I love this pic cause my arms look fat,roflol. Im tired,edward have to spoil my plans on going out with someone. Actually im working at 9am til 5pm,my plans are to watch quarantine. But edward texted me at 6.31am lol, to tell me to come from 1 till closing. Wtf. When i reach work,i told him he ruin my date,he said sorry,cause he need me to do closing,hahaha. I so wanna watch that movie all of a sudden. Hell's highway sounds scary too. Wil watch it soon (: My pay's getting lesser. Yes, its fast cause i gave like 3/4 to mom including the money i borrowed her for prom whc is 180bux and i have her 150bux only for other use. I only get to buy around 2 or 3 things for my own. And the rest are savings (untuk kahwin) and for my everyday pocket money. Im joking about the untuk kahwin thing,duh. Hahaha. Who wants to get married sia,i dont even want a boyfriend, k lol no.
And guess what,i really think i need a new hairstyle. Zahirah already pull out her extensions. And i think im pulling all all of it by next month after getting my pay and having a new hairstyle. I told some about my plans but im not that sure. What i know, im gonna either rebond or cut my hair short. I dont know actually but im bored with extension curls. Or maybe take the whole bunch of curls,(like diana's hair) Well,i still admired her hair though since sec one,hahaha. (:
And yeap, tmr doing closing with farihin yeay. Akmal wont be working for 3 whole days damn it. Because of his dance crew-.- And yeap, im gonna miss his silly dance and all. And fuccck,i was so careless i bang my head 2 times today,one with the fridge edge door.One with the tongs. Cbkia sia! Serioushite, akmal was laughing at me sia after that -.-' Babi, takde sedikit pun rase symphaty.
Afiq, please dont do this? Even if you asked me to forget you,i wont in years. Cause you're still my first love,like seriously. Please. Its really not a must to go seperate ways sia.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
I love this pic cause my arms look fat,roflol. Im tired,edward have to spoil my plans on going out with someone. Actually im working at 9am til 5pm,my plans are to watch quarantine. But edward texted me at 6.31am lol, to tell me to come from 1 till closing. Wtf. When i reach work,i told him he ruin my date,he said sorry,cause he need me to do closing,hahaha. I so wanna watch that movie all of a sudden. Hell's highway sounds scary too. Wil watch it soon (: My pay's getting lesser. Yes, its fast cause i gave like 3/4 to mom including the money i borrowed her for prom whc is 180bux and i have her 150bux only for other use. I only get to buy around 2 or 3 things for my own. And the rest are savings (untuk kahwin) and for my everyday pocket money. Im joking about the untuk kahwin thing,duh. Hahaha. Who wants to get married sia,i dont even want a boyfriend, k lol no.
And guess what,i really think i need a new hairstyle. Zahirah already pull out her extensions. And i think im pulling all all of it by next month after getting my pay and having a new hairstyle. I told some about my plans but im not that sure. What i know, im gonna either rebond or cut my hair short. I dont know actually but im bored with extension curls. Or maybe take the whole bunch of curls,(like diana's hair) Well,i still admired her hair though since sec one,hahaha. (:
And yeap, tmr doing closing with farihin yeay. Akmal wont be working for 3 whole days damn it. Because of his dance crew-.- And yeap, im gonna miss his silly dance and all. And fuccck,i was so careless i bang my head 2 times today,one with the fridge edge door.One with the tongs. Cbkia sia! Serioushite, akmal was laughing at me sia after that -.-' Babi, takde sedikit pun rase symphaty.
Afiq, please dont do this? Even if you asked me to forget you,i wont in years. Cause you're still my first love,like seriously. Please. Its really not a must to go seperate ways sia.
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all about me
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Just call me Maya will do. I got eating disorder. My definition of eating disorder is,i cant grow any fatter,cause i eat and i shit all the time. Yes,believe me.
Its difficult to grow,for me. I dont understand the existance of aneroxic. Aneroxic people,you dont look pretty with those sekeletons figures. We eat to live,and we live to eat. Think,it have a different meaning.
Yes,i admit i envy girls than boys,cause i love girls more,k no. Joke -.- Cause i dont really like anything about myself? Yeah,that should explain a little.
I dont understand why relationship happens,when things will end anyway. But i do agree that people goes into a rs,cause of affection,careness towards each other,and such. So yeah,i think this is already too long,but whatever. Thanks for reading up,and have a nice day.