You changed in a short period of time.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
): I swear this song is so saddening sial.
My day? Its great. Just that it has a very bad ending on the last part of my day. Should not elaborate more,cause there'll be a "cat fight". Haha. And yeap,chalet was great,escape theme park with relatives was great,and fuck that haunted house,i dont wanna go in again sia!And yah,whatever it is, i didnt know the motive of raymond doing that chalet is because he's going to japan for quite a long period of time. Hope he have a safe trip on 4th till he came back. Work today was, undecribable. Lol. Cause idk, there's this old worker join back, irwan. He's from art school,cool. And yeap, there's a new applied manager,wch dont even know a thing and have to be teach like us,normal staffs. There's really alot of stuffs at work today,till i dont know what to do,cause all stations are covered. Fuck ah,i rather have alot to do then having nothing to do sial. _|_ Carik keje lain pun best sia,lol. But nevermind,i love my workplace environment. <3
Well,i cant believe i DID confess that i liked someone out of the three i contacted with. Whatever but then,i just think you've change? Yeap,so fast. Your "I love you two three four, your "whatever happens now, I still loved/like you always",your saying of "Your kiss, your voice really makes my day go weeee..." I feel like crying reading back all your post,idk why. Im not even surprised you liked someone else,or even admired another girl? Yeap,told you. Dont meet me,you'll be surprised. K whatever. Oftenly say ily to each other before sleeping,but you were shocked when i say i liked you last two days. I was like "Who was i talking and texting with for the 2 months back? Isit someone different? Nope,when i think back,its really you. " I miss the way both of us waits for each other calls,i miss the way you called to ask about my blog,asking why i wanna end everything,even our friendship. I miss the way, you called me busuk cause i often didnt bath after coming back from work. I just.. miss everything about you. I still remembered you say you kissed me on my hair without me realising it when we hugged before we part with each other. I didnt know till you approach me to say you miss me,and tell me that. I promised myself not to wait for someone eventhough its hard. I wont wait for someone. Mom keep advicing, not to wait for someone cause its just a pretty waste of time. Looks are important,i know. If you're gonna follow up with my plan,not to call me everyday cause it made me fall for you,then up to you. Cause you call no more. I was just testing. But whatever. You changed into a one different person so quick. Started blogging about another someone saying you miss her,when you blogged about me before that. Jealous? Nope,i just feel you're someone different. Serve me right.
And as i say,i liked only one out of the three. But nevermind,there'll be no more alot of message alert tone ringing alot of times,cause ive get rid of these boys one by one. Cause i guess, we all go our seperate ways pun better ah kan? I just have alot to talk about.
And yes,fuck you if you think you're the only one stressed up about life. Like as if other people dont have problems. Dont only think about yourself,please.
Labels: Just pretend that i dont have a thing called feelings.
