sunday and monday is my off day. So yeah, thoughts of watching movie,but i couldnt reach deeyan, and feeqah last minute cancel cause mom's asking her to prepare for hari raya haji. So i text like, everyone. Many were busy and working,two wanted to accompany me, but i feel like going out with someone im close with. Lol,the motive nabilah came my house after that was to take her skinnies and cardigan. I told her my problem for that day, and i was joking when i ask her to skip work and go out with me, and turns out she called her manager and yes, settled. Thanks to yan, her boyfriend whc replace her to work,cause their workplace is so budget sia,have little workers-.-'
Then siap-ed,when we're at my void deck downstairs,my sandles,the rubber cut off/putus. Lol my english good siul. Fuck, then went up again and change. Went to j8, sweared j8 is so complicated,the malls.Randomly ate at pastamania. Nabilah ordered alfredo,and i ordered just beef lasagnia,not worth it, its 10.90bux siul. But nevermind,once a month,lol. Then,walk around,bishan's cotton on so budget,dont go there,haha. Then,cancelled our plan to watch movie of wildchild,then went to bugis st for an hour plus,and then we success in walking from bugis to cityhall. Nabilah is sooo clever. Haha. Then,went to mus's workplace and brought ice blended and slack there. Mus didnt have the courage to give us free drinks and we have to buy with our money _|_ Lol. Then went to esp and slack till 11 plus. And went home. Someone was suppose to fetch me, but he's tired,lol. Nevermind. Nabilah allight at db cause fetching yan.
I walked slowly while otw home,and reached home at 12.45,around there i think. Mom's sleeping,so she didnt nag,lol. Believe it anot,i havent wash my make up yet and i just went online,lol. Took alot of picts today,so mind my post, bye.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI,READERS! :D
HAHAHAHA!
One eyed monster eating alfredo,hahaha.
Errrr kay,im hungry AGAIN-.-
The cheese!
Cool,without my face,hahaha.
Cityhall.
Raffles' one fullerton coffeebean.
Bored-.-'
I made that place like my home,haha.
Promoting.
When nabilah's doing business,hahaha k no. I know i look short.
Just how many cm different from you darling.
I want fatter thighs please.
Down yours. I look tall yeay.
Hunchback.
_________
Photography,hahahaha!
Minahrep.
I get only one white watch for this one whole day and i finish 25 bucks altgt-.-
Last pic of the day.
Off's day tmr,at last!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Work was more to boring than tired today cause its saturday and there's not alot of customer. I didnt feel tired. I drop by ska fest and just lepak yesterday and today. Went home with friends,including azri,mus and their friends whc i dont think i ever had this experiece a whole bunch of them sitting on a whole two rows of cabins together. Serious,coolness,lol. But,me and my girls just do our own things and talk. Went to skafest again with feeqah and nabilah. With my work uniform,k whatever. I just wanna slack around, met paii up and i so miss him. Yeap,bumped into fiqqo for the second time,and norra's so cute. But she didnt tegur,lol. Last long aye !(: Well my schedule's straight 9-5pm sia,omg fuck rosana! But nevermind. Im going chalet for 3 days starting tmrw. Having my off day tmrw,and im going to hit escape with my relatives,man! And yup, i'll go work from the chalet. Menyusahkan,but nevermind. And maybe will drop by malek's chalet and the others, since we're on the same chalet at downtown. So yeap,will be going out with haiqal next week. Watch movies or smth,cause the last movie i watch was with fad,but its a boring and unmeaningful one, the movie i mean. I miss fad, jaja and tasha. I miss deeyan too. I miss alot of people, i'll sleep at 2 if im gonna state it down sia. So yeap,thats it.
from three,one down. one have given up. another one still trying,another? went vanish. there's nothing between us,we acted as strangers. i expected more. im always expecting alot,but nothing happen. i wanna stop hoping,im gonna stay this way,let this feelings fade. tell me,whats the use of praying when you drank unwanted drinks frequently? if you look closely,ive been wanting to change you,but i failed i guess. i wanted to see if you do things for my sake,but nope,im wrong. yeah,its your life,but im doing this because.. ugh nevermind,its so useless talking to you. and to those fuckeeeeeers,mind your own business,its my business who i wanna have feelings for,your brother or your dad,its non of your fucking business. okay about the dad thing,im joking,but really ah,fucked up sia. nak bahasakan orang tu, tak perlu. im done,will update soon,bye!
p/s: just one thing i freaking remembered smth about you,your smell. idk,but its just a sweet smell,fact.
*remaining picts i havent upload,since two.three days ago.
Afiqah,you tahu i sayang you,HAHAHAHA. Takde link , but you know i know.
Work.
And you,i know we're having our small quarrels nowadays,dk why.
But im so sorry.
I'll be there no matter what eventhough you did alot of things yesterday wch made me tired of conforting you when you're down. We cared about you,but you get angry instead,and push us roughly away from you. Nevermind.
And you,i havent had enough of you, lets go out some other time again,bestf.:D
Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.
Im happy, yes i am. Worked from 11am till 7pm, texted,asking if he's fetching me. Made a last minute plan on watching movies cus he dont wanna go home early,and i wanna waste time and sincerely,i wanna spent time with him. So yeap,met him at town,and walked to the cinema. Baby,i dont like going town,so i dont quite know the way there, understand? Grrr. Made a hard choice,either to take a boring show and end fast or take another horror show and ends at 11 plus,cause it started at 9.55pm. So yeah, we took the late night show,hell's highway 31km. I never expect us to be so close haha serious. -.-' And yeah, we waited for 1 hour plus for the movie to start,and we started talking about pasts,backgrounds,and yeah,get to know each other. haha,omg. K fine,but thanks for the things you done cause i was shivering in the movie just now. Sincerely,i wasnt cold but im shivering,idk why,lol. 
Im taking what's ought to be mine at first. Am i serious? Im not sure about this. But i sure not gonna put high hopes since he hurt me like a few times. So yeah, im just trying out. I owe someone a kiss,haha.
HAHAHAHA!
One eyed monster eating alfredo,hahaha.
Errrr kay,im hungry AGAIN-.-
The cheese!
Cool,without my face,hahaha.
Cityhall.
Raffles' one fullerton coffeebean.
Bored-.-'
I made that place like my home,haha.
Promoting.
When nabilah's doing business,hahaha k no. I know i look short.
Just how many cm different from you darling.
I want fatter thighs please.
Down yours. I look tall yeay.
Hunchback.
_________
Photography,hahahaha!
Minahrep.
I get only one white watch for this one whole day and i finish 25 bucks altgt-.-
Last pic of the day.
Work was more to boring than tired today cause its saturday and there's not alot of customer. I didnt feel tired. I drop by ska fest and just lepak yesterday and today. Went home with friends,including azri,mus and their friends whc i dont think i ever had this experiece a whole bunch of them sitting on a whole two rows of cabins together. Serious,coolness,lol. But,me and my girls just do our own things and talk. Went to skafest again with feeqah and nabilah. With my work uniform,k whatever. I just wanna slack around, met paii up and i so miss him. Yeap,bumped into fiqqo for the second time,and norra's so cute. But she didnt tegur,lol. Last long aye !(: Well my schedule's straight 9-5pm sia,omg fuck rosana! But nevermind. Im going chalet for 3 days starting tmrw. Having my off day tmrw,and im going to hit escape with my relatives,man! And yup, i'll go work from the chalet. Menyusahkan,but nevermind. And maybe will drop by malek's chalet and the others, since we're on the same chalet at downtown. So yeap,will be going out with haiqal next week. Watch movies or smth,cause the last movie i watch was with fad,but its a boring and unmeaningful one, the movie i mean. I miss fad, jaja and tasha. I miss deeyan too. I miss alot of people, i'll sleep at 2 if im gonna state it down sia. So yeap,thats it.
Afiqah,you tahu i sayang you,HAHAHAHA.
Work.
And you,i know we're having our small quarrels nowadays,dk why.
I'll be there no matter what eventhough you did alot of things yesterday wch made me tired of conforting you when you're down. We cared about you,but you get angry instead,and push us roughly away from you. Nevermind.
And you,i havent had enough of you, lets go out some other time again,bestf.:D
